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Just coming back
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Hello everybody. Just coming back after a month long run. I got 3 weeks clean. It hasnt been easy but I have hope. I have all my lierature , my journal , and im getting on my knees everynight. I know what I have to do.Thanks in advance for the support.
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Speaker"Tapes"
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Man, but I had a big collection of those before the age of digital recordings and mp3s, etc. I'd listen to them whilst driving to various jobs around the province I live in, in my car driving to NoWhere In Particular (a nice place when you can find it!), at night when I'd feel the need to hear some recovery,...
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July 31, 2009 Just 4 2day
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July 31, 2009Freedom from active addictionPage 221 "Narcotics Anonymous offers only one promise and that is freedom from active addiction, the solution that eluded us for so long." Basic Text, p. 106 NA offers no promises other than freedom from active addiction. It is true that some of...
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Feel like the Newcomer I am
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I did step work on Saturday.... One of those steps where ya gotta look at the past a bit realistically... the list one... you know, 8 ...lol. I don't have a ton of wreckage due to the fact that I really despised leaving my bedroom when I was in active addiction; that said, my list wasn't too long. Anyway I fe...
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Hey LeeU
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Thanks for the whiteboard message,I dont know how to get to that area??anyway I hear ya loud and clear..I also get a rambling and try not to cross over to some of my delusional tales but I get caught up,you know what I mean.Man I IHATED THAT THORAZINE SHUFFLE and them little brown slippers.Met all types...
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enigma's of life
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I sit and ponder why we have to go thru the things we do in life. Of course making things more difficult than they need to be (typical addict). Things are somewhat chaotic in my life ATM, but at the same time pieces are beginning to fall in place. With the help of ppl that are passing by in my life and my endeav...
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I learned more about myself today
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder
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REGISTRATION TO WORLD?
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IF anyone has any pre-registrations for the world convention in Spain, Im interested
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this is a update on jayson cole
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I have taking the turn for the worse.I have a tube in my throat because its hard for me to breathe. After all this time I have fought to stay here. now I have to fight hard then I have before. i dont know if i have it in me anymore. will anyway ill be at the meetings because this is the only way i can talk right n...
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it's a disorder?
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Does this mean I won't get to be president of the BIG V fan club? i guess that means you are the pres.of your own fan club! i think you're still outstanding in a field... oMg i really think that makes you a more dangerous (using) drug addict but an amazing america's next top model!!!
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THATS IT I QUIT
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eating ice cream my waist is once again 44"
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I love NA campouts
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hey everyone I just got home from a NA campout and the spirtuality that I was missing was slightly found at this campout.... i cried during the countdown, not because i was sad, but because of the power that seeing all that clean time had. Going to campouts have taught me how to party clean. I'm tired a...
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don't quit
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I GOT THIS FROM THE NURSE THAT TAKES CARE OF MY BECAUSE I FELL LIKE GIVING UPDON'T QUITWhen things go wrong, as they sometimes will, when the road you're truding seems all uphill, when the funds are low, and the debts are high, and you want to smile but you have to sigh, when care is pressing you down a bit, r...
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Just got back from my brother in laws service
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What a trip that was over 400 people, family, friends, even one of his old sweet hearts were there and this was a celebration of a man who many many loved and admired. It was stunning tribute to someone who helped many hopeless addicts, who lived the program of spiritual living and loving. Who left deep w...
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OMG anthony g
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i just realized you've lived half a century! congratulations and many more...
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What's going on
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Well this friday is my brother in laws service pretty down and out about this whole thing it's quite a loss . Not feeling well need to make some changes in my life and my living, diet, smoking, need to get to the docs they aren't going to keep filling my high blood pressure meds until I do and I think I have sle...
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LeeU
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yayuh!!!this is what i meant ok, electric current... energy, force... distribution, rather conduit and when circuit is complete... the lights are on! whether somebody's home or not current, flow, force all metaphoric description for a HP -- Edited by rumblefish on Tuesday 7th of July 2009 09:04...
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Hi
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Hi I am a new member. I just wanted to introduce myself.
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4th of July Palm Springs Convention
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It's been a while since I have gone to the Palm Springs convention, and was wondering if anyone when this year, who is on this board? I almost when this year but was unable to make it due to my Daughter being sick. I am not sure if the location, hotel, resort they used to be at is different than the one they had...
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3 years clean today folks
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http://www.recoverygreetings.net/cards/egna/428686.html-- Edited by BigV on Monday 6th of July 2009 01:10:07 AM
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new life
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people say life is such a precious thing. only if there is a purpose for it. treatment is going fine. me on the other hand im not doing so fine. for some reason i can stay clean for a month but after that i just dont care anymore. i cant stay clean longer than a month. everytime i just end up using. and im at that...
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New to this site
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Hi Everyone. I just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Kelly and I am a heroin addict. I've tried to quit many times but always started using again. This time I feel more confident and I am attending relapse prevention groups and NA meetings. If anyone has any advice for me, it is welcome. Thank you. K...
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question about medication
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4 years ago i went and got myself treatment because i felt like i was getting out of control on how much pain medication i was taking. I was going thru a divorce and just kept taking more and more to numb myself. Well i did well for a long time then i injured my back real bad (actually broke it) and my Dr prescri...
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scars
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SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in South Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he...
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I THANK GOD FOR MERCY !!!
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Wel,Wellwell,,and oh fukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk yes, My Faith in God has been renewed. MY SWEETHEART CALLED ME OVER TO HER PLACE THIS EVENING. tHEN AFTER SOEM INITIAL SMALL TALK SHE PULLS OUT AN ENVELOPE AND GIVES IT TO ME AND SAYS,, "HERE READ IT" I OPEN THAT ENVELOPE,,HEART IN MY MOUTH. AND...
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Question About Relationships Outside of NA Meetings
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I'm not sure about this - but hopefully some of you will be able to provide some input on this subject. In another post on this board, I mentioned about a person at my NA meetings who I can really relate to as he was in almost the exact same situation I'm in now. The only difference is that he was ordered by...
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Twenty-seven years clean -- Pain medication needed in order NOT to die from pain -- What do I do?
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I have been clean for 27 years and due to a pain condition and 2 accidents, the 1st one requiring shoulder surgery and chiropractic care, physical therapy, and injections; the 2nd one requiring back surgery; both of which have made pain condition of 20+ years unbearable and will kill me if I don't do s...
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brand new to NA message board @ Miracles in Progress
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I am rumblefish. I've spent most of my life in 12 step programs. If all I've done is slow addiction from killing me, so be it. I've got around 107 days this rip. I isolated, I went out, I wanted to come back after a while. I missed how my life clean felt. I attend regular meetings and I wanted to find the...
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could really do with someone to chat too!
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Hi, am new on here but didnt really know where else to go to chat to other people. I'm 28 years old, from uk and have been clean from heroin for 9 years. I started using at 14 after moving in with my boyfriend,, alot older than me and a regular user, and about 20 of his "mates". I got married to...
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The Bones of Others by Mel Ash
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If you are here to read this, think of those who aren't. Pray for them: good thoughts for those who lost their minds, addiction and fears. Think of their great sacirfice. We recover on the bones of others. Wrap your loving thoughts around them: alone no more. If you are here and recovering your original...
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