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6 years now of depending on a higher power to save me......
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Meditation for the Day If you believe that God's grace has saved you, then you must believe that He is meaning to save you yet more and to keep you in the way that you should go. Even a human rescuer would not save you from drowning only to place you in other deep and dangerous waters. Rather, he would place y...
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from a poetic mind
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You look at me and wonder why so sad? just glad someone noticed me as i was going mad No one ever asks why I feel so bad. for fear they will wake the monster whom resides here You seemed to have misunderstood as I told what I could. Dying to belong...has it really been that long? Years feel like minutes, yet th...
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JFT July 30 Regular inventory
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Continuing to take a personal inventory means that we form a habit of looking at ourselves, our actions, attitudes, and relationships on a regular basis.Basic Text, p. 42=Taking a regular inventory is a key element in our new pattern of living. In our addiction, we examined ourselves as little a...
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JFT July 29 Expectations
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As we realize our need to be forgiven, we tend to be more forgiving.Basic Text, p. 39=Our behavior toward other people in our life is a mirror of our behavior toward ourselves. When we demand perfection of ourselves, we come to demand it from others around us, too. As we strive to repair and heal our...
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Looking for the support i need to stay clean and happy
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Hi All, its time i got out of my own way and put myself out there for the benifit of staying clean and building a life free from the temtations of druds and everthing that comes with them, i have found being claen is a wonderful thing but i have also found myself very lonely and in urgent need of friends and su...
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JFT July 28 Secrets and intimacy
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We feared that if we ever revealed ourselves as we were, we would surely be rejected.Basic Text, p. 32=Having relationships without barriers, ones in which we can be entirely open with our feelings, is something many of us desire. At the same time, the possibility of such intimacy causes us more f...
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JFT July 27 We do recover
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After coming to NA, we found ourselves among a very special group of people who have suffered like us and found recovery. In their experiences, freely shared, we found hope for ourselves. If the program worked for them, it would work for us.Basic Text, p. 10=A newcomer walks into his or her first m...
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JFT July 26 Unconditional surrender
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Help for addicts begins only when we are able to admit complete defeat. This can be frightening, but it is the foundation on which we have built our lives.Basic Text, p. 22=Most of us have tried everything we can think of, exerted every ounce of force possible, to fill the spiritual hole inside us. ...
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Im very new
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Im not sure if i even belong here...But i cannot stop taking ampetmines..as in adderall..i would majorly overtake them and it dominated my life..anyone relate?i need help
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Sharing a few thoughts!
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I taking a moment to look at the life story Ive created for myself on an ongoing basis. When I am feeling peaceful about the past, this gives me self-confidence and trust in in my ability to handle whatever comes my way. I feel Higher Powered. Im looking at circumstances through the 12 Step framework, an...
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JFT July 25 Twelfth Step "failure"?
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Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.Step Twelve=There is no such thing as a failed Twelfth Step call. Even if our prospect doesnt get clean, we have accomplished two purposes. W...
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JFT July 24 The masks have to go
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...we covered low self-esteem by hiding behind phony images that we hoped would fool people. The masks have to go.Basic Text, p. 33=Over-sensitivity, insecurity, and lack of identity are often associated with active addiction. Many of us carry these with us into recovery; our fears of inadequ...
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JFT July 23 Surrendering self-will
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We want and demand that things always go our way. We should know from our past experience that our way of doing things did not work.Basic Text, p. 93=All of us have ideas, plans, goals for our lives. Theres nothing in the NA program that says we shouldnt think for ourselves, take initiative, and put...
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JFT July 22 Spiritual death
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For us, to use is to die, often in more ways than one.Basic Text, p. 82=As newcomers, many of us came to our first meeting with only a small spark of life remaining. That spark, our spirit, wants to survive. Narcotics Anonymous nurtures that spirit. The love of the fellowship quickly fans that spa...
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JFT July 21 Surrender is for everyone
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If, after a period of time, we find ourselves in trouble with our recovery, we have probably stopped doing one or more of the things that helped us in the earlier stages of our recovery.Basic Text, p. 95=Surrender is just for newcomers, right? Wrong!After weve been around awhile, some of us succum...
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Keeping it simple !
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short and simple,,, always the best !
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Just trying to talk to people who get it
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Hi, I am 27 years old and had been clean and sober for a little over 8 years. Before I was addicted to meth and it took me down some dark roads, I was homeless, spent time in jail and then went through 18 months of intense live in rehab. Since rehab I have not been to any meeting, however I turned my life comle...
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JFT July 20 Step One
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We admitted that we were powerless over our addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable.Step One=The First Step begins with we, and theres a reason for that. There is great strength in making a verbal admission of our powerlessness. And when we go to meetings and make this admission, we ga...
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My husband is an addict. I need a sponsor
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My husband is an addict and I need someone to chat with online to help me get started. I do not use drugs or drink. He is dening that he is using right now. He quit two years ago. If I confront him, the fights will start again.
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Doubting everything
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I am having a bit of a crisis today and I inadvertently left my cell phone at home so I am posting this because all my numbers are in the phone and there is no meeting for me to get to soon. I will have 63 days clean today, though I've been coming around NA since November (I've had 2 relapses - one for 47 days and...
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looking for more connections to recovering addicts in surprise az.
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i have been here in surprise az. since the middle of march. i have already found a home group, ( A.I.R) Addicts in recovery and neet 4 times a week. but i am looking to meet more recovering addicts in the surprise area and i am intrested in starting a mtg in the area. i am a native san diegan. And i have been tau...
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keeping ffroit simple..
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gathered from my own experience.....
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JFT July 19 Fulfilling our dreams
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Dreams that we gave up long ago can now become realities.Basic Text, p. 71=All things begin with a dream. But how many of us fulfilled our dreams while using? Even if we managed to complete something we had started, our addiction usually robbed us of any pride in our accomplishment. Perhaps when...
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My puppy is really sick.....
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Out of nowhere my adorable cocker has developed a malignant tumor in her face. The vets have never seen anything like it. They told me that my job is to make her as comfortable as possible. Needless to say we are devastated. She is my first dog and I had no idea how much love we would develope for her. She's...
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trying to push out
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There is a person with double digit clean time who recently called me on the phone and threatened to whip my A#%, as the days went by people came out of the woodwork to inform me I'm not the first, and that this guy is a womanizer as well. I have really been considering putting this guy out on front street fo...
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JFT July 18 The gift of desparation
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Our disease always resurfaced or continued to progress until, in desperation, we sought help from each other in Narcotics Anonymous.Basic Text, p. 13=When we think of being desperate, we envision an undesirable state: a poor, bedraggled soul frantically clawing at something sorely needed, a...
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JFT July 17 Using our "using dreams"
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Do we fully accept the fact that our every attempt to stop using or to control our using failed?Basic Text, p. 19=The room is dark. Your forehead is bathed in cold sweat. Your heart is racing. You open your eyes, sure that youve just blown your clean time. Youve had a using dream, and it was just lik...
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hello again....words from a friend
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In my continuing struggles to stay clean, i have always gotten great inspiration from a man named Steve Earle, he's been someone whose music and incredible will to leave and be better has grown to mean a lot in my life. several years ago, a friend of mine worked on Steve's website, they talked a lot, of...
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help
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How do I view the 10pm meeting? Thanks
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I was a mad hatter
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Lol, the 12 Contrasteps;
1. I declared that I had complete and total control over my drug use and that I can completely manage my life and still use drugs.
2. Came to know that I needed no one and that drugs would help me maintain my happiness and sanity
3. Made a decision to harness the benefits (as I...
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