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OUTTA HERE
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Headed for the mountains this morning i've done my time in the salt mines this last week and just need to relax and fish a little, enjoy nature and get away from this rat race.
HAve a good weekend everybody, bruthrs and sisters hang ten!
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im back!!!!
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well i just got out of rehab thanks to drittz he came and got me and put me in the hospital and i found help!!! its really good to be back i fell brand new again. i had to stay there and couldnt leave.Hey im sorry i got all stupid on my last post. i really was going down but drittz said you guys were worried and he s...
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Wanted to use bad today
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damn near did, guys were selling dope right up the street I was working at started fantasizing about the high, then thought it thru further.
I had an empty stomch till noon when i finished my work and decided rather then cop dope i'd go eat something first then if I felt like using still , well you get t... >
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relapse worksheet
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Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: Palmdale CA
Posts: 741
relapse inventory worksheet
Recovery/Relapse Inventory Worksheet The whole point of this worksheet is to look back and identify and discover in what areas you failed to work your program of reco...
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a mens retreat
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this friday we are having a sponsorship retreat.
i havent put one together for about 2 years.no one in this area in canada has been to one yet.
i guess what i need to do is ask you folks for topics.
anything is welcomed.
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Service and personal recovery
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Yesterday, I attended a rather disappointing area service meeting and walked out in a sad mood. It triggered a lot of questions, gushing out of my sadness and frustration, all at once. I wonder why we just can't follow the Steps, Traditions, Concepts, Guide To Local Services and other handbooks and g...
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What if?
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I'm am an opiate addict. My question is, what if I am in a serious accident, or have an operation that requires pain medication. What do you do, do you use narcotic pain medication according to how it is prescribed? I know you are not supposed to use this kind of medication at all. But tylenol and ibuprofe...
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my sponsee is having heart surgery
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i have to leave soon.the surgery is in toronto.
i know i have to leave this in Gods hands.
but i went with him to a meeting last night,rather than doing the online one here.
love you folks.
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Not NA but could use some ESH
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Hello everyone, I normally post at the Al-Anon part of this site but I am in need of some serious ESH. I also attend f2f Al-Anon and Naranon meetings.
My sister is addicted to prescription pain medications. She is on a lot of medications prescribed by physicians.&...
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hospital
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I am going to a detox program friday-monday-i have to get away from here, from all these people around me-get it out of my system-and i am scared
I'm not ready to tell family, I am going to tell them I have a training seminar to go to for my drug counseling class - i am scared but relived that i will be able to...
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tomorrow
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School starts back for me tomorrow. I'm nervous, because I won't have my pills to get through the day, but I think it may help not to be sitting here at home just thinking about using all day (because I've shown myself that that only gets me into trouble!) Plus my sister and brother-in-law are in most of my...
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Update; Family Death
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Hi Family,
As many of you now know, two of my aunts were brutally murdered in Fort Myers, Fla. on the 10th of Sept, two weeks ago.
Well, on Saturday, Sept 23rd, the person who murdered them was caught in Topeka, Kanas and is now in jail there. He was identified by finger prints and other forscen...
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John
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I need a sponsor
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Hey everyone! I am working on my fourth step and just realized how desperately I need a sponsor. Someone please help!
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Still needing a sponsor!
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My email is lisaerogers@hotmail.com
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im done !!
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well im back and yes ive bben doing herion! ive decided that im gonna try ice now i heard it will take away the pain ive been feeling.now i know bigv dont like me but to tell you the truth i dont like bigv either because when a guy or girl expresses their feeling and troubles they shouldnt be called a liar in sa...
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day 4
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not feeling so great...those crazy emotions are running me over again. I thought I was all cried out, but I guess I was wrong. I'm waiting for that feeling of being at home in the meetings, of feeling like it was my "safe place", as another person described it, but it's not. Last night, after the meeting,...
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Hi Ahmed
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Greetings Ahmed,
I have seen you log on to our forum a couple of times in the last 3-4 days... and was wondering how you are doing lately?
Hope you are doing fine... thought of you a few times too...
Hugs and Prayers ~ Tahir from India.
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question
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this is strictly hypothetical, i don't plan on slipping again, but given my history I just want to know....when you're working the steps, if you do slip, it'll do you no good to lie about it right? you must tell and start the steps over again? my "voice" is telling me "you could have a couple and noone woul...
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Wednesday night's meeting
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I apologize to everyone that attended the Wednesday night meeting. As you all saw I was logged in but did not participate. I logged in 2 or 3 hours early and ended up falling asleep and sleeping through the meeting because I use my computer while laying in my bed. I could have kicked myself in the face for h...
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I finally did it.
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I finally made it to my first outside meeting in months. It was great. Feels good to be a part of the fellowship again. Just wanted to sharee that with you guys. I'm doing it! hehe
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Technical Q
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Is there anyplace I can adjust settings? Posts are not listed on my screen according to most recent. They are somewhat sorted, but it shows posts made like 2 hours ago, then 30 minutes ago, then 8 hours ago, then 3 hours.... on down the page it might show posts made several days ago, then rig...
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HELPING A NEWCOMER
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WOW, i CAN'T TELL YOU THE FEEL GOOD'S i HAVE BEEN GETTING LATELY BY HELPING TWO NEWCOMER LADIES THAT HAVE MADE THEIR WAY TO THE ROOMS OF NA. bOY DO i REMEMBER COMING INTO THE ROOMS SO SCARED, BEATEN DOWN AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO EXPECT, I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE AND REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO. ALL I KNEW WAS THAT...
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groovy practice meeting
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well last night at 900 we had a practice meeting.we had about 6 guests an all but two were members of the board.if we here more from our members from india,we could have one noon meeting that would be nine at night for them.
come to the meetings,we need you
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whats up with the meeting?
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Welcome to the Fellowship
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Welcome to the fellowship Here take this chair When you walked through our doors We'll show you that we care
We will love you Until you can love yourself Put the plug in the jug Keep the drugs on the shelf
All you need is a desire to stop That's all it takes to join our way We'll share our program Show you h...
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sponsor
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my sponsor isn't so nice anymore I don't mean that in a bad way, he's just not letting me get away with my excuses and pity party anymore-my natural tendency, when someone calls me on my bullshit or whatever, is to go get high and say screw them. I guess it is really time to make a decision to really wor...
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Where's Everybody?
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I see that there are some 50 to 60 members at this forum till date, but I only find 4 to 5 of them sharing their experience, strength and hope regularly since I joined. I would really love it if everyone shares their experience, strength and hope here at the forum so that I benefit more... I need you all in my...
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Hi everyone
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Hi folks, I'm new to this site my good friend Dalin told me about it. I have been reading some of the posts and you guys sound like the loving and supportive people I meet at NA meetings so I'm gona stick around! Just a little about me, I'm comming up to 16 months clean , have an amazing sponsor who helps me sta...
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What is everyone doing right now?
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Just for today I will focus on my recovery.
I just got my na literature in the mail today. I ordered the na book, the aa big book and the na step working guides. I started over on my first step now that I have the guides. I've just been working on that for the last hour or so.
I'm pretty much just relaxing ri...
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I started my fourth step
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So far so good! yay.
Im just basically keeping my journal with me everywhere i go and when I think of something writing it down. FOr some reason it was set in my head that I had to sit down and do my fourth step all at one time. And for me I feel it's better to just take it as it comes. I know alot of people say don...
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