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Self discovery
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i have discovered im a low life with low self esteem, low self worth, self centered, i think very little of my self though and my accomplishments ( God given and other wise ), I am a jealous, insecure, fearful, manipulative, conniving, fault finding ( critical 9 self and others, dishonest, argument...
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it just hit me!!!!!!!!!
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ya know I am always one to ask why what when ehere how and so on it just occurred to me BAD things happen to GOOD ppl all the time I guess I just get a double dose
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Manon
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QOD 12/16/09
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Do you have that one person , in the rooms , who seems to get on your last nerve ? How do you keep principles before personalities with this person ?
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just because
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just because i have 15 years recovery...trust me ..... i dont forget that i am an addict and i have addictive behaviors that i live with every day of my life...i am stronger now and can control how i react to things and can catch my self when i am entertaining risky behaviors...and believe my higher powe...
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QOD 12/15/09
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What`s the last person place or thing you`ve had enough of ? How are you changing this by working your program ?
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joke for the 16th of Dec
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Christmas Crackers Will and Guy Suspect British Law is Crackers. The 1875 Explosives Act, currently in force in the UK, apparently considers Christmas crackers to be covered by this archaic law. This means that an 'explosive' cracker cannot be sold to minors. This law was shown up to be so s...
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FEAR
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you can look at that 2 ways: Fuck Everything And Run Face Everything And Recovery . I am scared find myself more anxious than b4. all I wanna do sleep just to get past it I wanna get high pills weed something to numb me I am scared and worried and a whole other range of emotion but i tell ppl when they post their...
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joke 4 the 15th of Dec.
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Funny Christmas Riddles and Puns Question. Why was Cinderella no good at football? Answer. Because her coach was a pumpkin. Q. Why do reindeer scratch themselves? A. Because they're the only ones who know where they itch. Q. Why was Santa's little helper depressed? A. Because he had low 'elf' esteem...
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I know some of us have multipe personality's ( me myself and Steven )but
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how many of us have multiple ID's on the board ? Me?
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Good Morning!
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Good morning Family! How is everyone on this Tuesday? Its raining in Atlanta, but today I feel good. No complaints. I didn't use last night! I won one more day!! How about you?
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QOD 12/14/09
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How does working a program of recovery effect all areas of your life?
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My son just told me...
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My son just told me that trying to be subtle with me is like talking to a rock. I disagree completely. Rocks never sit there saying "Huh?" repeatedly!!!
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stress
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seems to be getting worseI I believe that is it due to the meeting that has to be done this year isn't even over and I am trying to figure out how to deal with next. All I wanna do is sleep doing wll never got the other sack I wanted so badly Got to spend some time with my mom today that was a nice suprise. The main t...
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joke for the 14th of dec
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What did the reindeer say before launching into his comedy routine? This will sleigh you. What do lions sing at Christmas? Jungle bells! When is a boat like a pile of snow? When it's adrift. What do you call the fear of getting stuck in a chimney? Santaclaustrophobia How do snowmen get around? On their...
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Just for Today December 14, 2009
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December 14, 2009Addiction, drugs, and recoveryPage 364 "Addiction is a physical, mental, and spiritual disease that affects every area of our lives." Basic Text p. 20 Before we started using, most of us had a stereotype, a mental image of what addicts were supposed to look like. Some of...
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Here again
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Here I am again. At the same place. Not happy with who I am this morning. Just frustrated, hurt, bothered, and upset. Don't know how to move forward. Reaching out for help but not getting any. I realize I can't to this by myself. I am not strong enough. PLEASE... I just don't know what to do.
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short story for a laugh today
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The Boy Who Laughed at Santa Claus by Ogden Nash ¦ In Baltimore there lived a boy, He wasn't anybody's joy. Although his name was Jabez Dawes, His character was full of flaws. In school he never led his classes, He hid old ladies' reading glasses, His mouth was open when he chewed, And elbows to the table g...
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Food for thought...
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"Humor is the instinct for taking pain playfully." ~Max Eastman
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QOD 12/11/09
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How do you know when a service commitment is effective in "carrying the message"?
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how can it be that...
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i am so god damn lonely. i sit alone in this big house everyday. sitting on the same couch in the same room doing the same thing everyday. absolutely nothing. my roomate works from 530 in the morning till after midnight. eveyday. i never see her. NEVER. not even on the weekend. so i sit. i sit and sit and si...
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joke for the 12th
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The Santa Claus at the shopping mall was very surprised when a Emily, young lady aged about 20 years old walked up and sat on his lap. Now, we all know that Santa doesn't usually take requests from adults, but she smiled very nicely at him, so he asked her, 'What do you want for Christmas?' 'Somethin...
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Need to vent
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I am a newly recovering opiate addict. I spent the last week in and out of the emergency room and drs offices due to a severe headache all drs in my area are aware of my addiction and I feel very judged for it, they would make comments like "were not giving you narcotics" or "we cant do anyt...
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I feel strange...(I think. cause god know I don't have a clue about normal)
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things started to get a bit overwhelming it was either a xanax or a lesser evil yet still an evil I started smoking pot again and my mind is thanking mr for the silence within I feel as normal as it gets my minds not racing but I cried for hoours b4 I took the drug, I just quit kicking myself as i come to the end of...
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joke for the 11th dec
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Politically Correct Santa 'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves", "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labor conditions at the north pol...
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You know what???
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I just love NA!!! My Sponsor has 10 years today!!! WOOT WOOT!!!
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we do recover....... but are never 'healed'
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a few years ago, i was chatting with a counselor and she mentioned that 'steve, you don't like limits, do you?' hahahaha i wanted to scream at her! really? no kidding? that came up on maybe my first inventory a number of years ago. no matter how much we may try - many people just are not able to comprehe...
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Day @ A Time....long days, long time
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Moaning, groaning and whining today. I'm tired of working and not seeing much positive impact from what I do. I'm only a few years from retirement, which comes with health insurance, so it is wise to stay put. Especially since I have no savings or other future financial resources. I feel so frustr...
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QOD 12/10/09
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Besides picking up a white tag/chip , what`s been the most moving thing that`s happened to you in a meeting ?
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No wonder I want to choke my son!
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He hasn't been taking his Psych meds for God-only-knows-how-long!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK. I feel much better now! Thanks!!!
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QOD 12/8/09
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Do you feel like our service structure is still effective ?
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