"The relief of 'letting go and letting God' helps us develop a life that is worth living."

Basic Text, p. 26

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In our addiction, we were afraid of what might happen if we didn't control everything around us.  Many of us made up elaborate lies to protect our use of drugs.  Some of us manipulated everyone around us in a frenzied attempt to get something from them so we could use more drugs.  A few of us went to great lengths to keep two people from talking to each other and perhaps discovering our trail of lies.  We took pains to maintain an illusion of control over our addiction and our lives.  In the process, we kept ourselves from experiencing the serenity that comes with surrender to a Higher Power's will.

In our recovery, it is important to release our illusion of control and surrender to a Higher Power, whose will for us is better than anything we can con, manipulate, or devise for ourselves.  If we realize that we are trying to control outcomes and are feeling afraid of the future, there is action we can take to reverse that trend.  We go to our Second and Third Steps and look at what we have come to believe about a Higher Power.  Do we truly believe that this Power can care for us and restore us to sanity?  If so, we can live with all of life's ups and downs--its disappointments, its sorrows, its wonders, and its joys.

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Just for today:  I will surrender and let a Higher Power's will happen in my life.  I will accept the gift of serenity this surrender brings.