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MAN WHAT A DAY but i'm alive and home
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I just smashed the bottom side of my truck today prospecting and it cost me over $500 to get a tow truck to come way back there and pull me out it was F'd up what I did to put it mildly, they charged me $175 per hour and it was 3 hours total but I had no choice I would have had to leave my truck full of gear and my dre...
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Self Esteem/Confidence
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Hi i'm Bethany/Addict! I've been clean for 18 months! I've acomplished so much in those 18 months that i should be proud of but i have one fear. When i go to meetings i freeze up. I pass without sharing, my mind is full of thoughts but i'm afraid they will sound stupid comming out. I go to this awesome...
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will you please read my story ?
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The guy who lives music !! My name is Raman and I am an addict, I came into NA as a coincidence,which being me reading the "Basic Text" while I was in a treatment center.I had a long run with all sort of drugs and was really sick and tired of it all.I had many good times with drugs but...
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Everything all at once?!? How do you handle THAAT!
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Day 40 and I know recovery is new. But today was HARD. Got out of rehab and now my whole life is in transition. I'm still fighting my body to regain my energy, I'm back working full time, I've got kids (my oldest leaves for college next week), I've got money problems (I know...who doesn't) so I have to sell...
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A fab weekend !!!
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I drove down 200 miles to a coastal town for their 1 ywar anniversary of NA. Im glad I went,, I was there last year too. This year there were 5 members and last year there was only one. There were also five of us from out of town. The look of joy on one mothers face as her son shared about his recovery was g...
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I Am In Shock
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Yesterday, my fiancee admitted that he had an addiction to Percocet. He has been swallowing and snorting 10+ pills per day. This information came to light because I was planning on leaving him. He has been emotionally and verbally abusive. He has a snap temper. I gave birth five months ago to our beaut...
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dealing with duality in recovery
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Ia m in recovery as well as having a mental illness I often find myself backed into a corner not knowing what to say anymore my depression has taken hold and it hurts my heart to realize where Iam in my life I feel like Ishould be doing more but I do what I can by sharing how I feel to hopefully save an addict ab...
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THANK YOU MIP !!!!!!!!!
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just want to keep you guys up to speed, when i woke today i had 60 days clean, 61 days ago i felt doomed to a life of using . i thought after 37 years of use there was no point in quitting now. when my third child in a row got busted for dope, FINALLY my HP decided to let me have a bottom. i threw out my stuff. my first...
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NEW HERE, WOULD ADIPEX-P FOR WEIGHT LOSS BE TAKING DRUGS?
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I am so happy I found your group. I just got out of rehab on tuesday. I was in a wonderful place, I was abusing prescribtion pain meds, Vicodin and percocet. I am currently clean for 24 days. While I was in treatment I gained alot of weight. Well I got some adipex-p from the doctor to help me lose weight. My qu...
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A LETTER FROM YOUR DISEASE
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With it being the 4th of July and all there is alot of people out still actively suffering and today is a very big "party" day. I received this letter at an NA meeting the day before I planned to kill myself. When this letter was handed out it hit home, the light bulb came on, whistles blew thee...
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Unity Day
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Anyone interested in a meeting at three a.m. kelowna b.c. please reply asap
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Our online meetings need HELP!!
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Hey gang! Had another let down of a meeting tonight. Was glad to be there b/c there were some new people who needed guidance but I got there a bit late and there wasn't a chairperson present so even when I tried to redirect the meeting and get it on the right track...it went down the tubes. It gets old. We...
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we have to face our feelings and out problems,,,
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So says a line from the I.P. Am I an addict ? ''WE CAN NO LONGER BLAME PEOPLE PLACES AND THINGS FOR OUR ADDICTION, WE HAVE TO FACE OUR FEELINGS AND OUR PROBLEMS" How liberating form emotional pain and insanity that is,,,, We were searching for an answer when we reached out and found Narcotics Anonym...
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our greatest value,,,,
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Hello ,, my name is Raman and I am an addict,,, The TEXT says that we recovering addicts are most vauleable in being ourselves. Here are a few thoughts i read today I want to share with yall= Be Yourself Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything. Be generous...
