|
|
My Higher Power is on my SHIT LIST
(Preview)
I'm so angry!!! I feel like my HP has let me down! I am 5 months pregnant and the doctors are now telling me that do to a COMMON COLD!!! my baby is going to have mental retardation, blindness, deafness, and possibly Ceribal pallsey... How can this be??? how could a LOVING, CARING GOD do this to an inocent ch...
|
Damaris
|
4
|
406
|
|
|
|
|
|
this is all of the serenity prayer
(Preview)
I GOT THIS BOOK THE OTHER DAY WITH A LOT OF TWELVE STEP PRAYERS IN IT.I HAVE BEEN SO SICK THAT I MISSED MY BABY BOYS FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I GETTING READY TO JUST GIVE UP.THEN I FIND THIS BOOKSERENITY PRAYER god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change the courge to change the things i can the w...
|
jcd aka jayson cole
|
1
|
552
|
|
|
|
|
|
Wont be able to chair meeting tonight
(Preview)
I am on the move and wont have access for awhile so Liz or anyone else interested GO FOR IT thanks so much . The house is almost done I am doing the wood floors tonight.
|
BigV
|
1
|
452
|
|
|
|
|
|
an update of my life
(Preview)
hey everyone.... i don't often post but I definitly read most post. I often hear something I'm going through or at least feel not alone in my struggles. I have been struggling the past little while with mental health, and I am happy to say that I am working towards the solution. I've started to work wi...
|
drugfree
|
6
|
463
|
|
|
|
|
|
I don't want to hurt, . I'm going to go get help
(Preview)
prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 10:55:09 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 10:55:54 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:44:54 PM -- Edited by Keli_A on Friday 4th of September 2009 06:10:23 PM
|
Keli_A
|
2
|
545
|
|
|
|
|
|
GRATITUDE
(Preview)
thought I would sign in and let everyone know they are loved and today is a ggreat day for a gratitude list . I'll start I am grateful to have peace of mind just for today!
|
Manon
|
10
|
477
|
|
|
|
|
|
Dating the "washing machine" people...
(Preview)
AKA "normies" AKA "non-addicts" I'm trying to get back out there, give romance another try, start dating again. I've been talking to a lot of different guys, but none of them are in recovery. Who has experience with dating the normies? Is the difference as huge as my mind makes i...
|
Tisa2U
|
15
|
1255
|
|
|
|
|
|
CLEAN time
(Preview)
breathe.... ok. I went to an NA meeting today that is NARCOTICS ANONYMOUS- and at least 7 people that shared were saying sober, sobriety, blah blah- "I have 5 years sober in NA.... " UHG!!!! There is a huge identity statement hanging on the wall. but whatever! I totally said sober until som...
|
alyqat4
|
5
|
675
|
|
|
|
|
|
Sick of meetings, sick of sponsor, hate to write
(Preview)
I am thinking more and more that I don't need NA to stay clean. Millions have done without it and have gotten better. Why can't I? Meetings are always the same clique of people, with their obligatory hug and "how are you". I hear the same damn stories everywhere I go. I HATE writing and if one mo...
|
lizzielulu
|
13
|
2643
|
|
|
|
|
|
My pain part 2
(Preview)
prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:15:41 PM
|
Keli_A
|
6
|
520
|
|
|
|
|
|
Having financial woes
(Preview)
(***hey how do we make this type bolder???***) I had 2 years clean and a wonderful new husband who loved me unconditionally. NOW I have spent and spent and gambled and gambled and have taken everything he had and lost it ..... His 401k hardship loan. ,my 401 k money from my xhusband. and all our credit car...
|
2ndtimearound
|
5
|
446
|
|
|
|
|
|
social life follow up
(Preview)
I still fel like an outcast a social leper if you will I can talkto anyone but with the (mental) problems Ihave on top of my addictionssss it makes it really hard to trust. once everything is said and done I will be able to write about what cripples me, till then I have my therapist to talk to and a few choice (...
|
Manon
|
9
|
544
|
|
|
|
|
|
reality before gratitude: No peace of mind here.
(Preview)
prayer answered, didn't happen. Working on it. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:08:38 AM
|
Keli_A
|
18
|
665
|
|
|
|
|
|
My pain part 3
(Preview)
working on it. prayer answered not importaint anymore -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:02:01 AM
|
Keli_A
|
2
|
533
|
|
|
|
|
|
oh the next few days
(Preview)
well my final days of treatment are here. only 2 days left. after treatment its off to school and hopefully getting a job. i have a job interview at a video store on wed so hopefully i will get it. if not then i will just be broke forever. ha my room mate called today said my books came so i think im all set for sc...
|
LizC
|
5
|
519
|
|
|
|
|
|
Cleared !
