I got approved for my new apt which will make me feel better in the long run have to b put on a waiting list but it will come as God sees fit today is kinda a bad day for me this is the day I had my first doctors appointment with the party I had so many issues with it's now been 2 years I am a bit worried scared lonely and confused not really knowing what I feel I have walking pnemonia so I feel aweful i realize it's been awhilesince I posted which is abnormal for me so I thought Iwould drop in and give a bit of an updat the new apt is gorgeous I really can't wait i will have my own washer and dryer mom always told me she would b=get me on if I moved where they are needed so I am very grateful for this chance to start in a new place with no old memories it will be my new home
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Walking pneumonia....bummer....hope u r taking extra good care of self. Eventually I stopped holding on to bad "anniversary" dates and memories. I had to in order to stay clean & sober. Steps 3 and 11 enabled me to become willing to stop revisiting pain (or fear or anger etc.) and concentrate on enjoying each day as a new beginning. For a long time I though it was just not possible to ever stop keeping the past alive, but today I couldn't even dredge those nightmres up if I were to try...and that is a blessing, a gift, and a relief.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
