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GNU, Buswacker and Gary
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Will you guys check in with me and let me know if your still running meetings. If any of you know that someone hasn't been showing up let me know please so I can make sure we have coverage on the meeting schedules or at least I cna get it adjusted to what we have coverage for. Thanks you can email me at naway@12...
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Dean
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Are you in the Tampa area? I lived for 30 years in St. Pete... I ask because I tried to email you to discuss our argument privately but it came back to me.
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can't win for losing
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I am heading back into a deep depression and my thoughts are way screwed in the head I am not sure how to shut it down I have taken my night neds but my thoughts are racing GOD I WANT THIS SHIT TO STOP WHEN WILL IT STOP i CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE I AM TIRED OF ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME i FEE...
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today im good
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this is jayson cole i have been clean for over 18 months now. im doing really will on that. i found out that i have bone cancer and their trying a new drug on me. anybody can email me at hotjaysoncole@gmail.com it goes on my phone too so i get it no matter what. i havent been at meetings much been sick with chem...
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broke down yesterday, but didn't give in YAHOO!!
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Wow, yesterday was a killer. I felt it all, all the bad came gushing down on me. I just went to my sisters and stayed all day as she kept me sane and got me to feel better.
last night I had all kinds of addict dreams, but I slept and today looks much better. I feel very strong if not a little scared because of ye...
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One week down
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Hello, sorry if I am hogging the board lately but you are my only support so far with the MA chat room I joined but that can get a little crazy. i tried to find live meetings but they are either right at my son's bedtime or one was at 10 a.m. and I coudn't get a sitter but I'll keep trying. I had another night of ni...
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Need a little support
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Hi fellow brave souls, For the first time ever I think I need to admit my problem. I'm a single mom and I'm doing well at work and supporting my son but inside I am falling apart. I have an addiction to pot that I can't let go of. Almost nobody knows about it. All these years I've told myself it's okay because i...
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february 22 just for today
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February 22 God's Will, Or Mine?
"We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it."
Step Ten In Narcotics Anonymous, we've found that the more we live in harmony with our Higher Power's will for us, the greater the harmony in our lives. We use the Tent...
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quick update
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I have completed the first of 4 weeks of IOP things are ok my ADHD is driving me and everyone else nuts but I am trying to get meds that work for that me and my doctor are working hand in hand to keep things tolerable it is a 3 hours program by the third hour I have so many ants in my pants I am looking for an excuse t...
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Big V and AnthonyG
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Hi guys,
I see you guys are senior members. How long has it been for you? You are both very wise. Thank you for all your help and kind words. Even though I started by admitting, I credit you for saving me.
A few words go a very long way when they are said from the heart.
How can I thank you?! - em
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detox symptoms fully active!
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Hi,
I have been clean from pot for 5 days! At first it was easier than now. I had a night full of nightmare and non-sleep. I am coughing up cr*p like crazy, I had night sweats and depression! ACK! What a way to live huh?
The good news is I know it means I am recovering...my body is getting rid of the bad and n...
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relapse
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My son was in rehab for cocaine and alcohol addiction in October. He was released the first of November and has been doing very well... has been doing either an AA or NA meeting daily. He has found Jesus and has been living a clean life. Last night, for reasons I do not understand, he went out and bought a ba...
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Got through the week
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Hello and thank you all for your help and all the love!
this is such a warm and kind group.
I wish I could meet you all face-to-face for real hugs!
I used to work the steps when my XH - severe alcoholic - was out of control, and I went to Al Anon (for families of addicts). I never thought that I was out of co...
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i had a dream...
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hello, i had a draem last night...i met my ex boyfriend and he was holding lots of rokc..i was clean in my dream..i didn't use...but u know...i can't explain my feelings now... sad... and i want to say hello and hug you all ...and i love you..
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The Gift
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Hi guys, Been awhile since I posted I need to get on some more. Im at 8 months and 15 days without using any drugs. Im not going to go into all the miracles that have graced me. They are numerous and I am grateful. I notice a few newcomers struggling a bit in here. Id like to tell all of you welcome to the boar...
