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lovdogs20 · lovdogs20

Good morning everyone I found this sight by doing a google search, to one of my other online groups . Thought I would come check you all out. Looks good and I fit in. My name is Pam and I am a addict. I was reading about someone looking for the sayings to the key tags so I did a google on that too and this is what I...

mjrnyc · mjrnyc

My boyfriend has been abusing pain killers. The things he has done while using are heartbreaking to me. I have kicked him out a few times, but always let himback in after he promises that the drug abuse is over. He just left for a detox/rehab today. Are there any groups that family or loved can go to?

tip · tip

Hi I am new to this whole thing. Not to being an addict. I have had a problem for 25 yrs. My family just called me on 3 yrs. ago. I never in a millon yrs did I think that it would be this hard to get off them. I love pain pills. I have been to rehab 2 times. I get all the 12 steps ect, but I am human. My husband is one to be...

Manda22 · Manda22

It's kinda funny I've been on a methadone program for a little over 2 yrs. The first year everytime the asked fpr a urine test i knew it would atleast test positive for 1 substance if not more. For ever 3 months you have clean urines (1 a month) you earn a take home. So u could say i wasn't very interested or ex...

Raman · Raman

Hi all,,Raman an addict This last weeks been good all round. There were few angry incidents,,,so,,,I realize,,, most of all I have to stop being involved in other people instabilities and insanity. I believe I have to rely more on my Free mind and let go of the me mind.. thats the differenace tween reco...

BigV · BigV

God In Each Other "One aspect of our spiritual awakening comes through the new understanding of our Higher Power that we develop by sharing another addict's recovery." Basic Text, page 51 We've heard it said that we often see God most clearly in one another. We see the truth of this when we p...

califlip08 · califlip08

i'm a recovering meth addict for almost 3 years until i find out my wife is cheating on me while i'm at work, now we're going through a divorce and she left with almost everything that mattered to me ... my life fell apart and now for like the past 2 weeks i've been using and now i lost my job and in debt with onl...

mamalanersof2 · mamalanersof2

A happy person is not a person with a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes." --Hugh Downs, American Journalist As my sponsor likes to say, fake it until you make it. So, if today you are not feeling positive and can't find gratitude and thus happiness...

Manda22 · Manda22

I'm new to this whole site tonight will be the first time i do the chat room so i have a few questions, If anyone can help it would be great. Is there a pre set topic if so what is it? Is the chat room always about addiction and recovery or do people go off on completely different subjects? thanks

Raman · Raman

Letting Go To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcom...

Raman · Raman

Hi all,,, Bo Sewell recently celebrated 34 years cleanand had this to share with a friend of mine !! Our emotions may talk to us loudly and convincingly but they do not always tell us the truth. And if we base our lives on what our emotions tell us, we may find years and years later that we have lived a lie bec...

BigV · Jul 17, 2008 by BigV

DaveP and mamlanersof2 please answer emials that i've been sending . Thanks -- Edited by BigV at 10:46, 2008-07-15

mrwinkie · mrwinkie

hey guys..i only get in the room on friday and saturday nights because of work, we didnt have a mod again last night 7/11 . those of you that do it do a great job and im greatful for you. im not complaining because i cant do it myself.first of all because im an idiot and could never get it.but most of all becaus...

amy b · amy b

in the white box. Deperate for an online mtg. Please help. Dont know what else I can do to get in. amylou879131@yahoo.com

BigV · BigV

July 5th Happy, Joyous and FREE and clean

Sue G · Sue G

Holy Smokes!!! I am stressed OUT!!! Hello all ..... My name is Sue, and I AM an addict. If you all can just bare with me for a minute or two .... I'm all wound up here, and rather than peel of a string of curses, veg out cursing this site, or dream up interesting ways to beat myself over the head for...

jaysbaby · jaysbaby

Today, after allowing my alcoholic/drug abusing H back in, only a few days later, I have thrown him out. In the past couple of days, he has antogonized me, accused me of cheating on him, cornered me, threatened me... demand that I go to bed when he goes to bed (I enjoy watching tv late at nights alone by my...

