it's almost the 8th which means I will have 30 days I know no fronts but it has been awhile since I have been able to say I have built up this much time ever since the suicide attempt over the past 2 1/2 years i had 3 years prior but I am back and just about on my feet I am looking forward to living with my bff part of me is scare due to change and I don't do change well but it will be nice not living alone... we have a busy week ahead of us and it's time to finish packinas one bedroom as this apt is too small foe 2 ppl mixed emotions hoping and praying that i will adjust as will she i think it will b fun and easier when we get the new apt having our own spaces are important that way we don't get in each others space which I realize we will both need but it about 6 weeks away the move that is I am excited to have laundry facilities in the apt and downstair due to some surgeries that have to take place I have to go see an oncologist my chest x ray wasn't pretty my doc looked at my resulst and just to be safe want a second oponion I am scres shitless but I am in the hands of my higher power and thru him all things are possible
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Alot of changes coming your way. But remember, change can be good. For an addict, change is essential. So stay close to your HP and what will be will be.
