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First time
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Hello,
This is my first time at this online, so I'm not sure what to say. I will start by stating that I am a cocaine addict I have been sober for 36 days. I attend alot of meetings here locally and enjoy them. I'm yet to find a sponser or whom someone I trust and wonder if that is all part of my ad...
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Hello!
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Hi! I am Minhaj from Bangladesh. I am an addict. I am here for a smooth recovaree journy.
Thanks to you all.
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coping with trauma
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The steps
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I am an addict named Rebecca. Today is my 60 days clean!!!!!
I am working my steps and I am stuck on the 4th one. Does any
one have any addvice they could teach me?
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Having any Doubts??? ... "Ten Reasons Why I Never Want to Go Back"
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......just thought I'd remind myself.....and anyone who can relate......why I never want to use again ..... thanks for letting me share....
"TEN REASONS WHY NOT"
YOU GOBBLED UP MY HOUSE
WOOFED DOWN MY CAR
DEVOURED ALL MY TRAVEL PLANS
....WHO IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
YOU AT...
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what do you/I do with the day ????
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Hi how are yall feeling ?
How was your day ??
I was wondering what we do with our day ?
Like mine is very different each day,, this day i did some odds and ends ,, some days its more busy etc !!!
This being the holiday season for the kids,my daughter and I went shopping and got her a hat,swimming costum...
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updated cook book info
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Hello Family,
I just want to give you all an update on the recipies that I have recieved for the cook book. I am looking for a total of 365 to do the book. So far we are at 68!!! I would like to thank each and every one of you that have already sent in you recipies. If you have more to...
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Hello!!!
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Hello all! I am new to this forum. I just got out of White Deer Run in central PA. I'll have 5 months April 26th!! I am 26 years old from PA. My drug of choice most recently was Heroin. I have a four year old daughter, Mary. I started touring with the bands; Phish,The Other Ones,Th...
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Who Am I ? ........ Who I Am
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Hello everyone! .......Who am I ? ......GOOD QUESTION !! ......I guess I'm still trying to figure that one out.......but it's the one question I have continually struggled with over my 23yr addiction to cocaine, freebased cocaine and pot..........Who I am? .....well that one is a little easier.....
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Need some "Weapons" for Survival?....Look Here!
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"Living Amongst The Shadows"
There amongst the shadows .... there amongst ones thoughts
Lies a nightmare in waiting .... for a mistaken moment begot
Night fires burning desire .... of needy, habitual fear ...
Keeps this nightmare alive and well .... lingering with misfortunes near ......
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Hello all!
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I've been curious about NA message boards and chat rooms for a long time and decided that this looked like a good place to start. I will probably do more reading then posting at first to get a feel for the site and to get to know about the members. It is good to be here!
Peace, Christine
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THE FACES OF "DENIAL"
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Sometimes.....when I feel like I'm slipping down the HUGE mountain of DENIAL with overwhelming thoughts of insecurity and doubt......doubt as to whether I can really beat this disease......I remind myself with these words that....the battle lies within myself and "I" ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE........
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"HUMILITY".....Everyone needs a dose...now and again
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"HUMILITY"
TWO OF YOU WALKING SIDE BY SIDE
HUMILITY YOUR CORNERSTONE
WALKING ABREAST AMONGST THE REST
THROUGH THE CROWDS
ALL ALONE ...
IN YOUR EYES ... SEE THE LIES
ALL THAT'S HIDDEN THERE
INSIDE AND OUT HEAR THEM SHOUT
ALL OF YOUR SOUL TO BEAR ...
AND YOUR EVIL VERSES GOOD...
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"FINDING IT HARD TO COPE?" ...JUST REMEMBER THIS BEFORE YOU PK-UP!
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"FINDING IT HARD TO COPE"
HEY THERE .... ARE YOU FINDING IT HARD TO COPE ...
A PERSON CAUGHT IN A CIRCLE OF NO HOPE ...
IT'S A HARD LIFE .... WAKING EACH DAY TO FIND ...
A BRAND NEW TRICK TO PLAY ON SOMEONE ELSE'S MIND ...
OPPS! .... IT SEEMS I'VE GONE AND SPENT THIS MONTHS RENT ...
OH WELL .......
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Happy Easter !!!
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Hi all and a very Graced Easter,,,,,
i had my first show after many days sick,,, was a wonderful experience getting back !!!
thers this Absolute Higher Power who is totally in the know of what i need and what i dont !!!!!!!!
