Oh yeah I am here!!  Today was Jaden's first birthday!!  So I have been a little busy preparing for that.  All went smoothly.  I wish you could see some of the pictures (he DUG into his cake!!!)  He's been getting better.  Sunday we went to the ER again but the noise is from his upper respiratory system (thank God)  Hes still on 3 medicines.  With any luck we'll be down to 2 in 2 more days.  Husband is better sometimes, other times not.  Im a tad overwhelmed.  Too much time spent taking care of others.  thanks for the mail.  It makes me smile.