(Preview)
Friends and fellows, I share with joy the good news Ihad last morning about the hep.c. treatment. The nurse specialist informed me that I had cleard the irus in just four weeks of treatment. Im greatful to God and the support I got from those of you who cared. But, and yes, the big but is that I had to comple...
|
Raman
|
7
|
443
|
|
|
|
|
|
Just a test drive - What's your thoughts of it?
(Preview)
|
John
|
5
|
629
|
|
|
|
|
|
Just for Today...
(Preview)
Good Day! Just for today tell yourself.... Today is the most important day of your life! Our group recently start online closed meeting using telephone conference bridge if interested please go to The 12 Steps Group of Narcotics Anonymous Kind Regard...
|
The12StepsGroup
|
1
|
725
|
|
|
|
|
|
oh lovely!
(Preview)
i forgot how much i LOVED chairing meetings. (sarcasm) but oh well there used to be meetings almost every night online here but now theres only 2. well now 3. too much drama for me. goodnight.
|
LizC
|
4
|
428
|
|
|
|
|
|
My story. My pain.
(Preview)
Working on it, my pain. Working on it, my story. Please pray for me. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:03:52 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:27:00 PM
|
Keli_A
|
3
|
529
|
|
|
|
|
|
Happy hols Mike !
(Preview)
Have a great break Mike, youre great mate !
|
Raman
|
1
|
435
|
|
|
|
|
|
Decided to get some anger management counseling
(Preview)
I am calling the counseling center tomorrow I have had it with this problem in my life and have lost another good person and don't want it to happen again.
|
BigV
|
25
|
4125
|
|
|
|
|
|
I once read that "guru" is sanskrit...
(Preview)
that "gu" means darkness, and that "ru" means light... as in "out of darkness, into the light" Don't know if it's true or not, but I liked it... that makes us all gurus!!!
|
Tisa2U
|
7
|
507
|
|
|
|
|
|
Gratitude List
(Preview)
So here it is. Thank you guys so much for all of your support. You have no idea how much it means to me. K. I am thankful for the river that I can never stand in twice but go to every day to look at the eagles wet their wings. I am thankful for the comfort of solitude and the water. I am thankful for the eagles...
|
Keli_A
|
3
|
799
|
|
|
|
|
|
relationships in sobriety
(Preview)
i'd love to have a { edited}, wouldn't we all? but, these people keep chanting at me wait until you have 1 year! i've just stumbled on some material that says wait 2yrs!! i think i'm gonna wait the 2yrs because you can really get to know people before it gets too intimate goes bad -- Edited by BigV on Thursda...
|
rumblefish
|
22
|
983
|
|
|
|
|
|
The beginning is the end is the beginning.
(Preview)
So it has been a while since I've been on these boards, but I haven't been going to meetings very much recently .. actually not at all. Infact I've told myself I'll never go back to a meeting in this town ever again (stomps foot and crosses arms). I know that' a poor attitude, but I was burned pretty bad by my...
|
Scott
|
12
|
615
|
|
|
|
|
|
what the hell has happened to my life
(Preview)
things are really confusing in my life right now don't know which end is up. Finding it difficult to make simple decisions wishing someone would just take control of EVERYTHING and make them for me but apparently that is not gonna happen so I am forced to live with the wreckage of my past and struggling t...
|
Manon
|
10
|
661
|
|
|
|
|
|
Hello, all! I'm new here...
(Preview)
Just thought I'd introduce myself... I'm Tisa, I'm an addict. (Shocking to find one of those here, I know.) I don't get to as many meetings as I'd like... problems with distance, gas, and cash-flow... so I wanted to find a place online to supplement my recovery. Since it's after midnight, it was yeste...
|
Tisa2U
|
13
|
471
|
|
|
|
|
|
Crack husband wants money !!!
(Preview)
Last week my husband broke into his place of employment and stole money out of the store's safe. His parents paid the owner off so that the owner would not press charges. Fearing the worst, my husband checked himself into a treatment facility. Once he realized that the owner did not press charges, he ch...
|
DeltaRedd1984
|
14
|
652
|
|
|
|
|
|
telecom meeting
(Preview)
Hi all, My name is Paul and I am an addict. I do not know if any of you have ever heard of this, (it is still a new thing for me) but there is now a way that we can have meetings over the telephone. If you are like many folks, you have unlimited calling on your cell phone after 9 p.m., or at least you have several th...
|
whoknows
|
3
|
520
|
|
|
