Sometimes.....when I feel like I'm slipping down the HUGE mountain of DENIAL with overwhelming thoughts of insecurity and doubt......doubt as to whether I can really beat this disease......I remind myself with these words that....the battle lies within myself and "I" ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE.....so I remind myself again ....
WHAT A SHITLOAD OF CRAP TO ONESELF ONE CAN SELL IT'S A MILE WIDE .... AND TEN MILES HIGH ... WHAT A HEAP OF TRASH ... SO CLEVERLY DISGUISED CAN GET AWAY WITH MURDER ... UNDER THE VEIL OF A LIE
WHAT A SHITLOAD OF CRAP CAN ENABLE ONE'S DEMISE IT'S ALWAYS A DIME SHORT ... AND A DAY TOO LATE ... WHAT A HEAP OF TRASH ... CLEVERLY HIDDEN FROM ONE'S OWN EYES KEEPS YOU LIVIN' IN THE DUMPYARD UNDER A MASK OF HATE
THIS "CRAP" HAS A NAME THIS "TRASH" HAS A FACE IT'S A SHITLOAD CALLED "DENIAL" LIVIN' IN "DESIRES" SPACE
WHO PAYS THE RENT HERE ? IN THIS DUMPYARD OF LIES ? WHO'S THE ONE NOT CARING HERE ? IF ONE LIVES OR ONE DIES ?
I'LL TELL YOU WHO IT'S THAT PART OF YOU ... THE EGO THAT WANTS TO RUN THE SHOW HER NAME IS DENIAL ... AND SHE WANTS YOUR LIFE ... THE SOONER THE BETTER ... DON'T YOU KNOW
PUT UP YOUR DUKES SHE'S JUST A SHITLOAD OF CRAP ALL TALK AND NO ACTION ... IS HER GAME TELL HER YOUR HIGHER POWER IS RUNNING THE SHOW NOW TAKE THE "TRASH" OUT BACK .... ALONG WITH HER NAME !
