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Tis the new years
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well what a hell of a year it has been. January kicked out of my house and moved in with my friend. Feb i came upon this site and tried the first time at being clean. couldnt get past a week. march i turned 18, got arrested for the second time. 3 weeks in jail. first trip to treatment. April left treatment afte...
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LizC
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The New Years blah
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well looks as if I will be alone this year AGAIN wtf man I might have a friend come by just so we don't have to be alone lots brewing right after the new year wanting things to all happen now patience is not my strong point but o the fuck well if thing are meant to b rather if its what iwant or not my HO+P will tell...
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Manon
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A NEWCOMER ONCE AGAIN!!!
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Well tomorrow we are all once again 'newcomers' as no one has yet seen January 1st 2010!! So as newcomers each day let us start out by surrendering,'coming to believe"making a decison to turn our will over,do a searching inventory,admit that inventory ,get ready to have 'our HP' remove our def...
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Clean and Serene for 22 years !!!
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Hello my friends here,, By the Grace of God and he 12 Sep raditio of Narcotics Anonymous, I have stayed clean and serene for 22 years as of 21 December. Thanks for being there whe needed yall the most,,,,,, Im thinking what appened to my friend Dean,,,, Thanks Mike, Lee, Manon-Rayne, Tisa, Vin, Don and...
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Raman
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The Climb
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I can almost see it,that dream I'm dreaming,but there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it",Every step I'm taking,Every move I make feels lost with no direction,My faith is shaking but I gotta keep trying,gotta keep my head held high.There's always gonna be another mou...
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Geminibreeze
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I have cabin fever
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my cv joint in my car was just replaced we have snow ice combo on the roads I go on athe best road trip in my life and the stupid car breaks on the way home early in the morning lol but it will be fixed soon drug my best friend out to old navy to get a gift so I kinda got out but man I need out of the house bad or a visitor...
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Manon
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december 31 just for today
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December 31 Being Of Service "Working with others is only the beginning of service work."Basic Text, pg 56 We're in recovery now. Through living the program, we've attained some stability in our lives. Our faith in a Higher Power has grown. Our individual spiritual awakening is progres...
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QOD 12/30/09
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What meeting have you regularly attended the longest , why is it special to you ?
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Tisa2U
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fitting
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http://music.aol.com/video/sick-and-tired/cross-canadian-ragweed/1447140-- Edited by Manon on Tuesday 29th of December 2009 11:16:48 PM
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Manon
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QOD 12/29/09
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How much is the internet involved in your recovery , besides the Q.O.D. , in what ways ?
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Tisa2U
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god I am moody
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fickle pensive curious profound not so confused atm a little more clear in mind lack of sleep and no night meds not a good combo for a first day clean but life still has it's ups and downs and life always will throw something your way you just have to decied what is worth fighting for. TY mike for pointing ou...
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Manon
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december 29 just for today
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December 30 Action And Prayer "... growth is not the result of wishing but of action and prayer"Basic Text, pp. 35-36 Sometimes it seems as if our recovery is growing much too slowly. We struggle with the steps; we wrestle with the same problems; we labor under the same uncomfortable feeli...
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joke 4 the 30th of dec.
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I have good news and bad news Patient: I'm in a hospital! Why am I in here? Doctor: You've had an accident involving a bus. Patient: What happened? Doctor: Well, I've got some good news and some bad news. Which would you like to hear first? Patient: Give me the bad news first. Doctor: Your legs were injure...
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Manon
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tired of life
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I went to lay down just to wake crying I am tired of this shit is it ever gonna end can I be the woman God wants me to be can I ever love without pain? I am not liking life right now I want it all to stop this is once again my first day clean having a hard time dealing with everything around me and want so much for the...
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Manon
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interesting info
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Thousand Origami Cranes (, Senbazuru or Zenbazuru?) is a group of one thousand origami paper cranes held together by strings. An ancient Japanese legend promises that anyone who folds a thousand origami cranes will be granted a wish by a crane, such as long life or recovery from illness or injury. Th...
