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4 days clean
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and trying to make it five. I went to a meeting last night and I know i should have gone tonight, but I'm a little sunburned and very tired. But now I'm scared that i missed a meeting. I shouldnt have. I want to quit so bad. The problem is I've been with this guy for years now, and he uses too. Our relationship d...
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Meetings - Where's the attraction?
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Last night I went to a meeting I have not been to before. When I arrived, everyone was standing outside smoking. Since I do not smoke and do not wish to inhale or smell like smoke, I went inside. There, I sat in a room alone until everyone rushed in at the time of the meeting and it started. Halfway through th...
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Chat Room?
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Hi all, Ive been jumping onto irc chat room at http://www.12stepforums.net/na/nachat.html the last few days and its... urm... not as active as once it was. Is this room still being used? If not where are all you scallywags hanging out these days? I guess it could be down to the time difference as im 8 hr...
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daily just for today
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August 9 The Power Of Love "We begin to see that God's love has been present all the time, just waiting for us to accept it."Basic Text, p.46 God's love is the transforming power that drives our recovery. With that love, we find freedom from the hopeless, desperate cycle of using, self-hatr...
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JFT 8-7-2007 "The Gratitude List"
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The Gratitude List "We focus on anything that isn't going our way and ignore all the beauty in our lives." Basic Text, page 77 It's easy to be grateful when everything runs smoothly. If we get a raise at work, we're grateful. If we get married, we're grateful. If someone surprises us with a ni...
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daily just for today
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August 10 Regular Prayer And Meditation "Most of us pray when we are hurting. We learn that if we pray regularly, we won't be hurting as often or as intensely."Basic Text, p.44 Regular prayer and meditation are two more key elements in our new pattern of living. Our active addiction was mor...
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hello family
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Wendy here.... been a long time, clean and sober today, working on my 7th month. Went to a birthday meeting last night, 3 birthdays, totallying over 6ooo days clean. Was awesome. Detox center in town goes to that meeting...2 people in the center i know currently, i did the geographical cure thing, mov...
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Paging Blessed
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Hi Blessed, Please check your email and get back to me. Thanks! J
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the way it was
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not a day goes by that i don't reminisce... can't forget...ya like i actually COULD forget... of where i so recently came from When i moved 10 months ago i had only the clothes i was wearing, i was so, so, so needing to get out of my environment but so full of fear to reach out for help, i figured my HP didn't ha...
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Life gets real
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I've heard it said that in early recovery life gets good, then it gets really good, and then it just gets real. Well I'm just hitting the real stage. I'm over two years clean my life it good. I have many blessings, but I seem to be amasing things that bug me. I've tried to focus on gratitude, but when it sli...
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JUST FOR TODAY ( 8-4-07 )
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When Is A Secret Not A Secret? "Addicts tend to live secret lives.... It is a great relief to get rid of all our secrets and to share the burden of our past." Basic Text, page 32 We've heard it said that "we're as sick as our secrets" What do we keep secret, and why? We keep secret those...
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trust
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tell me the secrect of learning how you can tell who to trust please. i have been burned in the program so many times now i am really freaked out and i just dont know who to trust any more. am i really stupid? is everyone in this area bad? what the hell is going on? i did better when i wore leather and had a attitu...
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New Member
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Hello. I'm not sure I am posting in the right place. I have a problem with prescription medications. I take too many pills and use up a months supply of pills in less than a week. I am quitting doing this but the temptation is always there. I abuse Opana (a narcotic pain pill), Ambien, Zyrem and Soma. I make...
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Break Out The Blame Game!
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Something I read today... Passing it on... Better to see where we have been blind in this life -- toward others and about ourselves -- than never to see at all; otherwise, we'll just go on blaming whatever "walls" we walk into for getting in our way! Blaming conflict-filled feelings on any c...
