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Reality hits
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When I was in the hospital after being transferred to a mental ward they put me on an anti depressant a low dose changed the dosing in my mood stabilizer took me off my anxiety meds which is all a good thing. I was talking with my best friends husband last night and he asked how I felt since I have been home to s...
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Thanks to everyone for keeping this place alive
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in spite of things that have gone on recently i'm just glad most have hung around to continue sharing and caring and that makes a difference. I continue to do the same actions over and over and i really hate myself this evening for what i've done and not been able to do which is make changes in some characte...
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QOD 10/30/09
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What`s the last piece of evidence that your H.P. is still working in your life ?
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giggling to reamin in gratitude
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Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. too funny I figured if tisa2 can do qod I will have to do the jod
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JOD
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Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
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Manon
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My heart is hurting for my friend...
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Her Mom just died, her husband was diagnosed with a terminal illness and, according to the doctors, it is a miracle that he is still hanging in there, despite extreme pain, seizures, ect. Two of her sons got the H1N1 virus and are terrified that they will cause their Daddy to die. Her husband and third so...
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New Here
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Hi, my name is Jennifer and I'm an addict. I've been clean for 7 days now, and I'm starting to get lonely. My fiance is in jail for child support, I live with my parents with 2 of my 6 children, and I have a lack of transportation to attend meetings. I could really use the fellowship right now, as I said I feel a...
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QOD 10/29/09
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How are you treating yourself today ?
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Tisa2U
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good morning
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good morning and I hope everyone has joyful day!!!!!! God Bless all and your friend Carol
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QOD 10/27/09
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How did you work the sixth step with your sponsor ?
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Tisa2U
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QOD 10/28/09
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When was the last time you needed to do a "spot inventory" as a result of your attitude ?
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then and now
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I was thinking today about how different my life is now. I remember my last day of using. I lived in an abandoned house in the inner city with my girlfriend, who was tricking, and our 2 children. We all slept on a dirty mattress on the second floor of a house with no electricity or water, just a bucket to use f...
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ftf
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Wow. Im sitting here drinking my coffee and start profile hopping. Getting to know everyone a little better; no real specific reason for it. I look on my own and see that Ive only been a member here since August! It feels so much longer to me! Being that we are all so far away from each other and dont have a...
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rescheduled
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ugh all worked up and no place to go lmao The lawyer called and needs to reschedule. Hey, a question for you all. Is it "normal" for a lawyer to answer his own phone? I always have gone through a secretary. Seems kind of weird to me but I dont know much about law or lawyers!He sounds kind of older,...
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I have learned
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thanx family I realized a few things while I sat in ICU for 3 days... 1: who am I to play god... I sat and watched as ppl died fighting for their next breath as I was willling to give mine... 2: the looks on the faces of those I was willing to leave behind... 3: A child so consumed with fear of losing his mother.....
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Manon
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PRINCIPLES BEFORE PERSONALITIES
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OK /i THINK ENOUGH HAS BEEN SAID i CAN'T SAY i HAVE THE SLIUGHTEST IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON BUT I DO KNOW JOHN AND VINI AND SOME OTHER I JUST GET MY COMPUTER BACK WHAT HAPPEN TO THE UNITY THAT IS WHAT IS NEEDED NOT THIS DIVISION I DO KNOW FIRST HAND WHAT DIVISION DOES TO MY MIND AT LEASE AND NOW HERE??
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Manon
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What is the Narcotics Anonymous programn
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I was talking with a fellow addict last night and I was asked what I thought was a pretty straight up question. What is your take on "What is the NA programn" My response was That Na was a fellowship of men and women for whom drugs had become a major problemn. His reply was that it was more than...
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QOD
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How are truth and selfacceptance connected to humility?
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Tisa2U
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One Day At A Time - Song by member of Miracles In Progress
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One Day At A Time = Song written and recorder by Edmond Leary... A member of Miracles In Progress
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why is that when everything is going well I want to leave this program
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hey everyone.... everything in my life is going really well... I'm coping well in school and doing alright...... I got engaged :) to my best friend and I'm approaching my 2 year mark clean in this program...... but I've noticed that my resentments are building and I don't want to go to meetings, and if I...
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positve update
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I slept for the whole night since the drama I have not been able to sleep but last night I DID! I am so grateful I want to keep this going in this direction DRAMA FREE!
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Manon
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i would just like to say
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that i am sorry for bursting out on vini the other day. i dont really why i was so angry or wtf is even going on. my mind has been in the clouds lately and im having a hard time remembering what i even did yesterday. so i just want to apologize to vini and everyone. if i get pissed off at you dont take it personall...
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New here
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hello,,every one Iam new here!! just taking it one min at a time. ive been clean 12 years. but feel like ive been put through the ringer so many times and i hav noone to blame,,but myself! i am speaking of getting into relationships that left me feeling drained, empty and lonely! kinda like my addict...
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another quote
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"The best thing for being sad," replied Merlin, beginning to puff and blow, "is to learn something. That's the only thing that never fails. You may grow old and trembling in your anatomies, you may lie awake at night listening to the disorder of your veins, you may miss your only love,...
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bored
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never thought I would miss my insanity (drama) but I guess I have made the right changes "The Next Right Thing" I am still lonely but my mind is calm and no longer racing so that is a good thing I am grateful to have peace of mind just for today
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Manon
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how to stay clean?
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Hi everyone, my name is Lori and I am an addict. I am struggling to stay clean. I went into rehab last Dec, came out in January and was clean until June. Since then, I have relapsed 3 times, the last being Thursday morning. I was doing so good for so long, I just don't understand "what happened"...
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QOD 10/23/09
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Experience is the best teacher , as long as it`s somebody else`s experience , How have you applied this to your life ?
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Tisa2U
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Faith, Belief, and Deodorant
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"One ol' guy explained it to me like this: "You see a TV commercial about deodorant and it looks good, so you decide to buy it when you go to the store. This is belief; you concluded that what you were told in the ad was true. So, when you get home and try it out to find that it does work; well, then y...
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manon
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Hi again all I was wondering if Manon has posted again since 6 days ago, or if anyone has had a personal email or anything? Just Concerned Carol
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ONE BAD DECISION OR GODS PLAN IN ACTION?
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Hi family! Been gone for a little bit(mentally)so I wanted to let you know where Im at,this is how we get help.This is kind of a "tired story"but I really needed to get this out.Talk about "one bad decision(or not sure a blessing from my higher power,whom I call God) Condensed version f...
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