GIVE UP THE FRIEND GIVE UP THE HOST GIVE UP THE LOVER YOU LOVE TO LOVE MOST
IN THE SHADOW OF A DOUBT BY THE LIGHT OF THE MOON IN THE DARKEST CORNER OF THE LONELIEST OF ROOMS
WHERE DARKNESS ONCE LIVED IN THE SHADOW OF YOUR HEART WHERE YOU CAN NOW FIND THE COURAGE TO BEAR LIGHT OVER YOUR DARK
BY FOCUSING ON YOUR ACTIONS OF CHANGE WITH EVERY THOUGHT'S PURPOSE BEING ONE TO RE-ARRANGE THOSE DEADLY PATTERNS WHICH HAVE TAKEN YOU HOST BY MAKING YOUR RESOLVE ......TO GIVE UP THE GHOST
GRACE
.....for sooooo many years I couldn't see how "baby steps" would actually get me to where I wanted to go in life .....and if they could, it was going to take WAY TO LONG !!!!!! AHHH!!!!!
Ah..... the agony of an addicts impatience! .....geeze, I guess we have all probably worked our magic on exersising this particular quality.......anyways...
...... the thing is,(as I am beginning to see), that life simply IS .....JUST A BUNCH OF "BABY STEPS" .......Alcoholics, Addicts, housewife....lawyer, doctor .....we all share the same end......it's how we're going to get there that differs......
EVERY LAST ONE OF US ON EARTH HAS NO WAY OF KNOWING WHAT LIFE WILL THROW AT US NEXT..... ALL ANY OF US CAN DO IS TURN OUR FOCUS INWARD .....TO THE VERY THOUGHTS THAT WE ALLOW TO LINGER IN OUR BRAINS .......THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN OUR NEXT CHOICE....WHICH WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE AS TO THE OUTCOME OF THAT CHOICE ......AND ON AND ON.....AND THERE YOU HAVE IT .....YOU' VE JUST LIVED YOUR LIFE!! AND THERE YOU ARE ON YOUR DEATH BED AND SOMEONE SAYS ......
"TELL ME THEN .....WERE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR CHOICES?" ......I CAN ONLY HOPE....THAT FOR ME.....(past regrets aside)....THE ANSWER WILL BE "YES"