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Manon
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just a reminder never to forget!!!
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I think all of us here can benifit from this song
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Manon
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found a joke a laugh for a achange
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A woman went to her doctor for advice. She told him that her husband had developed a penchant for anal sex, and she was not sure that it was such a good idea. The doctor asked, "Do you enjoy it?" She said that she did. He asked, "Does it hurt you?" She said that it didn't. The doctor the...
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Manon
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december28 just for today
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December 29 Through Others' Eyes "When someone points out a shortcoming, our first reaction may be defensive....[But] if we truly want to be free, we will take a good look at input from fellow addicts."Basic Text pg. 35 At some point in our recovery, we come to the awkward realization that...
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just because
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I said I would continue to ost something since ihave been doing so almost everyday it seems to help. This has been an odd year. How can you care so much just to be told it is forbiden? "You can't help who you love your not supposed to" heard that on a movie not to long ago and I kept it for my tool box...
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Manon
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life is what you make it
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i talked to someone a well needeed talk got stuck getting home but I got some things clear Ihope I do know with out a doubt that I am in love but I am not willing to take that person from tier family that is his deal but I am home safe will be making a call to my shrink cause I still can't quit crying but I relized to...
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Manon
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oh the holidays.
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well the holidays are here and gone. it was stressful like every holiday is. my sister came and stayed with me for a week. it was nice but im glad its over with. nothing is really new. at all. but i figured i havent posted in a while so i mine as well. new years is coming and yes i will be going out. i wont get in tr...
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LizC
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Must be one of those daze again
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like an uncontrollable whirlwind of emotions all at one in this time and in this place my eyes are not dry today...mind isn't racing per-say but thoughts area bit bit rapid or maybe bouncy would be a better word just trying to figure out where the hell my life went wrong I feel like karma is biting me on the...
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Manon
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QOD 12/24/09
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What`s your favorite thing about the holidays , what makes you smile ?
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Tisa2U
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what christmas means to me
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what christmas means to me!!!!! three years ago christmas didn't mean a damn thing to me. the only thing that was important to me was my next fix. my son was taking care of be other family matters not me. back then i found out that i had cancer and decide that if the cancer wasnt going to take me the drugs wou...
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december 26 just for today
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December 26 Never-Failing Power "As we learn to trust this Power, we begin to overcome our fear of life."Basic Text pg. 24 We are people accustomed to placing all our eggs in one basket. Many of us had one particular drug of choice that was our favorite. We relied on it to get us through each da...
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Mother Theresa, social activist I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me
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well I couldn't deiced whether to post joke or shared quote so here is what I can do when I post a quote but in this field I tell ya why I picked it now with jokes if you have ?s about wha t Ipost feel free to ask
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Manon
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december 25 just for today
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December 25 Anonymity And Self-Will "The drive for personal gain... which brought so much pain in the past falls by the wayside if we adhere to the principle of anonymity."Basic Text pg. 73 The word anonymity itself means namelessness, but there's a larger principle at work in the anonym...
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Christmas and yearly rituals
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Something I have noticed over the years in my life no one Christmas has been the Norman Rockwell would make it seem. some time in a hospital some times snowed in (this year) friends family NA every body looks at this day different and i understand there is so much missin when you isolate but one thing i kno...
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Manon
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God in Santa's sleigh for me!
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Hey Family,check this out..... Last night they took my sons girlfriend to hospital,heroin overdose,sent to psych center wanted to commit suicide.Shes okay ,maybe get help she needs,probation looking for her,tired of shooting dope and going nowhere(26 yrs.old)anyway most of you know my situat...
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# Our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising up every time we fail. Ralph Waldo Emerson
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ya know I have been looking at quotes lately to see if I might be able to steal an oz of strength...some the works I have found are amazing and by ppl you would never imagine in fact where I was doing the joke hwere my facebook gets quotes and I use the word to help me thru the day. The nurses last visit was today...
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Manon
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