I have been clean 15 months and I still have to take it day by day..And today has been a hard day.How come when you have trouble in a relationship the first thing you think of is getting high.I stayed clean one more day so far and I just pray and hope the day will get better
trouble in a relationship the first thing you think of is getting high
I've asked myself the same question and what I came up for myself is the "Fight or flight reflex".
Most of us RUN from problems and difficultys we dont handle them well or at all, we know we can get high and forget all about our troubles so the common answer is? YEP FLIGHT get high run from the problem dont look at it blurr it out of our minds.
You have 15 months clean congratulations that is very good you did it one day at a time, do today the same way.
anything that i put before my recovery,i will lose my recovery over it.i would get a sponsor and get involved.a sponsee of mine put his job,his wife,first,and he isolated himself from us so much that when he lost them,he died with a needle in his arm.
just know that the we part of na includes you and we love you.
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dalin a unity means oneity...one god, one fellowship,one sponsor,one program...many gifts