Keep Coming Back it works !!!
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Made it another day
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Goodmorning everyone! I woke up feeling great, and for the first time i realized i didn't take anything to make me feel like that.I made it another day! Hope everyone has a good day today.Take care....Danielle
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I am new too
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Hi, I am new to NA. I was addicted to mass amounts of pain pills and am now using suboxone to prevent w/d and wean off of it. I am a 32 yo mom of 2, working ft. I look forward to getting to know all of you.
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A few issues
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There is a couple of things I need to talk about but I'm not comfortable bringing them up in meetings.
1> I am under the care of a shrink. Last week she perscribed a medication that is making me feel very, very weird. Well, not lets go shoot up the mall weird but strange enough to make me w...
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XANAX WITHDRAWALS; PLEASE HELP ME!
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 Greetings, I'm Linda-Marie, drug addict in recovery from pain meds 81 day, alcohol 31...
The problems I'm having is my Dr. put me on Xanax, I've been taking approx. 4 mg a day for about a month and a half. I have only a few left and want this to be my last prescritpion. I've become add...
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recovery journey
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hey guys, here's a little about my journey. i came into recovery in my late 20s. assumeing alcohol to be my main problem i spent many years in aa ,a good program but not enough for me as i am truly an addict and it took a few small relapses on what i considered safe drugs as i didnt like them to wake me up. my life...
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introduction
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Hello, I am a crack addict(who can not spell) Ihave lost many homes and friends. I am on ssdi i get a check once a month.once i start i do not stop till all the money is gone. then i am broke for the rest of the month and i don't think about it. i am very shy, and started going out to the clubs to meet poeple. i do not...
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new
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Hey guys, I'm new, real new, as in today will make 2 days, it's not my first time, but I guess I'm new again, anyways, I would like to be able to attend meetings online sometimes and I'm having some trouble figuring out how to get my computer to connect me. I don't know if my anti-virus blocks it or what, but i...
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Life on lifes terms
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I guess all addicts have a problem dealing with life on lifes terms. I surely know that I do. The responsibility of myself alone is so completely overwhelming, but then add on all the responsibilities of life and i feel like i am going insane. I am a strong believer in my Higher Power (who I call God) and I k...
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First time here
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Hello my name is Danielle and this is my first time here.I have been doing drugs since the age of twelve,i went from one drug to another.My drug of choice is crack cocaine and i have been clean for 48 days now and some days it gets really hard for me.I am a very impulsive person and a creature of habit, i reall...
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First time here
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Hello, this is my first time here. My name is Bri and I am an alcoholic addict. I have been on dope for 7 years. I had a drug of choice that I stopped but shortly changed to others and have been just as miserable. I have been to rehab and to meetings locally. I am too anxious so I dont go, but I would love to talk to...
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"Giving up an ...OLD FRIEND ..."
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"GIVE UP THE GHOST"
GIVE UP THE FRIEND
GIVE UP THE HOST
GIVE UP THE LOVER
YOU LOVE TO LOVE MOST
IN THE SHADOW OF A DOUBT
BY THE LIGHT OF THE MOON
IN THE DARKEST CORNER
OF THE LONELIEST OF ROOMS
WHERE DARKNESS ONCE LIVED
IN THE SHADOW OF YOUR HEART
WHERE YOU CAN NOW FIND THE COU...
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Happy Easter !!!!
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Happy Easter to all here !!!
Though not religious at all,, THE GREAT EXAMPLE proves that its always the Forces of Good that will prevail !!!
It imposrtanat to keep the faith in difficult,dark,unclear times !!!!
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substituting addictions
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Hi folks,,,
back home after many days and slepless nites in hospital,, finally the doctors got the gall bladder renoved to save me from another attack of pancreitis !!!!
They say thers no problem and that a human can live well without a gall !!!
As i lay restless,, just in order to focus on recover...
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Need Advice
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My friend/partner recently confessed his heavy addiction to cocaine. I knew he used but never thought it had taken such power over his life. I am not exactly sure what brought him to where he is today but I am very happy and proud that he has joined a center and is receiving cou...
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Advice please
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I am an alcoholic but since stopping alcohol I have switched to codeine and now use upto 30 a day and I am just scared to let go even though I know life will be better clean. Does anyone know how to withdraw and shold I go NA (I already go to AA)
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