So this week we are celebrating 4 years clean. The gifts bestowed upon me through this program, by my higher power, are beyond my greatest expectations.
Thank you everyone, I never though I could get 4 days clean before coming to believe.
I became so depserate, when she said "We're done" I was almost out of my mind. If I was trying to quit for her, and now she didn't want me, what was there left to do?
I thru away my reservations, and asked for help. I learned to take suggestions. I went 'all in' on N.A.
Heard someone say that moment when things get so overwhelming that we decide to give up, is the gift of desperation...
SURRENDER TO WIN
-- Edited by Davethewave on Thursday 12th of May 2011 05:15:43 PM