We find ourselves doing and enjoying things that we never thought we would be doing.
Basic Text, p. 98
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Active addiction kept us isolated for many reasons. In the beginning, we avoided family and friends so they wouldnt find out we were using. Some of us avoided all nonaddicts, fearing moral backlash and legal repercussions. We belittled people who had normal lives with families and hobbies; we called them uncool, believing we could never enjoy the simple pleasures of life. Eventually, we even avoided other addicts because we didnt want to share our drugs. Our lives narrowed, and our concerns were confined to the daily maintenance of our disease.
Today, our lives are much fuller. We enjoy activities with other recovering addicts. We have time for our families. And weve discovered many other pursuits that give us pleasure. What a change from the past! We can live life just as fully as the normal people we once scorned. Enjoyment has returned to our lives, a gift of recovery.
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Just for today: I can find pleasure in the simple routines of daily living.
-- Edited by Dave R on Friday 20th of May 2011 05:39:10 AM
Today I enjoyed some simple pleasures: morning exercise, reading the paper and eating breakfast, taking a walk, lunch, coffee with my wife, listening to birds and cicadas, music...In the past, I would need to be on some kind of drug to enjoy any of these things, if I did them at all.