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Key tags.
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Good morning everyone I found this sight by doing a google search, to one of my other online groups . Thought I would come check you all out. Looks good and I fit in. My name is Pam and I am a addict. I was reading about someone looking for the sayings to the key tags so I did a google on that too and this is what I...
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Needing advice
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My boyfriend has been abusing pain killers. The things he has done while using are heartbreaking to me. I have kicked him out a few times, but always let himback in after he promises that the drug abuse is over. He just left for a detox/rehab today. Are there any groups that family or loved can go to?
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family involvement
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Hi I am new to this whole thing. Not to being an addict. I have had a problem for 25 yrs. My family just called me on 3 yrs. ago. I never in a millon yrs did I think that it would be this hard to get off them. I love pain pills. I have been to rehab 2 times. I get all the 12 steps ect, but I am human. My husband is one to be...
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I've got 11 months clean!
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It's kinda funny I've been on a methadone program for a little over 2 yrs. The first year everytime the asked fpr a urine test i knew it would atleast test positive for 1 substance if not more. For ever 3 months you have clean urines (1 a month) you earn a take home. So u could say i wasn't very interested or ex...
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wisdom to know the differance
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Hi all,,Raman an addict This last weeks been good all round. There were few angry incidents,,,so,,,I realize,,, most of all I have to stop being involved in other people instabilities and insanity. I believe I have to rely more on my Free mind and let go of the me mind.. thats the differenace tween reco...
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Just for today 7/7/2008
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God In Each Other "One aspect of our spiritual awakening comes through the new understanding of our Higher Power that we develop by sharing another addict's recovery." Basic Text, page 51 We've heard it said that we often see God most clearly in one another. We see the truth of this when we p...
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I JUST FOUND THIS ... I NEED HELP ...
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i'm a recovering meth addict for almost 3 years until i find out my wife is cheating on me while i'm at work, now we're going through a divorce and she left with almost everything that mattered to me ... my life fell apart and now for like the past 2 weeks i've been using and now i lost my job and in debt with onl...
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Something else to ponder and hopefully lift you up today!
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A happy person is not a person with a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes." --Hugh Downs, American Journalist As my sponsor likes to say, fake it until you make it. So, if today you are not feeling positive and can't find gratitude and thus happiness...
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Question about chat room
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I'm new to this whole site tonight will be the first time i do the chat room so i have a few questions, If anyone can help it would be great. Is there a pre set topic if so what is it? Is the chat room always about addiction and recovery or do people go off on completely different subjects? thanks
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Let Go Let God !!
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Letting Go To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcom...
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An Old timer shares !!!
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Hi all,,, Bo Sewell recently celebrated 34 years cleanand had this to share with a friend of mine !! Our emotions may talk to us loudly and convincingly but they do not always tell us the truth. And if we base our lives on what our emotions tell us, we may find years and years later that we have lived a lie bec...
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2 Chair people that I need to speak with ASAP
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DaveP and mamlanersof2 please answer emials that i've been sending . Thanks -- Edited by BigV at 10:46, 2008-07-15
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chat room ( again )
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hey guys..i only get in the room on friday and saturday nights because of work, we didnt have a mod again last night 7/11 . those of you that do it do a great job and im greatful for you. im not complaining because i cant do it myself.first of all because im an idiot and could never get it.but most of all becaus...
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Alright. Need help. Signed in. confirmed thru my email address. downloaded Java because I couldnt see the meeting
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in the white box. Deperate for an online mtg. Please help. Dont know what else I can do to get in. amylou879131@yahoo.com
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2 years clean
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July 5th Happy, Joyous and FREE and clean
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The Meeting Room, Server, Folder, Program .... AAAaaarrrrrrgggggg!!!!!
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Holy Smokes!!! I am stressed OUT!!! Hello all ..... My name is Sue, and I AM an addict. If you all can just bare with me for a minute or two .... I'm all wound up here, and rather than peel of a string of curses, veg out cursing this site, or dream up interesting ways to beat myself over the head for...
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