jenner33 · jenner33

I just started my first methadone treatment today, for a serious pain pill addiction. I am so exhausted my mg was only 20 mgs and it's been 8 hours since I dosed. Anyone what experience with this treatment and what kind of success did you have with it. Thanks Jenner

kinkiebelladonna08 · kinkiebelladonna08

I'm struggling today alot more than normal. I'm not in the wanting to use mode. In March my house was raided, I was evicted from my home, I lost my job oh and I was out of money. That was truely my bottom! I know that I want to never go back to that place again. And I know that I won't as long as I have my HP in m...

moonrabbitzmom · moonrabbitzmom

I know this might seem like a self-serving question; but I need to hear the answer from outside of my head. I attend meetings and hear stories of park benches, streets, jail, stealing, etc. I have no experience with any of that. However, I do have had the experience of being in psych units multiple tim...

jaysbaby · jaysbaby

Hi everyone...just to give you an update on my rollercoaster life with my alcoholic husband... as a last resort, he went on his own to see a new psychiatrist last week. My husband has a 10 year history of substance abuse (cocaine, beer)... In the last year, he has been diagnosed with bipolar and hypoma...

jcd aka jayson cole · jcd aka jayson cole

The past year my life has been though hell. All I get for it is that I dont believe it, that you are lying to me, or I cant trust you. OK IM LAYING DOWN THE TRUTH RIGHT HERE AND NOW.First of all for everyone. My name is JAYSON COLE DAVIDSON. Named after...

JasonD · JasonD

Hey everybody. I am still around and clean. I have not been active in the program but I stop by and read from time to time. Everything is great. Taking the fam cross country for a road trip to the family reunion in a week. Thanks for the 2nd chance at life. I hope everybody has a great summer!

mamalanersof2 · mamalanersof2

An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me, " he says to the boy. "It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves." "One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority,...

Manon · Manon

thought I would check in I am not active in NA atm but things arewell and not much to complain about

TinaChilli · TinaChilli

Hello everyone, I am Tina, 29 years old, mother to 3 beautiful girls and wife for 12 years now!! I had a back injury that started my problem, I have had a problem for 12 years or so, but really bad for 5 years. I am addicted to pain killers, and benzos if I need them! I have been so ready to quit but I hav...

jaysbaby · Jul 11, 2008 by staci O

Hello all... Please help me... this is my last resource before I admit myself into the hospital for having a breakdown. History: I am married to an alcoholic who abuses cocaine, and he also has been diagnosed with Bipolar and Hypomania. I am a beautiful, self-sufficient, hardworking woman (govern...

BigV · BigV

A Positive Attitude "That old nest of negativism followed me everywhere I went." Basic Text, page 135 A negative attitude is the trademark of active addiction. Everything that occurred in our lives was someone or something else's fault. We had blaming others for our shortcomings down t...

mrwinkie · mrwinkie

HEY GUYS , 34 DAYS clean and working hard on it. just got back from my first drug free vacation in decades . I rode bikes , i surfed ( alot ) i laid in the sun.i felt it all . thanks a bunch to all of you for helping me get this far. . my demons are far from being put to rest , but just for today they are in the corner ta...

