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bull shit alert
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ok what do you do when a problem refuses to fix itself when all you can do is beg? Do you call a spade a spade? Call one out on thier bull shit? what is within th principles that can be done? please someone tell me so I can fix this problem/
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The first and second steps
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prayer answered, working on it. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:16:05 AM
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the truth as I know it
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time to let go ty for your support -- Edited by Manon on Friday 4th of September 2009 08:30:45 PM
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Need some Guidance!
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I've been using Marijuana for insomnia for a year now and I think I'm addicted to it! I love the way it relaxes me and how I become a nice person when I'm high. I suffer from depression too and it helps me with that as well. The problem is I have gained 10 lbs. I get out of control. It helps me cope with stre...
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Women's experience needed
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I hope this isn't to personal. I am wondering if any women here have experience with ovarian cysts and trying to get pregnant? My doctor told me today that I do most likely have them. I'm trying to not freak out and remember I have a program. I'm asking for help like I was taught. Honesty is welcome. Hugs, J...
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Soooooo heres the deal
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My class for anger, stress, anxiety management ( lol ) starts this Wednesday and runs 8 weeks so the meeting I chaired that night I am going to have to change to another night and I am not sure yet what night that will be but probably Thursday I'll see what night most people show up and do that night other the...
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omg the drama
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is it realistic? Can I do it right? I am at my wits end, seems to be the only safe way out. I cannot handle this anymore -- Edited by Manon on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:35:21 PM -- Edited by Manon on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 07:28:17 PM
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welcome to my nightmare
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my tears are hard to see thru even if the goal is to see the truth. HOLY FUCK I hate ppl this is why I isolate then to just get found in what I like to call Raynes world -- Edited by Manon on Sunday 30th of August 2009 06:41:31 PM
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NEW HERE
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JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO I AM 19 DAYS CLEAN TODAY.
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finding refuge in music
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don't know what is getting to me life has really thrown me a loop. I have found losing my self in the stereo is very helpful but at the same time it makes me think too much I am really impatient and I want all the answers NOW just waiting for the right ?s -- Edited by Manon on Friday 28th of August 2009 10:39:00 P...
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Am I willing to let go of obssession ?
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Obssession at time has ben hard to recognize. It could be in a meeting, with another addict, with work or study or being right and the sort. The deadly thing is that at that oment I am hardly aware tha an obssession is driving me, but yes,it is a dark and dirty energy that leaves me feling foolish, confused...
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truth, understanding and thanks to God. Some peace and clarity at last.
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prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:18:55 PM
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My sons hair was "accidentally" set on fire on public schoolbus...
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He goes to an alternative school where they send kids with mental/emotional/behavioral disorders. There has been name-calling and minor bullying on the bus before this, but this is the first time it has become physical. Andrew is 18 years old and does not want to press charges. Three boys have been k...
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surrender the smoking
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Hi- i haven't smoked a cigarette since 3am Saturday night..... i'm applying the program this time... today is my first day at work with my chain-smoking co-workers. i'm holed up in my office LOL- I don't want to smell them when they come in smells sooooo gooooood No but seriously- working a recovery pr...
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Survived the first date...
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Survived the blind date, which is also the first date I've been on since the break-up with my ex, survived my Sponsors wedding, survived seeing my ex at the wedding, and even survived the akwardness of the ex seeing me with a date. I danced and danced and danced... had a blast without even thinking abo...
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WHERE AM '' I '' ?????
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Hello everyone! I hope every1 is havin a blessed day!! I am Tina, a married women with 3 beautiful girls! PLEASE READ MY BIO it will tell u bout me then I will ask u guys some things I am desperately needed some help with..... in need of help, TINA R.I.P JIMMY
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Getting ready to move
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I got my new house and have now been painting 4 days 1-2 days left still painting cleaning etc etc. and should be moved in by the end of the week . The whole things is dulled by my breakup with jenn and my acting out insanely lately over that but that shits going to stop as of today I am walking away from it all le...
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Freedom.
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-- Edited by Keli_A on Friday 4th of September 2009 06:08:43 PM
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working on it
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prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 09:47:24 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:46:09 PM
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A joke: The Old Man and the Flood
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There once was an old man who had great faith. He lived in a fllood-plain. One day after a particularily hard rain, a Ranger pulls up in front of the house in a 4x4. The Ranger tells the old man that a great flood is coming, that he needs to evacuate. The old man insists on staying saying, "I have faith!...
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the 30th
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drama edit sorry -- Edited by Manon on Saturday 29th of August 2009 02:57:41 PM
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Anger and Resentment
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gathering info -- Edited by Manon on Saturday 29th of August 2009 02:49:32 PM
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home
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I was taught home is where the heart is but according to certain rock bands it is also where you lay your head. My home atm is empty and very much am I alone which leaves me alone with my thought analyazing everything rewriting my post thinking should I put that out there? Confusion disables me atm -- Edite...
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living in fear
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call me paranoid....... ppl often do. I have reached a state of crisis and am doing what needs to be done to insure my safety. Just wanted the ones who really KNOW me that Iam outta touch for a bit. "the world isn't big enough for 2 of us" makes ya wonder things that make you go hmmmmmmmm?
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Isolating
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why do we isolate ourselves and always postpone anything and everything only to invite in the resultant unhappiness
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bad day bad day bad day
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i got a driving ticket today. for not stopping for a school bus. i didnt see it. dont blame me. the flashing lights werent on so how was i supposed to know. AND im not supposed to be driving anyways because my lisence is suspended and it wasnt even my car. so im in big trouble. i feel like shit. and im really pi...
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Paying the price of my active addiction.
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Hi Family, As I write this I am trying to remember to have acceptance and faith because God and NA have never let me down. I'm trying but I am still angry. Briefly, in my active addiction I thought it was a good idea to overdose my last day using. Like a lot of addicts I'm sure, I damaged my body with the drugs...
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I survived...now back to "normal"
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<!-- @page { margin: 0.79in } P { margin-bottom: 0.08in } A:link { so-language: zxx } --> Hi everyone, I survived. By the grace of God I survived. I need to stop living on the hard dark edge, or I need to figure out a way to do it more safely. I don't know why I have always gravitated to that. I am goin...
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Question?
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I have a question: I think you would agree to the following statements. (feel free to disagree with any of them) Everybody has faith in something and somebody. Even an atheist has faith in not believing anything. W...
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update
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well im glad to be home and school is stressful. i have no idea what they are talking about and the homework is just over my head. im having second thoughts about it and im not sure i made the right choice. im also having a hard time getting to meetings. by the time i get home from school im exhausted and usual...
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