Don't give up on yourselves there is hope for all of us who are hopeless it's only in your eyes how you view things that matter, forget what others see unless it is to help you toss out the negative ones .
See yourself getting well, vision yourself WHOLE and complete, imagine life without drugs then try living that dream We can do this thing together .
Have HOPE, throw out FEAR, be HONEST , sit quietly and listen for direction and strength in things going onand if you think your the worst off case scenery , think again others have done worse others have been sicker, others have been to places you've not gone YET and come thru and gotten clean.
Alot of you who are young have not even tasted but a nibble of whats to come to you in this life there are horrible places , prisons, hospitals and intitutions where some of us have lived most of our adult lives I am 44 and been to all of them and seen real SICKNESS.
You speak of hoplessness and dispair you say you feel dead inside well theres a way out , once things get bad enough hopefull there will come a willingness to take up a few principles and do a few things that will grab hold of you and take right out from under all of that, it happened to me once and will happen again and it can happen for you.