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havent posted in a while
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im angry, i hate myself, i keep messing up, i just need to escape the world and myself.
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the Unmanageabili-TEE
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attached is an exercise that i use often (daily or more in early recovery) to help me recognize powerlessness/unmanageability and stay in the solution. feel free to use this and pass it along if you care to. steve
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life just hit me!!!!!!!!!
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dunno why today but I was just realizing just how I have spent the last year running from my "DRAMA" it is almost 2010 just a little over a month it has been a rough one that is for sure, with promises of love from a man that can't even post under his real name but swares what he says is true...I look...
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POSTER DRIVE!!!
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Ok so my area is having a poster drive in Dec. im really excitied service truly keeps me clean now i have a question........i want to bring a poster drive into my old high schoool. BUT i think i have to go through the school board. Does anyone have any experince with this? if so POST IT!
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joke 4 the 25th
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A hillbilly went hunting one day in Oklahoma and bagged three ducks. He put them in the bed of his pickup truck and was about to drive home when he was confronted by an ornery game warden who didn't like hillbillies. The game warden ordered the hillbilly to show his hunting license, and the hillbilly pul...
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No really if your not taking the suggestions
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then your probably not getting the most you can get out of the program. Since i started going to meetings daily, getting a sponsor, doing a lot more reading and step work I can definetly feel a change going on inside of me and i KNOW this is what i should have been doing all along. Just wanted to share that wi...
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QOD 11/24/09
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How much of your time have you spent on your recovery in the last 24 hours ? (include phone calls , meeting , writing , praying , fellowship , etc ...)
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LIFE IS BORING WITHOUT DRUGS!!
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My choice of drugs use to be painkillers for about 2 yrs. off & on! I loved the way they made me feel!!I felt happy & content until I kept needing more to feel the high and to just feel normal. Then when I ran out, I started to feel the withdrawals, flu like symptoms. It was painful and scary! I did...
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new attitude
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so im just going to classify last night as a BAD NIGHT. but now i've learned my lesson for the last time and i have a new attitude about everything. so sponsor BRING IT ON! haha i guess im ready to just do better and stop making up excuses or being a bitch towards everything. so here we go! This song makes me s...
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joke for the 24th
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A young high school couple - Johnny and Suzie had been dating for 2 years, but Suzie had very conservative parents - so she never told them about Johnny. One day she announced, "Johnny, Friday is my 18th birthday. I want you to come over and meet my parents. And then Saturday, they will be going...
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Heavy Sunday !
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What a Sunday yesterdays been, depressed, raining, cold at 12 degrees, in a last minute rush to sort out luggage and in the evening had to wlk the mile to the University in pouring cold rain. And on Saturday nite, after a great Fellowship experience over dinner in another city, id closed the day with a re...
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thought I would share a cxlassic regrouping
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the eagles original group members http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xacQAvzedGs -- Edited by BigV on Monday 23rd of November 2009 09:40:09 PM
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Sunday night
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Well, nothing bad to report. Actually all is quite well. Off this week again (with pay ) and spending some time with the family and catching up on some things around the house. My biggest problem today: my house is pretty big and it takes a long time to clean. What a problem for an addict like me to have. And...
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Arrogance
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Today I am reminded of how I came, came to, and came to believe. It was a time when I was drowning in despair, rage, sorrow, hate, terror...you know, just couldn't quite make it to my "happy place". Then someone in the fellowship told me I hadn't a clue about the second step, because in my alm...
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QOD 11/23/09
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Where did you go on your last "recovery"road trip ?
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joke for 11/23
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There was a blonde who found herself sitting next to a Lawyer on an airplane. The lawyer just kept bugging the blonde wanting her to play a game of intelligence. Finally, the lawyer offered her 10 to 1 odds, and said every time the blonde could not answer one of his questions, she owed him $5.00, but e...
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2 surgeries in the next 6 wks
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Thanks for your post about your knee surgery Vic. You'll be in my prayers. I found out last week that I've got to have bladder surgery and that one I am okay with. But Thur. I found out there was nothing else my Oral surgeon could for do for my TMJ disorder and it scares the hell out of me. He sending me to a spec...
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i need to yell, i need to scream!
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so this person keeps calling and as soon as i answer they hang up. so i called them back and its the giant eagle market which means its my ex trying to get a hold of me! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! STOP FUCKING CALLING ME! and hes calls multiple times a day and its really pissi...
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Listen
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An Inspirational Poem - Listen by Author Unknown When I ask you to listen to me and you start giving advice, you have not done what I asked. When I ask you to listen to me and you begin to tell me why I shouldn't feel that way, you are trampling on my feelings. When I ask you to listen to me and you feel you have to...
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update
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I have been tryin to keep myself busy I met with a new shrink this week as well as a new therapist. It was kinda reassuring I guess he cleared up why I felt detached which made alot of sense for once someone with some answers...my therapist on the other hand looked at me stupid when I told her I have DID also kn...
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November 21, 2009 Just for Today
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November 21, 2009Letting our defects goPage 339 "If [character defects] contributed to our health and happiness, we would not have come to such a state of desperation/" Basic Text p. 34 Getting started on the Sixth and Seventh Steps isn't always easy. We may feel as though we have so much w...
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Moving quick!
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We have our house on market like I said and havin open house on sunday,wasnt supposed to be until the 2nd dec,thats alright.Yesterday Im just gettin out of my tree around 5 oclock cell rings,broker says want to show somebody today at 2;00! things movin rapidly,Guess my wife and I are going to check out a...
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QOD 11/20/09
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What's the last material gift you received unexpectantly?
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11/18/09
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When was then last time anger and resentment took over? How did you use the program to deal with it?
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I gotta have surgery on my knee
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The miniscus is torn and the ACL is shot out and needing to be replaced as far as I know so far i'm looing at 9 months recovery off work after the surgery. I'm sorta not knowing what to do i here that theres a lot of pain after surgery and therapy aint nothing nice the ACL will come from a cadaver( another human...
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QOD 11/17/09
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What happens to you when you spend too much time alone ? Why is being apart of important ?
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Whats going on in my world...
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I'm feeling a bit better with my kidney infection although I'm really tired a lot. Lately, I've been sleeping instead of going to my usual web-sites. I haven't seen my boyfriend all week cuz he's been working. Even though we talk and text back and forth throughout the day, I miss him. Saturday he's comi...
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joke for the 19th
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A couple of women were playing golf one sunny Saturday morning. The first of the twosome Teed Off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. Indeed, the ball hit one of the men, and he immediately clasped his hands together at his crotch, fell to...
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Just for Today 11/18/09
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November 18, 2009Self-discoveryPage 336 "The Tenth Step can help us correct our living problems and prevent their recurrence." Basic Text p. 41 Our identities, how we think and feel, have been shaped by our experiences. Some of our experiences have made us better people; others have ca...
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QOD 11/17/09
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"This to shall pass" , What are you hoping will pass sooner than later ?
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