We learn new ways to live. We are no longer limited to our old ideas.
Basic Text, p. 56
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We may or may not have been taught right from wrong and other basics of life as children. No matter, by the time we found recovery, most of us had only the vaguest idea of how to live. Our isolation from the rest of society had caused us to ignore basic human responsibilities and develop bizarre survival skills to cope with the world we lived in.
Some of us didnt know how to tell the truth; others were so frank we wounded everyone we talked to. Some of us couldnt cope with the simplest of personal problems, while others attempted solving the problems of the whole world. Some of us never got angry, even when receiving unfair treatment; others busily lodged complaints against everyone and everything.
Whatever our problems, no matter how extreme, we all have a chance in Narcotics Anonymous to learn how to live anew. Perhaps we need to learn kindness and how to care about others. Perhaps we need to accept personal responsibilities. Or maybe we need to overcome fear and take some risks. We can be certain of one thing: Each day, simply by living life, well learn something new.
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Just for today: I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as Ill know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new.
I was a liar cheat n thief, I had no idea what it was to work day in and day out. no idea how to have relationships, couldn't handle money, success, all i knew was failure.
today i have my own home, business, vehicles, toys, still working on relationships i have a new girlfriend that so far fits me better then any other ever has, savings etc etc.
it takes time, time to learn, make errors, get back up try again meditate on what to do higher power will guide and direct if we get the hell out of the way :)
