I have not been alone since the fair was over herre in Tulsa have had company for the most part I didn't realize just how nice it is to JUST cuddle sure I ain't gonna lie I have had more than that (not really anyone's biz) but to have someone sleep next to it makes me want the simple things in life but I don't think there is honestly some one out there that can handle me plus baggage health mental and all but enough said for now
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Think of it in another way,you are a child of God and could be a gift to another waiting just for you!!!!Don't force it,find new areas of endeavor and continue to love yourself,that will rub off....Believe me 'WE ALL GOT BAGGAGE"!!!!!! peace and serenity my friend!!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Maybe this is God's Will..... We all need time to ourselves, especially when we are in early recovery. Enjoy this time while you have it, make the most of it while you can. Take this time to work through some of your stuff and establish relationships in NA. I suppose what I'm trying to say Manon is sieze the day.....
Relationships teach me about suffering,,,, I can suffer in good faith and learn that this sufferin is the base for the next good phase. Or I can suffer too, thereby givin up hope.
I need to come back to myself now and then, else I continue as a sufferer....
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Well I am Glad to hear that u have sum one to share ur life with. Yes it is nice I know where ur cumming from... well good luck and hope all is going well