I'm stuck in my head. And I'm not sure how to articulate it. I don't know how to identify how I'm feeling.
We moved, mike and I, back to my home town. Started going to meetings. Got a sponsor. Hit 4 meetings this week.
Mike? He is vascillating, understandably. But I can only stay home around him for so long. Am I unsupportive because of the 4 meetings I made? I mean, I gotta take care of myself too right? WTF have I done wrong???
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Change will happen when the pain of where you are exceeds the fear of where youre going
What are you talking about? He can't decide what to do and somehow that's your fault? If you need a meeting then get to a meeting. What he does is his business. this is only a problem because your making it one. seriously.
What ever happened to taking responsibilty for your own actions Mike dosn't have the powere let alone the ability to control you nor does he wants it until you can be honest with your self you are stuck not US but YOU
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Are you both in recovery? If so, I think you are setting a good example for him by going to meetings in a new place and getting a new sponsor. Keep doing what you're doing. He needs to get with the program. Maybe you could talk to him and ask him why he is not getting more involved. Is he afraid of meeting new people, going to new meetings?