BigV · BigV

33 actually so here you go

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	Key tags. (Preview) Good morning everyone I found this sight by doing a google search, to one of my other online groups . Thought I would come check you all out. Looks good and I fit in. My name is Pam and I am a addict. I was reading about someone looking for the sayings to the key tags so I did a google on that too and this is what I...	lovdogs20	3	1587	Jul 24, 2008 by Blithe Spirit
	Needing advice (Preview) My boyfriend has been abusing pain killers. The things he has done while using are heartbreaking to me. I have kicked him out a few times, but always let himback in after he promises that the drug abuse is over. He just left for a detox/rehab today. Are there any groups that family or loved can go to?	mjrnyc	6	657	Jul 23, 2008 by Raman
	family involvement (Preview) Hi I am new to this whole thing. Not to being an addict. I have had a problem for 25 yrs. My family just called me on 3 yrs. ago. I never in a millon yrs did I think that it would be this hard to get off them. I love pain pills. I have been to rehab 2 times. I get all the 12 steps ect, but I am human. My husband is one to be...	tip	6	701	Jul 22, 2008 by tip
	I've got 11 months clean! :party: (Preview) It's kinda funny I've been on a methadone program for a little over 2 yrs. The first year everytime the asked fpr a urine test i knew it would atleast test positive for 1 substance if not more. For ever 3 months you have clean urines (1 a month) you earn a take home. So u could say i wasn't very interested or ex...	Manda22	3	652	Jul 22, 2008 by mrwinkie
	wisdom to know the differance (Preview) Hi all,,Raman an addict This last weeks been good all round. There were few angry incidents,,,so,,,I realize,,, most of all I have to stop being involved in other people instabilities and insanity. I believe I have to rely more on my Free mind and let go of the me mind.. thats the differenace tween reco...	Raman	9	654	Jul 21, 2008 by Raman
	Just for today 7/7/2008 (Preview) God In Each Other "One aspect of our spiritual awakening comes through the new understanding of our Higher Power that we develop by sharing another addict's recovery." Basic Text, page 51 We've heard it said that we often see God most clearly in one another. We see the truth of this when we p...	BigV	2	772	Jul 20, 2008 by BigV
	I JUST FOUND THIS ... I NEED HELP ... (Preview) i'm a recovering meth addict for almost 3 years until i find out my wife is cheating on me while i'm at work, now we're going through a divorce and she left with almost everything that mattered to me ... my life fell apart and now for like the past 2 weeks i've been using and now i lost my job and in debt with onl...	califlip08	6	641	Jul 20, 2008 by DeanC
	Something else to ponder and hopefully lift you up today! (Preview) A happy person is not a person with a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes." --Hugh Downs, American Journalist As my sponsor likes to say, fake it until you make it. So, if today you are not feeling positive and can't find gratitude and thus happiness...	mamalanersof2	3	594	Jul 20, 2008 by grateful731
	Question about chat room (Preview) I'm new to this whole site tonight will be the first time i do the chat room so i have a few questions, If anyone can help it would be great. Is there a pre set topic if so what is it? Is the chat room always about addiction and recovery or do people go off on completely different subjects? thanks	Manda22	5	645	Jul 19, 2008 by BigV
	Let Go Let God !! (Preview) Letting Go To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcom...	Raman	5	790	Jul 19, 2008 by Raman
	An Old timer shares !!! (Preview) Hi all,,, Bo Sewell recently celebrated 34 years cleanand had this to share with a friend of mine !! Our emotions may talk to us loudly and convincingly but they do not always tell us the truth. And if we base our lives on what our emotions tell us, we may find years and years later that we have lived a lie bec...	Raman	7	771	Jul 18, 2008 by Raman
	2 Chair people that I need to speak with ASAP (Preview) DaveP and mamlanersof2 please answer emials that i've been sending . Thanks -- Edited by BigV at 10:46, 2008-07-15	BigV	1	662	Jul 17, 2008 by BigV
	chat room ( again ) (Preview) hey guys..i only get in the room on friday and saturday nights because of work, we didnt have a mod again last night 7/11 . those of you that do it do a great job and im greatful for you. im not complaining because i cant do it myself.first of all because im an idiot and could never get it.but most of all becaus...	mrwinkie	5	588	Jul 16, 2008 by BigV
	Alright. Need help. Signed in. confirmed thru my email address. downloaded Java because I couldnt see the meeting (Preview) in the white box. Deperate for an online mtg. Please help. Dont know what else I can do to get in. amylou879131@yahoo.com	amy b	2	711	Jul 16, 2008 by mrwinkie
	2 years clean (Preview) July 5th Happy, Joyous and FREE and clean	BigV	16	1649	Jul 15, 2008 by BigV
