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Womens Group
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You know I am new to talking to people and letting them know the real me. I went to this womens group and I talked to people and wasn't afraid to show them who i was. It was a freeing moment. I can't speak for all women but I can say that I had a hard time being around women and talking to them and dealing with them...
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some thing simple
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The simple things http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzVchabIOg8 says it all that's why I am here need to breathe need to see a simple smile simple ppl with simple llifes but there is nothing simple about me or the ppl around me let's see if we can get interactive post a video or lyrics that explains you t...
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AMONIMITY
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God grant me the serintity to accept the things I cannot change courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference that is all I can say with out acting in anger -- Edited by Manon on Wednesday 16th of September 2009 02:01:19 AM
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I want to, but wont....whats the deal?
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Hey everyone. I am not sure how to word this so Ill just write lol. As you all know I am 2 years clean but in a relapse of a different nature, and I KNOW what to do to find my way back.... But everytime, I mean EVERY TIME, I say okay starting Monday, its 90 in 90.....I make some sort of excuse (though at the time it...
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Question Of The Day 9-16-09
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What does it mean to be "emotionally balanced", and are you?
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Question Of The Day
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What's the last thing you tried to get enough of the feel better?
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Damaged relationships
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Has anyone had a past relationship that ended badly and then tried to get back together with that person and had nothing but dead ends. I am trying to mend my past with this girl and it seems like all we do is fight about who did what to one another and it makes me defensive with her. What should I do? Or what sh...
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my pal larry.
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i was talking to a fellow addict last night. someone who has helped me TREMENDOUSLY! i dont know if you all know Larry (pete in the chat room) but he has asked for all of your prayers. apparently his father had passed away suddenly and it was very tough for Larry. He used and is commiting to 90 days of treatm...
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LizC
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Recovery without the steps!
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i have been clean for awhile and i did it without the steps. not using is one thing but the healing inside is so important and I need to work the steps to feel it help heal me inside.
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laughter is good for healing
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Subject: FW: Actual Court Transcripts These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTO...
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Manon
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Now the second phase of God's work!
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First of all to my family here,your support for our family has been a blessing and allowed me to "get out" whats inside has taught me that I need to step out on faith even when I remain guarded.You can't get help if you dont say whats up.I still have that "I'll fix it " scenario even af...
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WOW I am speachless
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I was told to google this song have not had the time to do sotill today I am litterally speachless "Don't go chasing waterfalls" A lonely mother gazing out of her window Staring at a son that she just can't touch If at any time he's in a jam She'll be by his side But he doesn't realize he needs her s...
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Manon
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music continues to move me
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3b4okTAgU3Q it says it all
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Manon
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MIKE!!!!!
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read your whiteboard as usual I am confused
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Manon
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heard a great song today will share the lyrics and then the link
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A woman's heart is filled with passion, A woman's heart is filled with lust, If you don't believe that these things happen, Could be the biggest mistake that a man can make; A woman's night is filled with dreaming, Of the perfect man who may not be you, If we don't see what she's been missing, Could be the b...
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getting lost in music as it sooths the soul
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0HKTTUMqUo hope this helps
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Question Of The Day...
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I'm on an e-mail forum called the Question Of The Day... the QOD... basically it is a recovery-related question that comes to my e-mail box every week-day... I thought I would post it here... How are you doing with honesty today?
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Tisa2U
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Not today.
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Sometimes I hate sharing . Theres a reason. When I share I expose myself. I put my demons , my secrets , my defects on the table . And other addicts get to see them. And that scares me. I dont like knowing that you know where Ive been..I really dont like that you know where Im at.. And it scares the shit out of...
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they tell me..........
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I need to get away from this damn box (pc) but it seems as if my wghole life is in here. EDO yes lee is what you said it is. with my DID there have been several instances where I have tried to...anyway she thinksI am a danger to myself. I was gonna go in Friday I keep coming up with reasons not to go. I figure if I g...
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How much longer for my W/Ds?
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I've been off Oxycontin for almost 5 whole days, and the withdrawals are super terrible... I woke up today after a few hous of sleep, feeling slightly better, I got up and tried to clean the house, tried to eat. Am I out of the worst part, here? I've been practically chained to the toilet for 4 days, and th...
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update
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the ppl hee were nice enough for me to get on here so I could say hello obviously not doing my best my Mother is treating a edo so I can get the help that I need without having to fear the past. Can't stay on but i miss not having the internet just glad the " DRAMA" is gone so it seems or the moment anyw...
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Knew I needed to dump for a reason!
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Guess I saw it comin a mile away and just knew I couldnt stop it!My son after almost 2 years resumed shooting dope and is strung out again.I saw his use of prescription meds seem to be excelerarting and addressed the issue, probably not soon enough.We found out he robbed our account again,stopped taki...
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relief
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im so relieved the judge took it easy on me. i pleaded no contest and i got to explain my situation as how i just got out of treatment, im a full time student and i was just trying to get to school. we talked about my recovery a lot and he gave me a break. i only have to pay a small fine and no jail time! (THANK GOD) s...
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9/10/09
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today is suicide prevention day.
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tribute
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we will never forget . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHstQv8C2zQ
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discouraged with 12 step programs
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I have been around NA on and off ( more off than on) since I got clean in 2000. I haven't been to a meeting in ....well, a really long time. I don't struggle with using....I'm not doing any fucked up shit. Life is very normal. And I am contemplating what to do. I never worked the steps. The whole god thing is un...
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rainy day
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it rained all day today. i have court tomorrow and im not sure of the outcome. so i will either be back or not be back. i've really just been down in the dumps lately. just depressed not wanting to do anything. sitting inside just staring out the window or laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. i broke my...
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pushing through the fear
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hey everyone well I've started college full time now....I just thought I'd share about all the fear and anxiety i've been going through. Well i haven't slept properly in a few weeks because i've been anticipating this day. At some points I really didn't want to go. I actually had some thoughts of us...
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time to give it to god
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thru recent events some of you have put the pieced together some still in the dark but that is not important Ihave been advised to admit myself so that is the task for the AM. Would go now but my partials have to be picked up and I have a pain appointment I will be here local but with what happen to my mom on top...
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Manon
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A shift of myprayer requests!
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I left for a weeks vacation 8/24, feeling very concerned for Keli A's state of mind and mental trauma.I had no contact with online communication so I waited patiently to return and hope all was well. I prayed diligently for the God of my understanding to bring "peace" to her.I have now shif...
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