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Hi Glora
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I see you are on the board thought I would say thanx and I lovce you so glad you are part of mip
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I am going for a few days
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The whole weekend actually hold down the fort :P see you all back here on Monday have a great weekend. I will have nice pictures of gold to share hopefully when I return, drive along roads that the 49ers, chinese and others drove in horse or ox drawn carts, where men layed down metal pans in creeks to get...
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Share a little something with you all
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6 months now I have been working on and dealing with this delay of my painting contractors license, the FBI/DOJ have been getting together my background history (criminal) and finally I was able to get them what they needed , they forewarded it all to the State last week and by the end of the day today I wl...
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New to all of this
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This is the first time I have joined anything like this. I am not sure how it works but I am trying to stay clean and will do just about anything at this point. I would appreciate if perhaps someone could tell me where to start or what works or worked for them when they were just starting out. I have a dual p...
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doing okay
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I have spent all weekend with my family mostly at my moms house away from puters and phones it was nice and quiet I enjoyed the peace but I am glad to be home too MIP is such a part of my life I do not think I could leave it even to spite some drama and heartache I am defentily becomeing stronger I have taken a brea...
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still here
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it is nice to see all of you working together instead of it being just one now there are few ty no matter what happens I will not abandon my hg op or no op I don't chase away that easily I am actually glad to finally focus on me and give someone else control that being one of my major de4fect I am learning why I tho...
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come close but not too close
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I learned at an early age if I did not let ppl close to me I would not get hurt so when I got introduced to the WWW I thought I found heaven then you ppl became real in my life and at time I still get hurt alot lately it seems, first who I thought was my best friend no names needed, and I seem to put myself in awkward s...
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Friday and Saturday night meetings need support
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I LOVE YOU RAYNE>>SORRY I WAS A BUTTHOLE!!!
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This post is deleted because it appears to be an attempt to promote or advertise religious causes. NA does not support, or endorse outside causes. Also, because the subject line was very misleading. Nowhere in the post was an actual amends to anyone, but only a series of justifications and rationa...
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Risking Vulnerability
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"As we grow, we learn to overcome the tendency to run and hide from ourselves and our feelings." Basic Text, page 81 Rather than risk vulnerability, many of us have developed habits that keep others at a safe distance. These patterns of emotional isolation can give us the feeling we are hop...
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"The steps lead to an awakening of a spiritual nature. This awakening is evidenced by changes in our lives."
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Basic Text, page 48 We know how to recognize the disease of addiction. Its symptoms are indisputable. Besides an uncontrollable appetite for drugs, those suffering exhibit self-centered, self-seeking behavior. When our addiction was at its peak of activity, we were obviously in a great deal of p...
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i need some help
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its weird, for a week or so now i've been vaguely resentful about having to go to meetings and uninterested in reaching out and talking to people. though i have been making meetings/talking with my sponsor everyday, i just don't feel like it much anymore. i guess i just feel indifferent and i don't kno...
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This room was ran into the ground..
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Post has been deleted, and topic edited by John F. (MIP Founder) as being inappropriate and seemingly to stir controversy and division, but disguised in manipulation and decept. The person who posted this message is at a very high risk of being banned from the board if this sort of posting continues....
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It's me Peggy, hello all.....
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Hello my old friends here at MIP!! it seems like forever since i've last been here. a lot has happened since i was a regular here . but you've all been on my mind even when i wasn't here. my hopes and prayers are that you are all doing well. let me give you a quick catch up on whats been happening in my life ........
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WE CAN !!!
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Hey where's WECAN aka Sandra? Not seen her post for sometime now... anybody knows?
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come back
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Just come back. Just for today. "Relapses are often fatal. We have attended funerals of loved ones who did from a relapse. They die in various ways. We often see relapsers lost for years, living in misery. Those who make it to jail or institutions may survive and perhaps have a reintroduction to...
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CONGRATS MIP
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May 21 the biggest meeting MIP has seen ty for all your support and with this I hope MIP continues to grow love in recovery Manon aka Rayne
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Rule 62 biatches!
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Never EVER take yourself too damn seriously...... (yes this includes me) LOL PEACE! Brett P.S. If ya don't know where this rule came from......Go read up on the traditions.........
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I am exhausted
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Got up at 6am and left home around 6:45 for a days journey. I took this young man I have sorta been sponsoring as a big brother up to the mountains. I was invited by a freind who I met online in one of my gold prospecting boards, he invited me to se his gold mine and to work a river claim he had. So first we went to t...
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JUST FOR TODAY Keep Coming Back!
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"Meetings keep us in touch with where we've been, but more importantly with where we could go in our recovery." Basic Text, page 54 In many ways, addicts are different. When we came to Narcotics Anonymous we found others like ourselves, people who understood us and whom we could understan...
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Water
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Hey All, An addiction treatment professional told me that my life would change in days if I drank at least 2 quarts of water/day ( i would feel better as far as anxiety, memory, etc.. early recovry stuff), didn't ask him what to eat though..Anyone have an idea?... Thanks, Magellan
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Pink Cloud
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The Recovery Roller Coaster By Dr. Peter V. Madill and Mary Carouba Roller coaster rides are tremendously exciting. The wind screams past your ears as you fly through the air at thrilling speeds. Excitement and adrenalin surge through your body as you hold on for dear life. Intermittent moments of t...
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Just for Today
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Tell yourself: JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life without the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JU...
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abandonment
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man I am working my 4th step for the i don't know how many at this point not trying to keep up and my abandonment issues are so unmanagable and again I am powerless I am so scared and i don't think this feeling is rational so i am really not sure what to do with it I have told my sponser and my mom and tommorrow I wi...
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Grrrrrrrrrr.........
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It's really frustrating to work on parts of my life only to have other parts go south on me. Is it just me? Or is it impossible to have life be good in all areas for longer than 5 minutes? LOL Alright, I read what I wrote and I am whining about nothing dangit..... I hate it when I know I am wrong *sigh* see what I m...
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on a lighter note
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A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. &...
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Mother's Day
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Hi - Happy Belated Mother's Day to all the moms out there. I just wanted to take the time to thank NA for teaching me how to be a mom (not just a mother) who can be there for her kids. Also, this is the first year that I didn't fall apart on Mother's Day because of the loss of my mom. This is only due to the love a...
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on the right path
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-- -- -- Edited by on the right path now at 16:58, 2007-05-14
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Back to rock bottom, time to start again.
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After 4 months of sobriety, i have found myself once again addicted to drugs, and doing things I shouldnt be. I have lost my job yesterday, because we have a drug party at my house and my dog ate the coke, so i just fed him with laxative and stayed home from work waiting for my dog to pass it back out. He did, it...
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great book
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I found this great book, Starting Over. It was written by a girl who went through a depression and wrote herself out of it, and now she uses it to help other people. I think you can just type in her name Chandra Blevins in the search field if you go to lulu.com and it should come up. It talks about so much, s...
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