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JFT March 9 Small things
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In the past, we made simple situations into problems; we made mountains out of molehills. Basic Text, p. 90 = Making mountains out of molehills seems to be our specialty. Have you heard it said that to an addict, a flat tire is a traumatic event? Or how about those of us who forget all pretense of princ...
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JFT March 8 Learning to love ourselves
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What we want most is to feel good about ourselves. Basic Text, p. 101 = Well love you until you can learn to love yourself. These words, heard so often in our meetings, promise a day we look forward to eagerlythe day when well know how to love ourselves. Self-esteemwe all want this elusive quality as s...
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JFT March 7 Priorities
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The good times can also be a trap; the danger is that we may forget that our first priority is to stay clean. Basic Text, p. 43 = Things can get really good in our recovery. Perhaps weve found our soul mate, built a rewarding career, started a family. Maybe our relationships with our family members ha...
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trip is coming to an end!
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I have been inHouston for the past week with socail anxiety trip got cut short...I got home sick :P missed mom and being close to her although this was the best time i have had since all the pysco shrinks bullshit on here for me to leave town and relax with no worries of "is he around to find me?" t...
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JFT March 6 Rationalizing away our recovery
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As a result of the Twelve Steps, Im not able to hold on to old ways of deceiving myself. = We all rationalize. Sometimes we know we are rationalizing, admit we are rationalizing, yet continue to behave according to our rationalizations! Recovery can become very painful when we decide that, for on...
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loving Texas
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when they say Texas is big they mean it in every aspect the drink cups are HUGE i am shocked by some of the stuff here but the fact that i can relax with out looking over my shoulder is great it feels so good to be less anxious its unreal. Knowing I dont have to "sneak" around is good for me the weathe...
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Almost 5 yrs
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I have not been on this form for a few years now. I receive e-mails for a post I subscribed to, the Birthdays post. So i did not forget about this forum. I am working with one of my sponsees and she is having a hard time getting to meetings, so i remembered what I did when I had that issue...I found you wonde...
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Anyone ever hear this?
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I heard someone share at a meeting the other day, that their sponsor told them that the important phrase in the basic test says "Unless you change absolutely everything about your thoughts and actions you WILL, not might but you WILL return to using" He said this with tremendous convictio...
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Adderall Addict of three years.
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I'm new here and hoping that this forum will help me kick my addiction with adderall. I was diagnosed as "ADD" four years ago and prescribed concerta. I have poor attention skills, but basically I was looking to get on methamphetimines solely for the purpose of losing weight. When concert...
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JFT March 5 From rude awakening to spiritual awakening
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When a need arises for us to admit our powerlessness, we may first look for ways to exert power against it. After exhausting these ways, we begin sharing with others and find hope. Basic Text, p. 82 = Weve sometimes heard it said in our meetings that rude awakenings lead to spiritual awakenings. Wha...
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JFT March 4 The process
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This program has become a part of me.... I understand more clearly the things that are happening in my life today. I no longer fight the process. Basic Text, p. 127 = In active addiction, things happened seemingly without rhyme or reason. We just did things, often without knowing why or what the res...
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Adderall Help
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Hello, new to the forum here. I will try to be brief in my post: - I am unable to stop a ravenous addiction to adderall - I have told nobody and am hesitant to do so - I am here wondering if anyone has experience with adderall addiction and hopefully some advice on a path to recovery - Has anyone here been in me...
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JFT March 3 Relapse
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There will be times, however, when we really feel like using. We want to run, and we feel lousy. We need to be reminded of where we came from and that it will be worse this time. This is when we need the program the most. Basic Text, p. 81 = If were contemplating a relapse, we should think our using through...
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Tough time for Sponsee
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I have a young sponsee that is struggling. He is very smart, but dumb too, like many of us!! He has been doing the work, and calling me regularly as well. So he called me the other day, and said he was having the worse day of his life. His estranged father had just taken his own life, and he felt really bad th...
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JFT March 2 Success
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Any form of success was frightening and unfamiliar. Basic Text, p. 14 = Before coming to NA, few of us had much experience with success. Every attempt to stop using on our own had ended in failure. We had begun to give up hope of finding any relief from active addiction. We had grown accustomed to fail...
