to all here at mip happy holidays to those all around that might be hurting this seasob but realize it is not an excuse to use you might be powerless but you are old enough to make a choice CHOSSE NOT TO USE lonely these days ppl come into thought as reality is finally setting in I have realized that what i thought was the real deal "my peace" was actully a nightmare and my docs say "yes Manon I am sorry to say but you have been abused again" when it comes to said situation and i still cry cause he "painted my perfection" and hearing how it has affected me and all involved and stupid me still misses him life just doesn't seem to look any better just more diagnosis and another year about to come and go as my year was spent watching or drowing my pain away I say that we are powerless and at the same time it is a choice then why can't I stop numbing reality one way or another self honesy is a bigger bitch than me DAMN...
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Hey, how about trying putting a positive spin on life for a change, such as "Hoping you have happy holidays." My attitude--how I choose to look at the world--is a major factor in my mental wellness.
Today is a gift, with all that life throws at us we are alive and able to love and care for another human being, take the time today to find someone who has less than you and give them a hand up, it will take you out of your head and give you some gratitude!!
I know that gratitude is what is missing for me when all I can see is darkness, we are the only ones who have the power to change the way we are feeling! Action is the answer!
Have a happy and grateful holiday season (Because you CHOOSE to)
Well, no body sez you have to do the "holidays" thing...pretend you are a Tibetan monk (monkette?) or something, and just aim for a decent day on a daily basis. And fire whoever it is in your crew that's sending you bad data. Step 11, I think, is a good point of reference.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
