It seems so many of us are dealing with such heavy duty s...t, like it just never stops. What would we do without the fellowship(s), in whatever form...live, cyber, telephone etc.? Well, I guess I know what would be done, so I'll just say thanks to all for being here.
Life is so hard, it's just breathe-breathe-breathe-all the time!
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
Ditto Lee, when i feel like crying in my soup,i just look around...you know what it says life's a bi-ch and then you die!! Good hearin from ya....peace.
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
I can't control what the world throws at me, but I can control how I choose to react... I choose to stay positive, too easy for me to slip into my pitty party clothes... The only place i ever sit alone is in a pitty party!
It's been a really stressful hard 5-6 weeks for me, breakup, new house, to much work but you know its all coming together. There were a few days of wanting but the worst day i got to a meeting within that hour and i got saved from my misery through the program so I am very greatful for that.
i get a chance to stop everything for a minute and come here and read a bit and post them zoom i'm gone back to what i need to get done.
This programs given me tools to live and get through each day , i may barely get through some and some moments are so tough I cant even put them into words those are the times i go into prayer and turn my will and life over to God and I am able to walk thru that moment.
Me and Jenn are working on things and Lee she tells me the same thing, BREATHE take a breathe LOL I take a deep breathe and move forward the next indicated thing needing done, Hugs Lee
Life's been kinda mixed for me, a little serenity here and a little insanity there...
Some good things, not some, but many great blessings coming my way, and yet more blessings-in-disguise showing up as situations/problems/pain...
But when I do look up to the Light, I can see that my Higher Power is still with me, carrying me, loving and caring for me unconditionally... my denial might blind me from seeing the Higher Power at work, but it definitely doesn't mean that the miracles and the blessings have stopped transpiring, I just need to see, with the eyes of the Program I guess...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
It seems so many of us are dealing with such heavy duty s...t, like it just never stops. What would we do without the fellowship(s), in whatever form...live, cyber, telephone etc.? Well, I guess I know what would be done, so I'll just say thanks to all for being here. 
