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september 4 just for today
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September 4 Cluttered Spirits "We try to remember that when we make amends we are doing it for ourselves."Basic Text p.40 As long as we still owe amends, our spirits are cluttered with things we don't need. We're carrying the extra load of an apology owed, a resentment held, or unexpressed...
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Congratulations Jayson on 60 MIRACLES!!
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WAY TO GO JAYSON on 60 MIRACLES!!! YOU ROCK NA :) Love and hugs to ya brother!!! Green - Clean & Serene. FROG = Fully Rely On God! The color of money. We aren't spending it on dope anymore. Green for GO! Go to a lot of meetings. The grass is greener on the NA side. Now we're mowing it instead of smoking it...
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:)
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we all have a weakness for some reason i can't copy and paste this... have you heard the song 'Dig' by incubus?? check out the lyrics totally fits with recovery and our "we" program
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40 days clean
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And today my remodeling/redecoration is officially finished. The walls are painted, the new curtains are hung, and the last painting has just been put back on the wall. PHEW. And I got my bank account opened yesterday morning and the account number and everything is locked away in a filing cabinet so...
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I'm ready to take my recovery seriously
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Before I say anything further, tonight was pretty messed up, and i ended up flushing the rest of my dope down the toilet. i don't really know where to start, it's funny how not having a working car keeps me from getting to meetings, but doesn't keep me from walking downtown to get dope. I'm pretty sure a l...
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hey all
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Hey fam. I haven't been able to get on the computer as much as i wanted to lately. I just wanted to stop in while i had a sec and let everyone know i am still here. congrats to everyone on the anniversery's. well i have to get going this work thing is wild, it takes so much more effort when its legal but it is so mu...
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read this all/i have a warning to all
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this goes out to all and exspecial the newcomers. there is this guy(STEVEN) that been in here a few times. the one that says he knows me. will i do know him and i wish i never did. he was my drug dealer and more. will hes not clean and hes in here to see who he can get to talk to him about getting them drugs. s...
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amends
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sorry for not posting for awhile and not participating. its a character defect i work on........! tahir, you are so nice to notice! i hope everyone is gonna have at least one blessing today and lots more if possible. i think i will write out my gratitude list today
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prisoner once no more/ i have 57 days
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PRISONER ONCE NO MORE By Jayson Cole Have you stood beside your cell doors when they were open And known there was nothing to stop you from experiencing The world but yourself? I no longer need the cell doors for protection From the pain and fear of my former life. This is my life in my own words.........
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faith is 20 steps
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Faith IS 1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to b...
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letting go detatching with love with children
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You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go. Detaching with Love with Children It's one thing to let go of my husband and let him suffer the consequences. But how do I let go of my children? Isn't it different with children? Don't we have responsibilities as parents? We do have different res...
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I hate this disease
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Last night at the meeting the topic was about the 12th step but it ended up being what to do when people you care about relapse. They were talking about people who came in and stayed clean for one or two months and then left again, or even worse, people who had YEARS clean and went back out. and that there was...
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relapse prevention and post acute withdrawl (PAW)
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Relapse PreventionThe Stages of Relapse Relapse is a process, it's not an event. In order to understand relapse prevention you have to understand the stages of relapse. Relapse starts weeks or even months before the event of physical relapse. In this page you will learn how to use specific relapse p...
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letting go of shame
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Letting Go of Shame Shame is that dark, powerful feeling that holds us back. Yes, shame can stop us from acting inappropriately. But many of us have learned to attach shame to healthy behaviors that are in our best interest. In dysfunctional families, shame can be tagged to healthy behaviors such as t...
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september 3 just for today
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September 3 Humility Expressed By Anonymity "Humility is a by-product that allows us to grow and develop in an atmosphere of freedom and removes the fear of becoming known by our employers, families, or friends as addicts."Basic Text p.72-23 Many of us may not have understood the idea th...
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together we share
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i started using when i was 13 and went pretty hard till i was 28 and stumbled into recovery. i haven't done it perfect (recovery) i have done the long clean time and relapsed thing, which is very humbling. i been all over the map with it all. now at 20 years of being here and with all the mistakes and ect. i tel...
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september 2 just for today
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September 02 Higher Powered "Daily practice of our Twelve Step program enables us to change from what we were to people guided by a Higher Power"Basic Text p.83 Who have we been, and who have we become? There are a couple of ways to answer this question. One is very simple: We came to Narcotic...
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september1 just for today
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September 1 Real Values "We become able to make wise and loving decisions based on principles and ideals that have real value in our lives."Basic Text, pg. 101 Addiction gave us a certain set of values, principles we applied in our lives. "You pushed me" one of those values told...
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my mom and step-dad hell / hell is awake
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Hell is Awake Mom and step-dad woke up that one fateful morning, and found their only teenage son smoking pot their lives changed forever in that one instant little did they know, hell was descending Mom and step-Dad tried talking and negotiating finding ways and wor...
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just a little
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..share... i went to my old treatment center friday night meeting last night. Want a refresher?? thats what it was. I'm so grateful to that place, i learned alot there. A newcomer came with me. Only a 40 min drive to the big city. Good convo while traveling. We talked lots about anger, anger is the only...
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step working guide...
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where can I get a step working guide?
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august 31 just for today
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August 31 Gratitude "Hopeless living problems have become joyously changed. Our disease has been arrested, and now anything is possible."Basic Text p.102 The NA program has given us more freedom than we ever dreamed possible. Sometimes, though, in the daily routine, we lose track of h...
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thought I would say hello
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missed ya'll glad to be home not here often but thought I would let everyone know i was okay if you don't know who I am that is okay the faces that do know I love MIP and the ppl here it was my lesson to learn good to see ya'll doing so good it is amazing what can be accomplished together love me
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How to trust
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Hello! I know I am probably on the wrong page, but I can't find anything else. My husband has confessed he has been using cocaine and others drugs our entire marrige. I thought it was a thing of the past, however, he has been lying the entire time. We have a 17 month year old son and it KILLS me. He has do...
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Work
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I just wanted to get an opinion from some people... does anyone tell the people they work with or go to school with that they are a recovering addict? Or do you guys think that is something better kept to yourselves?
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I don't know what happend.
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Tonight i was on my way to a meeting, and i saw a kid from my dorm that i knew, and something inside me just i dunno, i asked him if he knew where i could get some H, and he said yeah, and so he got in my car and we went and got dope instead of me going to the meeting, and i don't know what to do, i've fucking ruined ever...
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having a little trouble with my step 1
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ok so im working out of the step working guide and the first question in the denial part goes like this "have i given plausible but untrue reasons fo rmy behavior? what have they been?" and im supposed to be past this, so i dotn wanna ask my sponcer cuz she'll yell! ha but im trying to get caught...
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wedding RSVP
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Hello Family, This is actually Rose. I am need to know who is going to try to make it to North Carolina for the wedding. I know a few of you are and I am so grateful!!! I do have access to some hotel rooms but they are going fast. Please let me know asap Thanks and love you all Rose ImFree2004
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emotional
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I have a friend at work who recently confessed to me she uses oxycotin and sometimes heroin. Of course, I got butterflies in my stomach just thinking about having a connection "just in case". Anyway today I found myself waiting for her in the parking garage because I wanted to ask her if she c...
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august 30 just for today
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August 30 Doing Good, Feeling Good "We examine our actions, reactions, and motives. We often find that we've been doing better than we've been feeling."Basic Text p.42 The way we treat others often reveals our own state of being. When we are at peace, we're most likely to treat others with...
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