I quited drinking in the yr of 2000 I went to AA and NA for yrs and no one would sponsor me so I quited both meetings and volunteered at homeless shelter for men. I lost the volunteering cause they got closed down and another agency got them. I applied for volunteering there got it. I also am lucky that I have not been cought smelling like dope. I have smoked Dope for a few days now It has been 3-4 days now with out it. I feel its time to stop before I get into law probs etc. I don't care if you got 10 yrs and 1 month two months etc clean If you can on line sponsor me then great. Thanks I use I phone 4 here got fongo on my phone it works only on wi fi. If you got I phone 4 4s and 5 5s or 6 U can down load this it will save you a lot from Long dist charges. Thanks Rodney.I also quited my meetings cause of people showing there hate against me as well.
I doubt you are a loser idiot creep, you are an addict, a using addict not working a program of Recovery. Personally I would never sponsor anyone F2F or online who would not regularly attend NA meetings. I honestly suspect it wasn't that people at meetings hated you but rather your self image hated you. NA Works if you Work It. Has for me 35 years Clean the NA Way so far anyway.
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Work the Steps or Die MF. (My Friend :) Clean One Day At a Time by The Grace of God through The Power of NA
Hey Rodney I wish you well my friend, remember not every ones gonna like us and vice versa we arent going to like all others.
The main focus is your recovery and continued staying clean, we can all find reasons to use and use those reasons as an excuse so stay out of all that.
The deal is getting and knowing how to use this program, even when no one likes you, or your with out work, or a break up, health and medical issues, loss of loved ones, just about anything that comes up we can use what we learn to give that support we need, i wish you the very best .
Yeah it's funny how how minds tell us bad things about ourselves. Things NO ONE ELSE would say. Nor would we tolerate them to be said to us. But we take the self criticism willingly, encouraging it even.
REMEMBER those negative voices are our addictions way of dragging us down.
Recently I had a sponsee describing all the things happening 'to him' at out local VA. I was trying to help him understand what was happening....