	The Meeting Room, Server, Folder, Program .... AAAaaarrrrrrgggggg!!!!! (Preview) Holy Smokes!!! I am stressed OUT!!! Hello all ..... My name is Sue, and I AM an addict. If you all can just bare with me for a minute or two .... I'm all wound up here, and rather than peel of a string of curses, veg out cursing this site, or dream up interesting ways to beat myself over the head for...	Sue G	8	701	Jul 14, 2008 by BigV
	Are drug addicts manipulative? (Preview) Today, after allowing my alcoholic/drug abusing H back in, only a few days later, I have thrown him out. In the past couple of days, he has antogonized me, accused me of cheating on him, cornered me, threatened me... demand that I go to bed when he goes to bed (I enjoy watching tv late at nights alone by my...	jaysbaby	6	2804	Jul 14, 2008 by bizzerk
	Methadone (Preview) I just started my first methadone treatment today, for a serious pain pill addiction. I am so exhausted my mg was only 20 mgs and it's been 8 hours since I dosed. Anyone what experience with this treatment and what kind of success did you have with it. Thanks Jenner	jenner33	3	636	Jul 13, 2008 by Manda22
	Having a hard time (Preview) I'm struggling today alot more than normal. I'm not in the wanting to use mode. In March my house was raided, I was evicted from my home, I lost my job oh and I was out of money. That was truely my bottom! I know that I want to never go back to that place again. And I know that I won't as long as I have my HP in m...	kinkiebelladonna08	6	564	Jul 13, 2008 by Manda22
	Do I Belong??? (Preview) I know this might seem like a self-serving question; but I need to hear the answer from outside of my head. I attend meetings and hear stories of park benches, streets, jail, stealing, etc. I have no experience with any of that. However, I do have had the experience of being in psych units multiple tim...	moonrabbitzmom	24	977	Jul 13, 2008 by moonrabbitzmom
	Seroquel (Preview) Hi everyone...just to give you an update on my rollercoaster life with my alcoholic husband... as a last resort, he went on his own to see a new psychiatrist last week. My husband has a 10 year history of substance abuse (cocaine, beer)... In the last year, he has been diagnosed with bipolar and hypoma...	jaysbaby	8	822	Jul 13, 2008 by Manda22
	my life now (Preview) The past year my life has been though hell. All I get for it is that I dont believe it, that you are lying to me, or I cant trust you. OK IM LAYING DOWN THE TRUTH RIGHT HERE AND NOW.First of all for everyone. My name is JAYSON COLE DAVIDSON. Named after...	jcd aka jayson cole	6	700	Jul 13, 2008 by BigV
	Hi (Preview) Hey everybody. I am still around and clean. I have not been active in the program but I stop by and read from time to time. Everything is great. Taking the fam cross country for a road trip to the family reunion in a week. Thanks for the 2nd chance at life. I hope everybody has a great summer!	JasonD	2	610	Jul 12, 2008 by Blithe Spirit
	Wisdom and Choices (Preview) An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me, " he says to the boy. "It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves." "One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority,...	mamalanersof2	2	639	Jul 11, 2008 by Tahir
	I am still alive (Preview) thought I would check in I am not active in NA atm but things arewell and not much to complain about	Manon	4	638	Jul 11, 2008 by Tahir
	HELLO I AM TINA, I NEED U GUYS SUPPORT B4 I LOSE MY LIFE Pain medications (Preview) Hello everyone, I am Tina, 29 years old, mother to 3 beautiful girls and wife for 12 years now!! I had a back injury that started my problem, I have had a problem for 12 years or so, but really bad for 5 years. I am addicted to pain killers, and benzos if I need them! I have been so ready to quit but I hav...	TinaChilli	8	718	Jul 11, 2008 by Tahir
	Help me to understand an addict... (Preview) Hello all... Please help me... this is my last resource before I admit myself into the hospital for having a breakdown. History: I am married to an alcoholic who abuses cocaine, and he also has been diagnosed with Bipolar and Hypomania. I am a beautiful, self-sufficient, hardworking woman (govern...	jaysbaby	7	671	Jul 11, 2008 by staci O
	A Positive Attitude - Just for Today 7/19/2008 (Preview) A Positive Attitude "That old nest of negativism followed me everywhere I went." Basic Text, page 135 A negative attitude is the trademark of active addiction. Everything that occurred in our lives was someone or something else's fault. We had blaming others for our shortcomings down t...	BigV	4	734	Jul 11, 2008 by Raman
	STILL WORKING IT (Preview) HEY GUYS , 34 DAYS clean and working hard on it. just got back from my first drug free vacation in decades . I rode bikes , i surfed ( alot ) i laid in the sun.i felt it all . thanks a bunch to all of you for helping me get this far. . my demons are far from being put to rest , but just for today they are in the corner ta...	mrwinkie	4	1188	Jul 7, 2008 by DeanC
	mrwinkie got 30 days clean (Preview) 33 actually so here you go	BigV	3	616	Jul 7, 2008 by mrwinkie
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