My health is getting worse they want to do a byopsy of black spots in my lungs to rule out Cancer. I am about to go thru back surgery to fix some disks that are either dehydrated or bulging my hydro nepherosis ??? is cause issues again I also have to streghthen my bladder sling there are some other reconstructive sureies that have to be done. Then my ACLs??? in both legs are shot... So many health issues...but I am going to wait to start where ever they think is most important but not till I am downstairs so I am not dealing with stairs all the time. Pain is becoming unbearable. Hoping after all these sureries are said and done I will feel like new. I am afraid the most that the oncoligist is gonna find those spots Canerious but not bad enogh to stop smoking (a true addict for you. lmfao My friend of over 18 years will be moving inwith me for safety reaons mom cannot afford to pay a nurse or licensed aide to do so. I have mixed emotions about this. Thursday we are supposed to go to housing to put her legally on the lease Part of me is scared that I might be impossible to live with reasons health mental health just with in my night mare it will be hard on us till we get the new 2 bdroom apt on having our own space but it should only be for 6 weeks or shorter thank God Iwant outta here too much drama One of my other fear is I will lose her again that would hurt I can deal with it but it is unbearable to even think about it that about raps this update up any suggestions on how do give each other space would be gratefully appriciated
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
living with roommates can be hard. I found it easiest when agreements were made and stuck to. You really don't have to be friends with a roommate. It's more important that everyone does what is right and you treat each other with courtesy and respect
