sometiems it's not always easy being and stay clena I really really been this long clena before I really mean it it's a tough world out there today, you can wlak a place you use to go in and right aright bang a remember when sometimes it's scary as some are good remember when's It's important to remember the bads ones as well for me all I ever knew & remembered from my past was the good today while in the na I try to focus on the bad stuff to keep me clean from whenever I do want to use it helps. but not alwasy at times my minds trys to twist things around and say oh ya but....... look on the bright side what bright sdie though there is no bright side once you go in a place thats it your in your own stae of mind , I go not now but use to go to sit and think about what it was I did wrong when I used to wacth others using to say to my self see just how bad it was for you it worked for me some I find can do that I know someone who can who go's to my meetings I find I can to and it helps me reslizse what I did wrong and just hwo dumb I was looking at them and saying hey that was me wow I can;t belive it has anyone esel ever does this before finding it helps them let me know I new a relate here thnaks peace out !
hiya i remember those times well, but by working this programme those times that were bad,get replaced by times clean that are really good thats what i focus on to help me stay clean,my life today is different cos i am different,i have changed as a result of working this programme,therefore my outside world has to,as i first heard and still here today thank god,keep coming back it gets better, i used to think they were lying. Guess what they werent, Godbless you a wonderfull life awaits you a day at a time, Love in felowship, Big Nick
sometiems it's not always easy being and stay clena I really really been this long clena before I really mean it it's a tough world out there today, you can wlak a place you use to go in and right aright bang a remember when sometimes it's scary as some are good remember when's It's important to remember the bads ones as well for me all I ever knew & remembered from my past was the good 
today while in the na I try to focus on the bad stuff to keep me clean from whenever I do want to use it helps. but not alwasy at times my minds trys to twist things around and say oh ya but....... look on the bright side what bright sdie though there is no bright side once you go in a place thats it your in your own stae of mind , I go not now but use to go to sit and think about what it was I did wrong when I used to wacth others using to say to my self see just how bad it was for you it worked for me some I find can do that I know someone who can who go's to my meetings I find I can to and it helps me reslizse what I did wrong and just hwo dumb I was looking at them and saying hey that was me wow I can;t belive it has anyone esel ever does this before finding it helps them let me know I new a relate here thnaks peace out !
