There is something in our self-destructive personalities that cries for failure.
Basic Text, p. 80
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Poor me; woe is me; look at me, my life is such a mess! Ive fallen, and no matter how hard I try, I continue to fail. Many of us came to NA singing this sad refrain.
Life isnt like that anymore. True, sometimes we still stumble; at times we even fall. Sometimes we feel like we cant move forward in our lives, no matter how hard we try. But the truth of the matter is that, with the help of other recovering addicts in NA, we find a hand to pull us up, dust us off, and help us start all over again. Thats the new refrain in our lives today.
No longer do we say, Im a failure and Im going nowhere. Usually, its more like, Rats! I hit that same bump in the road of life again. Pretty soon Ill learn to slow down or avoid it entirely. Until then, we may continue to fall down occasionally, but weve learned that theres always a helping hand to set us on our feet again.
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Just for today: If I begin to cry failure, Ill remember there is a way to move forward. I will accept the encouragement and support of NA.
I know when I came to NA ,I tried blaming others for my addiction , it was all my own fault . I am they one who used and I am the one who recovered, thank you NA .
