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close to slipping
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yesterday sucked, but I thought today may be better. I went to the meeting last night even though I didn't want to. couple of days ago the phone was shut off, this morning I wake up and the cable was turned off (don't know why the internet is still working....I contacted the cable company last week and tol...
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CAN STOP BUT CANT STAY STOPPED
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IM GLAD TO BE BACK, I HAD RELAPSED A YEAR AGO .I CAN ALWAYS STOP IF I WANTED TO BUT COULD NEVER STAY STOPPED FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME .THE MOST CLEAN TIME I HAS WAS 7 MONTHS AND THAT WAS 7 YRS AGO.AS SOON AS MY FEELINGS GET HURT IM RIGHT BACK TO DRINKING AGAIN EVENTUALLY AND THEN GETTING HIGH FOLLOWS SHORTLY IF N...
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I don't usually go to this particular meeting
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But I did tonight and it was AWESOME and POWERFUL.
Damn I wish I didn't relate so well to some of these folks I really think i'm an addict for sure now
Though i did have a little trouble with one sanctimonious self righteous as$ LOL but I got over it , he's entitled to his opinion about r...
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meetings
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i was told I need to start opening my mouth at meetings but it's so uncomfortable to talk in front of everyone, and don't know what to say......how do you get over being nervous and all?
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adriana
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How do I take the first step?
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It’s time to make a change. After 16 yrs of being in a fog and always trying to escape reality, I am finally ready to get my head on straight and get serious about cleaning up. I’ve tried many times to get healthy but always fail. I want to get help but I’m to ashamed to seek it out. How do I get pas...
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ADRIANA, WELCOME BACK...
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Hi Adriana,
Hope today's the last day for you at detox, and you would be back by tomorrow here at MIRACLES IN PROGRESS. Had been thinkin' of you all these 3 days, and praying for you.
So I welcome you back to our group in advance, and hope to gain lots and lots of strength and hope thru the miracle called...
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OUTTA HERE
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Headed for the mountains this morning i've done my time in the salt mines this last week and just need to relax and fish a little, enjoy nature and get away from this rat race.
HAve a good weekend everybody, bruthrs and sisters hang ten!
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im back!!!!
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well i just got out of rehab thanks to drittz he came and got me and put me in the hospital and i found help!!! its really good to be back i fell brand new again. i had to stay there and couldnt leave.Hey im sorry i got all stupid on my last post. i really was going down but drittz said you guys were worried and he s...
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Wanted to use bad today
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damn near did, guys were selling dope right up the street I was working at started fantasizing about the high, then thought it thru further.
I had an empty stomch till noon when i finished my work and decided rather then cop dope i'd go eat something first then if I felt like using still , well you get t... >
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relapse worksheet
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Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: Palmdale CA
Posts: 741
relapse inventory worksheet
Recovery/Relapse Inventory Worksheet The whole point of this worksheet is to look back and identify and discover in what areas you failed to work your program of reco...
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a mens retreat
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this friday we are having a sponsorship retreat.
i havent put one together for about 2 years.no one in this area in canada has been to one yet.
i guess what i need to do is ask you folks for topics.
anything is welcomed.
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Service and personal recovery
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Yesterday, I attended a rather disappointing area service meeting and walked out in a sad mood. It triggered a lot of questions, gushing out of my sadness and frustration, all at once. I wonder why we just can't follow the Steps, Traditions, Concepts, Guide To Local Services and other handbooks and g...
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What if?
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I'm am an opiate addict. My question is, what if I am in a serious accident, or have an operation that requires pain medication. What do you do, do you use narcotic pain medication according to how it is prescribed? I know you are not supposed to use this kind of medication at all. But tylenol and ibuprofe...
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my sponsee is having heart surgery
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i have to leave soon.the surgery is in toronto.
i know i have to leave this in Gods hands.
but i went with him to a meeting last night,rather than doing the online one here.
love you folks.
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Not NA but could use some ESH
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Hello everyone, I normally post at the Al-Anon part of this site but I am in need of some serious ESH. I also attend f2f Al-Anon and Naranon meetings.
My sister is addicted to prescription pain medications. She is on a lot of medications prescribed by physicians.&...
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hospital
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I am going to a detox program friday-monday-i have to get away from here, from all these people around me-get it out of my system-and i am scared
I'm not ready to tell family, I am going to tell them I have a training seminar to go to for my drug counseling class - i am scared but relived that i will be able to...
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tomorrow
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School starts back for me tomorrow. I'm nervous, because I won't have my pills to get through the day, but I think it may help not to be sitting here at home just thinking about using all day (because I've shown myself that that only gets me into trouble!) Plus my sister and brother-in-law are in most of my...
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Update; Family Death
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Hi Family,
As many of you now know, two of my aunts were brutally murdered in Fort Myers, Fla. on the 10th of Sept, two weeks ago.
Well, on Saturday, Sept 23rd, the person who murdered them was caught in Topeka, Kanas and is now in jail there. He was identified by finger prints and other forscen...
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I need a sponsor
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Hey everyone! I am working on my fourth step and just realized how desperately I need a sponsor. Someone please help!
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Still needing a sponsor!
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My email is lisaerogers@hotmail.com
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im done !!
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well im back and yes ive bben doing herion! ive decided that im gonna try ice now i heard it will take away the pain ive been feeling.now i know bigv dont like me but to tell you the truth i dont like bigv either because when a guy or girl expresses their feeling and troubles they shouldnt be called a liar in sa...
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day 4
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not feeling so great...those crazy emotions are running me over again. I thought I was all cried out, but I guess I was wrong. I'm waiting for that feeling of being at home in the meetings, of feeling like it was my "safe place", as another person described it, but it's not. Last night, after the meeting,...
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Hi Ahmed
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Greetings Ahmed,
I have seen you log on to our forum a couple of times in the last 3-4 days... and was wondering how you are doing lately?
Hope you are doing fine... thought of you a few times too...
Hugs and Prayers ~ Tahir from India.
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question
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this is strictly hypothetical, i don't plan on slipping again, but given my history I just want to know....when you're working the steps, if you do slip, it'll do you no good to lie about it right? you must tell and start the steps over again? my "voice" is telling me "you could have a couple and noone woul...
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Wednesday night's meeting
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I apologize to everyone that attended the Wednesday night meeting. As you all saw I was logged in but did not participate. I logged in 2 or 3 hours early and ended up falling asleep and sleeping through the meeting because I use my computer while laying in my bed. I could have kicked myself in the face for h...
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I finally did it.
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I finally made it to my first outside meeting in months. It was great. Feels good to be a part of the fellowship again. Just wanted to sharee that with you guys. I'm doing it! hehe
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Technical Q
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Is there anyplace I can adjust settings? Posts are not listed on my screen according to most recent. They are somewhat sorted, but it shows posts made like 2 hours ago, then 30 minutes ago, then 8 hours ago, then 3 hours.... on down the page it might show posts made several days ago, then rig...
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HELPING A NEWCOMER
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WOW, i CAN'T TELL YOU THE FEEL GOOD'S i HAVE BEEN GETTING LATELY BY HELPING TWO NEWCOMER LADIES THAT HAVE MADE THEIR WAY TO THE ROOMS OF NA. bOY DO i REMEMBER COMING INTO THE ROOMS SO SCARED, BEATEN DOWN AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO EXPECT, I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE AND REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO. ALL I KNEW WAS THAT...
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groovy practice meeting
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well last night at 900 we had a practice meeting.we had about 6 guests an all but two were members of the board.if we here more from our members from india,we could have one noon meeting that would be nine at night for them.
come to the meetings,we need you
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whats up with the meeting?
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