So tonight my daughter from Tejas calls and we have a long talk and discuss a lot of things..She tells me she is not holding resentments,once again rehashes some of the "good" times we had when she was a kid before they left town  and an honest sharing of our feelings both coming from a place of love and vowing to move forward from here and ensuring we have FTF as soon as possible and renew our relationship....planning on a trip to Tejas when possible and looking forward to holding my child in my arms ever so grateful at the grace and blessings of my HP....God is always in the house ,sometimes I guess I just leave for awhile.....Just like my daily recovery ,perserverance, faith,action and the will to move forward, allow the  necessary growth,keeps me teachable and reminds me that the open,honest communication with others,leaving the journeys of the mind in the backround and truly reflecting "the full fruit of a labor of love lives in the harvest and that always comes in the right season"Truly blessed...   Time to seek out my CHEAP SUNGLASSES!!!!