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JFT August 3rd
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Trusting People "Many of us would have had nowhere else to go if we could not have trusted NA groups and members." Basic Text, page 81 Trusting people is a risk. Human beings are notoriously forgetful, unreliable, and imperfect. Most of us come from backgrounds where betrayal and insensi...
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Living In The Solution
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Instead of criticizing ourselves for the mistakes we thought or felt we had made in the course of a day, we chose to open our mind to ideas and ways to rectify those mistakes, whether those ideas sprang from our own heart or from others. This way, we received the power from our Higher Power to set right ou...
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STEP FIVE @ MIP Stepwork Board
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Greetings family, Please participate at the MIP Stepwork Board and share your ESH with us at the NA Step threads. Feel free to ask questions on the steps there. It is STEP FIVE that is being studied this fortnight there. Check it out. We need you. The link is http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?...
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new to online forum
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hello, i am new to the online group thing, this is pretty cool. i look forward to attending meetings online.
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JFT (Freedom From Guilt)
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"Our addiction enslaved us. We were prisoners of our own mind and were condemned by our own guilt." Basic Text, page 7 Guilt is one of the most commonly encountered stumbling blocks in recovery. One of the more notorious forms of guilt is the self-loathing that results when we try to forgiv...
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Our Goal
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Step Twelve Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs. We came to Narcotics Anonymous as the end result of the wreckage of our past. The last thing we expected was an awakening of the spirit....
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JUST FOR TODAY ( 7-31-07 )
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Freedom From Active Addiction "Narcotics Anonymous offers only one promise and that is freedom from active addiction, the solution that eluded us for so long." Basic Text, page 102 NA offers no promises other than freedom from active addiction. It is true that some of our members meet wi...
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JUST FOR TODAY ( 7-28-07 )
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Secrets And Intimacy "We feared that if we ever revealed ourselves as we were, we would surely be rejected." Basic Text, page 31 Having relationships without barriers, ones in which we can be entirely open with our feelings, is something many of us desire. At the same time, the possibilit...
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My name is mike I am an addict
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My name is Mike and I am a addict. I am just about to finish my 90 in 90 and found this page last night while i was clicking around. I look forward to sharing and meeting some new addicts for my "we".
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Staying centered
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My goal today is to stay spiritually centered. Sometimes a mantra helps. Today my mantra is: I love me. I repeat it to myself in order to stay centered and not partake in the negative emotional reactions going on around me. This mantra feels like I'm giving myself a hug. Today I will walk my path wit...
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Need Help
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I reach out in great pain now. I got a call from my mom at noon. She was crying and was in panic. My dad's cancer is progressing, and he needs to go thru chemotherapy now for a year. He is in a state of shock after hearing about his condition and about the side effects of chemotherapy. He is losing hope. By what...
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JUST FOR TODAY Twelfth Step "Failure"?
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"Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs." Step Twelve There is no such thing as a "failed" Twelfth Step call. Even if our prospect doesn't get clean, we have accom...
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(((((Sammy)))))
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Hi Sammy aka Mike, How are you my friend? Long time since I read your shares here. Hope all is well. Keep coming back, we need you. Hugs and Love. Tahir.
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New to the group
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Hi everyone, I am new here. I could write a 10 page story but I will keep it short. Last Saturday while at the Americade motorcycle event in lake George NY I overdosed droped like a rock ended up in the emergency room in Glensfalls. I overdosed on pain pills.You know the drill had to take more and more over t...
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i am responsible for my emotions
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Hi,,, this incident happened fifteen days ago !!!Its liek this situation Im in= I helped initiate a concept called Jazz Revivals,, a way of showing my love for this particular form of music. In Bangalore India this was not happeneing so Jazz Revivals quickly rose to recognition and some success !!! N...
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New Here
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Well, I find myself here again after at least 2 years. I have been to NA 3 times and got just over 30 days everytime. There are a lot of people that helped me through those times. After these years I am here again and I have a beautiful, peferct, sweet , amazing, baby girl named Liliana Joy! When I got pregna...
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