Hello family, let me start by telling you who i am.  My name is Kristy and I and a grateful recovering addict.  I have recently returned back to these rooms of narcotics anonymous.  Just For Today I have fourty-four clean days.  I have also recently switched sponsors since I have been back.  The first time I got clean I was forced to do so by children services and this time I am doing this for myself.  And it has never felt better.  My worst day clean can never measure up to my best day using.  I have never used an online program like this before.  So I am trying something new.  I go to meetings on a daily basis, call my sponsor daily, I have an unblievable higher power that works miracles daily, meditation, journalization, and prayer and support network that is out of this world.  I am so grateful to be able to return to the rooms and work and honest program.  Only by the grace of god was i able to return.  I take most suggestions.  I think the only suggestion that i have not followed is starting a new relationship with another recovering addict.  Now to tell you a little about my personal self.  I have four beautiful children.  They are 1,3,9 girls and a 7 yr old boy.  I drug them through my addiction an I'm taking through my recovery as well.  I am going through my second divorce.  Oh and by the way I am 27 yrs old.  I have done about every job imaginable, from fast food, to management, to medical, clerical, to driving a truck in the military.  I have done about everything.  But today I place my recovery first and foremost.  I have noticed such a change in recovery since the last time.  Well I guess that is enough for now.  I love all of you.  Stay focused and clean.  Thank you for allowing me to share.  God Bless all of you!  Kristy