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JFT March 1 Anxiety attack!
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[The] Power that brought us to this program is still with us and will continue to guide us if we allow it. Basic Text, p. 27 = Ever had a panic attack? Everywhere we turn, lifes demands overwhelm us. Were paralyzed, and we dont know what to do about it. How do we break an anxiety attack? First, we stop. We...
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JFT February 28 The greatest gift
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Our newly found faith serves as a firm foundation for courage in the future. Basic Text, p. 96 = When we begin coming to meetings, we hear other addicts talking about the gifts they have received as a result of this program, things we never thought of as gifts before. One such gift is the renewed abili...
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I am not sure how this works. I need advice. Evicted 33 yr old daughter.
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JFT February 27 "Pure" motives
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We examine our actions, reactions, and motives. We often find that weve been doing better than weve been feeling. Basic Text, p. 43 = Imagine a daily meditation book with this kind of message: When you wake up in the morning, before you rise from your bed, take a moment for reflection. Lie back, gath...
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A VACATION!!!!
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finally throwing FEAR out the window and going to the beach to meet some new friends 8 to 9 hours away so I am proud to say i am getting better since all the drama seems to have finally ceased this will be the second time to take trip since mal practice suite been planning on this all month been on a social site...
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Has Narcotics Anonymous started you on a greater spiritual journey?
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Most of us came into the program because we wanted to get off, and stay off drugs. But for many of us, that goal has been reached (one day at a time) and by working the 12 steps, going to meetings, discussing recovery with our sponsor etc. we have discovered a deeper purpose to our belonging. Personally,...
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JFT February 26 Remorse
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The Eighth Step offers a big change from a life dominated by guilt and remorse. Basic Text, p. 39 = Remorse was one of the feelings that kept us using. We had stumbled our way through active addiction, leaving a trail of heartbreak and devastation too painful to consider. Our remorse was often inten...
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JFT February 25 Sick as out secrets
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It would be tragic to write [out an inventory only to] shove it in a drawer. These defects grow in the dark and die in the light of exposure. Basic Text, p. 32 = How many times have we heard it said that we are only as sick as our secrets? While many members choose not to use meetings to share the intimate de...
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JFT February 24 A new influence
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Personality change was what we really needed. Change from self-destructive patterns of life became necessary. Basic Text, p. 15 = In early life, most of us were capable of joy and wonder, of giving and receiving unconditional love. When we started using, we introduced an influence into our live...
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JFT February 23 Messages and messengers
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Anonymity is the spiritual foundation of all our traditions, ever reminding us to place principles before personalities. Tradition Twelve = The Twelfth Tradition reminds us of the importance of putting principles before personalities. In recovery meetings, this might be paraphrased, don...
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I leave the light on... (video)
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This beautiful woman is amazing and Miracles In Progress was blessed to have the opportunity to play a part in her journey, which started 4 years ago.
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JFT February 22 God's will, or mine?
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We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. Step Ten = In Narcotics Anonymous, weve found that the more we live in harmony with our Higher Powers will for us, the greater the harmony in our lives. We use the Tenth Step to help us maintain that harmony. On a dail...
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Dealing with a Chronic Illness in Recovery
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Hi Everyone, I am new to this forum and would love some input. I have been blessed to be clean in the Narcotics Anonymous program since October 17, 1998. Since September of last year, I have been dealing with a chronic, undiagnosed health condition. I have a few questions. Are there NA forums, maybe in t...
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JFT February 21 Self-pity or recovery--it's our choice
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Self-pity is one of the most destructive of defects; it will drain us of all positive energy. Basic Text, p. 80 = In active addiction, many of us used self-pity as a survival mechanism. We didnt believe there was an alternative to living in our diseaseor perhaps we didnt want to believe. As long as w...
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Opinion on reading Living Clean instead of Basic Text at meetings
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I have a question , should Living Clean be used at meetings to read instead of the Basic Text ? I think this book is great but they are stories not the Steps that we all use to help us in our recovery . Some groups where I live , use it at step study meetings . It is a book of recovery stories , not the steps and Tra...
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