I sit and ponder why we have to go thru the things we do in life. Of course making things more difficult than they need to be (typical addict). Things are somewhat chaotic in my life ATM, but at the same time pieces are beginning to fall in place. With the help of ppl that are passing by in my life and my endeavors. Wondering when this mess will all come to an end. I am tired and growing weak I just have to remember I can't WE can! Sometimes it is all I can do to stay clean 4 that day. I would go on as rant if i continued and since I am being closley monitered I have to becareful on what I say. Thank you NA for a safe place to share
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Thank you for sharing Manon... I feel that way too sometimes:) I find the longer I'm in recovery the less i know! I know that is so cliche.. but true. I love that no matter what is going on in my life I see that I am blessed. Even when my kids are screaming... which inspires the majority of rage in my life LOL
CHAOS I think I feed on that sometimes LOL I even now catch myself creating and making it happen just for fun, UGH...we're all being watched over, the great eye in the sky so to speak HEH HEH.
