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mornings
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I think the mornings are the hardest (maybe I only think that because it IS morning). I'm used to taking a couple of percs or whatever I have an hour or so before I have to get up, just to have the energy to get up and face the day. but, at least I'm not depressed this morning (yet...my emotions are like a rolle...
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last night's NA meeting
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The woman I picked up last night, to take to the meeting, she is really nice, but the first thing she asked was "do you have any valiums". She said her cousin may come to the meeting, but she'd been doing oxy.'s all day and may not show up. Well, her cousin showed up. After the meeting we were talking about do...
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Tears of the past
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Yesturday I Cried
I came home went straight to my room, sat on the edge of my bed, kicked off my shoes, unhooked my bra, and I had myself a good cry.
I'm telling you, I cried until my nose was running all over the silk blouse I got on sale. I cried until my ears were hot. I cried until my head was hurting so ba...
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new here need a relate on this ussue
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 evertime time hapends I want I want but have not picked up yet come close I really need someone to realte to on this one . As a newcomer have tryed very hard to beat this thing evertime my mom gets in the way I don't think it's helping you I'm sick of it I have cryed  &nbs...
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New Member
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Hey everyone. I'm Michelle, a new member here.
I have 66 days sober right now. I just found this website and am really glad that I did.
Anyways, I just wanted to say hello to everyone. *waves*
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I didn't use
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Just got home-was at my dad's washing clothes, when he left to go to town, and i felt it, that pull, that urge, I started to sweat I wanted it so bad, his pills that he needs just to get around.I took him to the store before that and watched him rub at his legs and have to hang on to the cart to walk, and still I wan...
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Greetings Dalin
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Dalin, my recovery brother, how have you been lately? Your silence, even if for a few hours here at MIP seems an eternity, as if we are missing the heartbeat...
So glad that my HP has filled my recovery with your presence...
Hugs, Love, Light ~ Tahir.
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friends
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I Told Neil, the guy at NA, that I couldn't imagine being friends with my best friend anymore. She doesn't use pills as much as me, but she does like for me to steal them so I will give her a couple (though I pretty much started keeping them for myself long a go) and she smokes pot, drinks etc. but in every othe...
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:new:
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hi there  just figgered out how to post a message on here  anyway I'm 4 months and 2 not to many people uselly in the rooms sometimes none at all  any who just wanted to drop a line in the post not to bad of a site!!!
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first meeting
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I went to my first meeting this evening
There was only one person there, the guy who opened up the meeting, but it went good-I can say I was thinking the whole time, in the back of my mind, of how I could really use something.but I agreed to meet him tomorrow and follow him to a meeting in another to...
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Convention
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Hi Family,
I'm off to our area's convention ~ BLACNA 4 tomorrow evening. I'd be there for all the 3 days, so wouldn't be able to come online at MIP till 10th of September. I will miss you all and your awesome posts.
I'm lookin' forward to this convention as I'd be meeting a lot of friends from many areas...
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Is It Me (cuz it usually is)
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Greeting all!
I'm new to this board but not NA - my name is Deana K and I've been experiencing miracles since 11/5/2001 (would love to say I've been in recovery the entire time, but I took a break from meetings and anything NA for about 8-9 mos recently; I finally pulled my head outta my behind and I'm b...
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urge
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I have this overwhelming urge to go 'visit' my dad but I know while I'm there I'll be stealing some of his pain pills-he already suspects it, but mom told him that I would never do that cause I know how much pain he is in, and I felt horrible when I heard that, and now I can't believe I'm thinking about it again...
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hi scot
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glad you are here man.welcome to the sight.
we are trying to build an awesome recovery board here.
please share with us.
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This Board
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I am going to write this quick, my son is home and I try not to let him see this site-or anyone-but I want to thank everyone who's taken time to help, one day I'll do the same for someone else
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Need to share...
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Sorry I chose to delete this post, as I realized that my motive besides feeling the need to share desperately, also reflected some unhealthy and undesirable intent that was not ok for my personal recovery... -- Edited by Tahir at 15:55, 2006-09-01
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can't sleep
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My body's starting to hurt-kepping me awake. i was lying there thinking about how my doctor's not going to call in another prescription since it was 3 days ago she called in the last-then I was thinking how I don't really need to go to a meeting, that I'm not that bad and right after I was already planning h...
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gossip
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You know people will always find it necessary to talk about others, espically when they are trying to divert attention away from themselves, but recently I have been the target of gossip from another member that I had a brief relationship with. I was 3 weeks clean and a was 13 stepped by a man with 10 year...
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sleep
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I have made it all day without anyting (well, I took my last of my "prescription" first thing in the morning, but since then I haven't went to get more) I haven't been speeling well at all, so my sister is bringing me over a sleeping pill, this is ok isn't it? she's not bringing the bottle-just 1
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new & still here
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sometiems it's not always easy being and stay clena I really really been this long clena before I really mean it it's a tough world out there today, you can wlak a place you use to go in and right aright bang a remember when sometimes it's scary as some are good remember when's It's important to remem...
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help I'm new
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 I need adivce on something my mind has been acting werid lately I feel as this program is working to well I feel I'm btter to go on now someone help me I'm so I can see others with bottle in there hand and it no longer bugs me am I cured why am I'm geting better fi...
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scared
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I just took the last of my 2 pills...now is when I am really scared, cause I know it's time to say I'm done with it. I don't know how to exist without it though. I'm already starting to think "where am I going to get more?"
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ache
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I haven't taken anything this evening-that's a first, but I don't know how to deal with this ache inside, that uneasy, anxious feeling.I just want to go to sleep so I won't give in and take anything (cause I haven't gotten rid of the pills yet) but I can't sleep it hurts inside
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how do you deal with the urge to relapse?
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I just got sober 8/28/06 and I'm beginning to have small urges to relapse. I don't yet have my own "things to do list" when I feel an urge coming. I was wondering if some of you could share some of the things you do to help keep the urges at bay. It would help greatly.
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I took a big step today
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I took a class in order to help me get my contractors license for painting I have been putting this off for 4 years now and today got the courage from somewhere to do it plus they had a good deal on the class so I signed up its 6 weeks and when i'm done I will be ready to PASS the state board contractors exam and ca...
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My 2 Cents Worth...
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I just got done reading many of the post on this board and enjoyed them greatly. However, as the sites webmaster/founder I deleted one whole thread entitled, "Cult". I felt the thread was an absolute determent to any newcomer viewing it. Several of the replies to the post w...
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new here
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hello, I just found this site and thought I'd give it a try. I finally got up the nerve to go to a meeting close to my hometown (found the info. online), but they must no longer hold them there. Nobody (except for 1 other person who had read about it online) showed up. I'm a 34 year old sin...
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tahir
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i am glad you are here man!we need you here.
keep coming
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Message I posted at a newly divorced site
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Immediately after my divorce I developed a drinking problem. I'm not ashamed to say that I went to AA. I'd have been a fool not to. I stopped drinking and began to, if not see things differently, then at least to admit the possibility that I was living in a kind of darkness, and making...
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I got that feeling this afternoon
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No not to use just that overwhelming out of control feeling.
all I wanted to do was go to the gym and workout and my cell phone starts acting up can't get the key pad to work. And then the calls start coming in LOL, first my ex ex girlfriend calls 3 times and I can't answer, then work calls I get the call and...
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