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living in fear
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call me paranoid....... ppl often do. I have reached a state of crisis and am doing what needs to be done to insure my safety. Just wanted the ones who really KNOW me that Iam outta touch for a bit. "the world isn't big enough for 2 of us" makes ya wonder things that make you go hmmmmmmmm?
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Isolating
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why do we isolate ourselves and always postpone anything and everything only to invite in the resultant unhappiness
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bad day bad day bad day
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i got a driving ticket today. for not stopping for a school bus. i didnt see it. dont blame me. the flashing lights werent on so how was i supposed to know. AND im not supposed to be driving anyways because my lisence is suspended and it wasnt even my car. so im in big trouble. i feel like shit. and im really pi...
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Paying the price of my active addiction.
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Hi Family, As I write this I am trying to remember to have acceptance and faith because God and NA have never let me down. I'm trying but I am still angry. Briefly, in my active addiction I thought it was a good idea to overdose my last day using. Like a lot of addicts I'm sure, I damaged my body with the drugs...
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I survived...now back to "normal"
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Question?
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I have a question: I think you would agree to the following statements. (feel free to disagree with any of them) Everybody has faith in something and somebody. Even an atheist has faith in not believing anything. W...
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update
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well im glad to be home and school is stressful. i have no idea what they are talking about and the homework is just over my head. im having second thoughts about it and im not sure i made the right choice. im also having a hard time getting to meetings. by the time i get home from school im exhausted and usual...
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LizC
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My Higher Power is on my SHIT LIST
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I'm so angry!!! I feel like my HP has let me down! I am 5 months pregnant and the doctors are now telling me that do to a COMMON COLD!!! my baby is going to have mental retardation, blindness, deafness, and possibly Ceribal pallsey... How can this be??? how could a LOVING, CARING GOD do this to an inocent ch...
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Damaris
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this is all of the serenity prayer
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I GOT THIS BOOK THE OTHER DAY WITH A LOT OF TWELVE STEP PRAYERS IN IT.I HAVE BEEN SO SICK THAT I MISSED MY BABY BOYS FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I GETTING READY TO JUST GIVE UP.THEN I FIND THIS BOOKSERENITY PRAYER god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change the courge to change the things i can the w...
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jcd aka jayson cole
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Wont be able to chair meeting tonight
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I am on the move and wont have access for awhile so Liz or anyone else interested GO FOR IT thanks so much . The house is almost done I am doing the wood floors tonight.
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BigV
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an update of my life
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hey everyone.... i don't often post but I definitly read most post. I often hear something I'm going through or at least feel not alone in my struggles. I have been struggling the past little while with mental health, and I am happy to say that I am working towards the solution. I've started to work wi...
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I don't want to hurt, . I'm going to go get help
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prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 10:55:09 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 10:55:54 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:44:54 PM -- Edited by Keli_A on Friday 4th of September 2009 06:10:23 PM
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GRATITUDE
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thought I would sign in and let everyone know they are loved and today is a ggreat day for a gratitude list . I'll start I am grateful to have peace of mind just for today!
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Dating the "washing machine" people...
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AKA "normies" AKA "non-addicts" I'm trying to get back out there, give romance another try, start dating again. I've been talking to a lot of different guys, but none of them are in recovery. Who has experience with dating the normies? Is the difference as huge as my mind makes i...
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Tisa2U
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CLEAN time
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breathe.... ok. I went to an NA meeting today that is NARCOTICS ANONYMOUS- and at least 7 people that shared were saying sober, sobriety, blah blah- "I have 5 years sober in NA.... " UHG!!!! There is a huge identity statement hanging on the wall. but whatever! I totally said sober until som...
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Sick of meetings, sick of sponsor, hate to write
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I am thinking more and more that I don't need NA to stay clean. Millions have done without it and have gotten better. Why can't I? Meetings are always the same clique of people, with their obligatory hug and "how are you". I hear the same damn stories everywhere I go. I HATE writing and if one mo...
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My pain part 2
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prayer answered. -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:15:41 PM
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Having financial woes
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(***hey how do we make this type bolder???***) I had 2 years clean and a wonderful new husband who loved me unconditionally. NOW I have spent and spent and gambled and gambled and have taken everything he had and lost it ..... His 401k hardship loan. ,my 401 k money from my xhusband. and all our credit car...
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social life follow up
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I still fel like an outcast a social leper if you will I can talkto anyone but with the (mental) problems Ihave on top of my addictionssss it makes it really hard to trust. once everything is said and done I will be able to write about what cripples me, till then I have my therapist to talk to and a few choice (...
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reality before gratitude: No peace of mind here.
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prayer answered, didn't happen. Working on it. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:08:38 AM
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My pain part 3
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working on it. prayer answered not importaint anymore -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:02:01 AM
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oh the next few days
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well my final days of treatment are here. only 2 days left. after treatment its off to school and hopefully getting a job. i have a job interview at a video store on wed so hopefully i will get it. if not then i will just be broke forever. ha my room mate called today said my books came so i think im all set for sc...
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LizC
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Cleared !
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Friends and fellows, I share with joy the good news Ihad last morning about the hep.c. treatment. The nurse specialist informed me that I had cleard the irus in just four weeks of treatment. Im greatful to God and the support I got from those of you who cared. But, and yes, the big but is that I had to comple...
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Raman
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Just a test drive - What's your thoughts of it?
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John
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Just for Today...
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Good Day! Just for today tell yourself.... Today is the most important day of your life! Our group recently start online closed meeting using telephone conference bridge if interested please go to The 12 Steps Group of Narcotics Anonymous Kind Regard...
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oh lovely!
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i forgot how much i LOVED chairing meetings. (sarcasm) but oh well there used to be meetings almost every night online here but now theres only 2. well now 3. too much drama for me. goodnight.
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LizC
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My story. My pain.
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Working on it, my pain. Working on it, my story. Please pray for me. -- Edited by Keli_A on Saturday 29th of August 2009 11:03:52 AM -- Edited by Keli_A on Tuesday 1st of September 2009 06:27:00 PM
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Keli_A
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Happy hols Mike !
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Have a great break Mike, youre great mate !
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Raman
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Decided to get some anger management counseling
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I am calling the counseling center tomorrow I have had it with this problem in my life and have lost another good person and don't want it to happen again.
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BigV
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I once read that "guru" is sanskrit...
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that "gu" means darkness, and that "ru" means light... as in "out of darkness, into the light" Don't know if it's true or not, but I liked it... that makes us all gurus!!!
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