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Manon


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I have been in and out og 12 step programs since I was 15 I will be 38 ew thisa year the past 2 years has been hell for me as I have gone thru many trials and suicide attempt to end the pain and hopelessness I have felt a friend invited me to celebraste recovery whic is a christian based 12 step group where I found my God of m y understanding the hopelessness has been replaced with hope as I blindly walk infaith in something greater than my self for those havingtrouble with that as I did for years I had someone suggest I put my phone or ciggerettes under my bed so the first thing I did in the A>M> was on my knees (perfect time for prayer) I slowly have been rebuilding faith in a God I thought had forsaken me when in reality is was me that ran my life is slowly getting better but as it gets better I am seeing whaT THE ENEMY CAN DO TO MY FAMILY IN HOPE TO KNOCK ME BACK DOWN I hold true to the power greater than myself and I hold on tight I am in for yet another trial but I know today ido not have to ever be alone again!
  I have not been outta the house to a meeting in tyears as I was captured by my fear till monday when I found steps 2 and 3 were not so difficult my way was no longer working... It wqas time to try something new toady I hav e faith that i have not had in years
  So to those of you that are new here HANG ON TIGHT FIGHT FOR THE CLARITY YOU DESIRE AND PRAY IT WILL COME TO YOU AS MY HP HAS SHOWED ME THE WAY the right way his way I hope this  msg helps ppl to know even in the worst day this is the best day a new day in which Ican start over at any time with a simple decssion

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Manon


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notic e I said simple not easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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cdbuckberry


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Manon,Try and get out to a meeting.I know I don't go to many meetings anymore ,you lose the attachment you get at live meetings.No doubt all of us don't like sharing in front of a crowd. When we get our voicechat meeting up and going I will send you an invitation to join , Monk-Dalin Is one of the members of our group.I know being on voice chat is like a live meeting,you can just listen or you can share it is your option.

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Ruthy


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You've come along way Manon just keep the faith girl your worth it........

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Manon


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I will be going to a christian based 12 step group every monday that helped this week renewed my faith and steps 1 2 3 are easy not simple but easy

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May you always feel as you do now

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