"We found that we do not recover physically, mentally, or spiritually overnight."
Basic Text, p.27
Have you ever approached a recovery celebration with the feeling that you should be further along in your recovery than you are? Maybe you have listened to newcomers sharing in meetings, members with much less clean time, and thought, "But I'm just barely beginning to understand what they're talking about!"
It's odd that we should come into recovery thinking that we will feel wonderful right away or no longer have any difficulty handling life's twists and turns. We expect our physical problems to correct themselves, our thinking to become rational, and a fully developed spiritual life to manifest itself overnight. We forget that we spent years abusing our bodies, numbing our minds, and suppressing our awareness of a Higher Power. We cannot undo the damage in a day. We can, however, apply the next step, go to the next meeting, help the next newcomer. We heal and recover bit by bit-not overnight, but over time.
Justfortoday: My body will heal a little, my mind will become a little clearer, and my relationship with my Higher Power will strengthen.
this was a good reading we discussed it at my home group tonight. It sucks sometime when i want things in my time cause thats usually not the path my higher power wants for me. it took me years and years to get as messed up in the head as i am now. so why do i think i should be alot better overnight...it must be my addict way of thinking(instant gratification). I did hear a good thing tonight on this reading. "if good couldn't do it in one day, what makes me think I can"