At the risk of sounding overemotional and corny, I'm going to make this quick post before I go to bed because I feel like my heart is going to overflow with how grateful I am to be clean. Words can not express how thankful I am that I found this board that 4th day clean when I had missed a meeting and was going crazy. I just wanted to say Thank You to the wonderful people here, those with lots of clean time and those who are struggling just like me and going through some of the same things. Its just been such a blessing. I can't believe the 180 degree turnaround that it feels my life has taken. I'm so grateful, and relieved and full of hope that I almost can't stand it lol. Anyways I just got back from a meeting and wanted to check the board before I went to bed, and i realized how much i love you guys. (*sniffs and dries her eyes) (((BIG HUGS))) Ok I'm done, I'll quit bein so mushy lol
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We are not human beings learning to become spiritual, we are spiritual beings learning to become human.
Haha, i feel so the same way keli, don't worry, it's not possible to get too mushy over another chance at life! i'm feeding off of your positive energy right now, and i can tell i'm going to sleep a lot better tonight going to bed happy and content, so thank you for your contributions keli
Thanks for sharing a little of your overflowing gratitude with us too, Keli. I like these free shares of gratitude that I get to receive from other kindred spirits of NA I call them the perks, and believe me, I find them infectious and irresistible at times
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
Geeze, Keli, you're making me all teary! You receive a lot of love and good energy from me every time I think of you. I hope you can feel it at least once in a while. You remind me so much of a young woman I sponsor. I think you're both amazing, incredible, and brave.
Hi Keli, thanks for the great share. I can feel it! I am so happy for you. Thanks for sharing with us. Look forward to hearing more from you. You posts are always great to read!
In recovery, Kenh
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God is the only one you can depend on in recovery.
Gratitude is an attitude and a good one to hang onto.
When things get bad grab Gratitude, when your feeling down an depressed grab Gratitude, when things don't look so bright grab it and when things are good recognize!!!
I call them the perks, and believe me, I find them infectious and irresistible at times 
