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this is my life
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We lost are dog a week ago. she had a heart ache and a stroke. my son ask me is my stroke going to make me go away from him. i told him nope i'm stay right here with you. i haven't been clean for 28 months for my to go away from my boy. i had a tumor in my brain that block the blood to go to my brain so i had a blood clot th...
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QOD 11/2/09
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Do you have any "unresolved problems" , if so how do you deal with them ?
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Tisa2U
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JOD
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two 4 one today lol Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.
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Manon
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im drowning. Im going to HAVE to write abot this
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Good morning my friends. I have been wrestling with this for a few days now.I come to the conclusion that I need to actually practice what I preach and reach out for input. This is going to be long(there really is no way to even try to shorten it, so i apologize in advance lmao) I signed away custody of my thr...
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recovery prayer
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RECOVERY PRAYER TODAY AND EVERYDAY, I PRAY TO BE EVER MINDFUL THAT RECOVERY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE, WITHOUT EXCEPTION. I MAY BELIEVE MY JOB, OR MY HOME LIFE, OR ONE OF MANY OTHER THINGS, COMES FIRST. BUT IF I DON'T STAY WITH THE PROGRAM, CHANGES ARE I WON'T HAVE A JOB, A FAMILY, SANITY, OR EV...
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jcd aka jayson cole
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JOD
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Only in America.....do we leave cars w orth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
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Manon
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WWYD?
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Right now, I'm having a debate with myself. Should I stay with my parents or should I go back to my own place? I have my own place I just have no power. I could get the lights turned back on and have my own space and privacy. But there is also the temptation of using, but that is everywhere I go. If I go back I don'...
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brwneyedgyrl
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emotionally exhausted.
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yes i am. my dog, my best friend for 11 almost 12 years is dying right this moment. she has kidney failure, hasnt eaten for a week and now she cant walk, has tremors, had a seizure which was so scary i had to have my roomie hold her down because i couldn't watch. but of course it doesnt help that i was already ba...
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LizC
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one more just to keep the laughter going
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Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
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Manon
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SECOND DELETED POST-1st Dean's "Goodbye", then Mine Asking Why His was Removed
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I too am leaving the Board. I respect you all and will miss you all. Feel free to e-mail me at zumagurl@hotmail.com Write it down quick, before it disappears. I object to the arbitrary censorship of my post (titled Missing Post), in which all I did was ask what happened to Dean's goodbye post, which di...
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LeeU
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Father of the year
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A man boarded a plane with six kids. After they got settled in their seats a woman sitting across the aisle from him leaned over to him and asked, "Are all of those kids yours ? " He replied, " No. I work for a condom company. These are customer complaints. " DAMN, I WISH I COULD THINK...
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Manon
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difficult to deal with!!
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sorry for my attitude lately I am just trying to handle life on it's own terms; although that does not excuse my behavior. I got to reading all the support I have here and came to the conclusion I am great at keeping ppl at a distance when I need to learn to function around others instead of pushing ya'll awa...
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Manon
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Bottle of Wine
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A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, y...
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Manon
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Reality hits
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When I was in the hospital after being transferred to a mental ward they put me on an anti depressant a low dose changed the dosing in my mood stabilizer took me off my anxiety meds which is all a good thing. I was talking with my best friends husband last night and he asked how I felt since I have been home to s...
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Manon
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Thanks to everyone for keeping this place alive
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in spite of things that have gone on recently i'm just glad most have hung around to continue sharing and caring and that makes a difference. I continue to do the same actions over and over and i really hate myself this evening for what i've done and not been able to do which is make changes in some characte...
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BigV
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QOD 10/30/09
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What`s the last piece of evidence that your H.P. is still working in your life ?
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Tisa2U
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giggling to reamin in gratitude
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Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. too funny I figured if tisa2 can do qod I will have to do the jod
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Manon
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JOD
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Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
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Manon
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My heart is hurting for my friend...
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Her Mom just died, her husband was diagnosed with a terminal illness and, according to the doctors, it is a miracle that he is still hanging in there, despite extreme pain, seizures, ect. Two of her sons got the H1N1 virus and are terrified that they will cause their Daddy to die. Her husband and third so...
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Tisa2U
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New Here
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Hi, my name is Jennifer and I'm an addict. I've been clean for 7 days now, and I'm starting to get lonely. My fiance is in jail for child support, I live with my parents with 2 of my 6 children, and I have a lack of transportation to attend meetings. I could really use the fellowship right now, as I said I feel a...
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brwneyedgyrl
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QOD 10/29/09
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How are you treating yourself today ?
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Tisa2U
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good morning
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good morning and I hope everyone has joyful day!!!!!! God Bless all and your friend Carol
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2ndtimearound
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QOD 10/27/09
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How did you work the sixth step with your sponsor ?
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Tisa2U
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QOD 10/28/09
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When was the last time you needed to do a "spot inventory" as a result of your attitude ?
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Tisa2U
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then and now
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I was thinking today about how different my life is now. I remember my last day of using. I lived in an abandoned house in the inner city with my girlfriend, who was tricking, and our 2 children. We all slept on a dirty mattress on the second floor of a house with no electricity or water, just a bucket to use f...
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vanleer
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ftf
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Wow. Im sitting here drinking my coffee and start profile hopping. Getting to know everyone a little better; no real specific reason for it. I look on my own and see that Ive only been a member here since August! It feels so much longer to me! Being that we are all so far away from each other and dont have a...
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2ndtimearound
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rescheduled
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ugh all worked up and no place to go lmao The lawyer called and needs to reschedule. Hey, a question for you all. Is it "normal" for a lawyer to answer his own phone? I always have gone through a secretary. Seems kind of weird to me but I dont know much about law or lawyers!He sounds kind of older,...
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2ndtimearound
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I have learned
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thanx family I realized a few things while I sat in ICU for 3 days... 1: who am I to play god... I sat and watched as ppl died fighting for their next breath as I was willling to give mine... 2: the looks on the faces of those I was willing to leave behind... 3: A child so consumed with fear of losing his mother.....
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Manon
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PRINCIPLES BEFORE PERSONALITIES
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OK /i THINK ENOUGH HAS BEEN SAID i CAN'T SAY i HAVE THE SLIUGHTEST IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON BUT I DO KNOW JOHN AND VINI AND SOME OTHER I JUST GET MY COMPUTER BACK WHAT HAPPEN TO THE UNITY THAT IS WHAT IS NEEDED NOT THIS DIVISION I DO KNOW FIRST HAND WHAT DIVISION DOES TO MY MIND AT LEASE AND NOW HERE??
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Manon
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What is the Narcotics Anonymous programn
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I was talking with a fellow addict last night and I was asked what I thought was a pretty straight up question. What is your take on "What is the NA programn" My response was That Na was a fellowship of men and women for whom drugs had become a major problemn. His reply was that it was more than...
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