Though we have had a "conscious" contact with our Higher Power from our early application of our spiritual principles,the Steps,in all our affairs as WE continue to "seek to improve" that contact,instilling the foundation(step 3) into our thought and behavior patterns as WE improve that contact we can find a peace that surpasses all understanding.With "God" all things are possible,stay in the day and what has passed we can't get back,what is to come,we are not promised so JUST FOR TODAY we can plan for tomorrow but not at the wasted expense of today..Peace and serenity through your Higher Powers grace and mercy.Yes WE will all have setbacks,trials and hard times but with that grace TODAY we can be of maximum service to God and others..Good to see you posting!!!
-- Edited by MIKEF on Sunday 27th of May 2012 12:46:41 AM
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Vini the pic you earased from this board fromthe suicide note that KelliA (doctor douche bag) posted still burns inthe back of my mind I can't seem toover come that visiual
EDIT: the doc douche w/e is what my family and friends calll him with some other colorerful words
-- Edited by Manon on Saturday 26th of May 2012 12:50:46 PM
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
its been a rough one with the move I do hope it gets easier i find myself despodant and alone i live my life thru a computer fear of being found the stress in 2009 2010 was unbearable made me a different person I miss that person I once was happy and a social butterfly
I hide in these 4 walls as here i feel safe so mnay things different that leaves me ingulfed by my fears wanting to poke mmy head out like a shy turtle wondering if it is safe again
the fears that consume me need to be put to rest so I can live again with in soceity but till i feel or know i am safe it won't happen was diagnosed with severe aghoraphobia its not always easy seems like a leap just to walk out in the world in which I have closed off
I try to remeber prinicbles before personalities but does this count for the one who took my heart and ruined my life the one where i wasn't looking over my back the one who enjoyed dancing the one who could approach the world with a smile I see no change in site so i pray i am safe never knowing the truth as i get alerts saying the doc is looking for me I fear for waht is left of this shatered life i now know why they called it abuse not love look at me and the way i live I will never be the same
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
keep the focus on moving forward, stay out of morbid thoughts and regret, remorse, just moving forward with a better outlook Manon and ask god for help, stay humbled like a child, god loves yuh...
There is always hope for a brighter future. You have been badly wounded for sure, but it does have to control the rest of your life. Baby steps. Continue working with your professionals and the progress will come. We are always here to support you.
... the stress in 2009 2010 was unbearable made me a different person I miss that person I once was happy...
I truly relate to this statement. I began to respond more fully but I don't want to hijack your thread and so let me simply say that I think I understand and you are not alone.