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Hi, I'm Lee, a grateful recoverying u-know-what
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New online here-clean date 4/6/83. Was active in VA (mtgs & service), not so much here in rural NH. Glad to have a cyber community. Issue of the day-trying not to project into next week! Details are irrelvant. Just need to acknowledge that that is what I am doing so I can get a grip and stop doing it! L...
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"Defeated Girl"... You're on my mind...
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Please check in... Whether or not you're clean or have used... We don't judge and we'll love you until you can love yourself! I've just been thinking about you and wanting to hear from you! {{{hugs}}}
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For Jana
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Hello Jana,
Thank you so much for your notes of support. Regarding meetings, no I have not gone yet. I joined MariJ Anon, chat, that helps a lot.
My X Alcohollc was so out of control I joined Al anon, so I am very familiar with the steps and use them a lot lately!
Not to make excuses but I have two jobs and a 5...
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today is my birthday
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thatsright today ismy b-day and it hit me early in the am that i am that i am still here and i oweit to being sober this time last year i was in a daze and didnt know it was my b-day till 3 days after it had came and went so i thank you all and the big jc i am here lord
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Feeling guity
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I will be honest and admitt that I am on medication that got me sober and keeps me sober. Anyways the medication is suppose to stop the cravings and so on. To an extent is has but lately I think my cravings are getting really bad and it is not even the high I'm craving as it is the procedure itslef. And the ins...
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Today is day 3 for me!
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Hi, thanking everyone for your notes to me, you have been so helpful!! I hate to admit this is not as hard as I thought at times. Other times it's harder. But I think I can do it, no, I know I can. I just want to be normal. I am a good person, I don't want to hide under red eyes and a foggy brain any more. That is not...
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I BELIEVE
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I BELIEVE Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn...
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How I perceive myself VS reality
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When I started using opiates ten years ago, I felt like I found something wonderful. That first high gave me confidence, serenity, peace...I actually think it did that for quite a while, even though the lengths I would go to get them said otherwise: stealing medication from my dying grandmother, and...
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i donºt know why i am sad.......
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Hello everyone.My name is pascal,i am an addict.Iºve been clean for almost 6 months now,everything was allright,better.....but a few weeks ago,a girlfriend form my group commit suicide....i started to be isoleted again for a few days,itºs been really hard to go to the funeral and stuff......but...
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DAY TWO for me, please stay with me
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Hello, Got through yesterday 1 with one set back. Usually it would have been about 14+ setbacks. I know it is not abstinence but I think it was a good day. I am flip flopping today between feeling great about doing this to wanting to go backwards and wishing I had never opened my eyes. But as I read all of you...
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nervous
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I am flustered and nervous because for the next month I will be in IOP with who knows how many ppl and that makes me scared because I don't do well with ppl not face to face that is why I have friends via the internet it is easier this way but at the same time i have to learn to socialize at an age appropriate leve...
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february 19 just for today
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February 19 Reservations "Relapse is never an accident. Relapse is a sign that we have a reservation in our program."Basic Text, p. 76 A reservation is something we set aside for future use. In our case, a reservation is the expectation that, if such-and-such happens, we will surely rela...
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february 18 just for today
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February 18 The Recovery Partnership "As long as I take it easy and make a commitment with my Higher Power to do the best I can, I know I will be taken care of today"Basic Text, p. 120 Many of us feel that our fundamental commitment in recovery is to our Higher Power. Knowing that we lack the powe...
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PEACE IN THE MOMENT.
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HELLO ALL- IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE POSTED. I WILL BE CELEBRATING 10 MONTHS ON THE 25TH. I AM ENJOYING EVERY SOBER AND CLEAN MOMENT WITH MY LITTLE ALASKA (3 MONTHS OLD NOW) AND MY HUSBAND. I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR THIS FORUM AND EVERYONE OF YOU. WHEN I WAS PREGNANT I WAS HAVING TROUBLE GET...
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i need some help.
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im 17. im a heroin and cocaine addict. i can admit that i have a problem and i dont know where to start. can anyone help me?
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