Hi family I just need to get this out of my head. I'm working a fourth again and I just finished resentments this morning and all afternoon I can feel the anger levels raising....I am such an addict I want to feel better NOW I know by morning this will have passed and I'll wonder what all the fuss was about but right now I just want to scream. I'm snapping at my partner and my kids so now I'm feeling ashamed of myself for being a bitch. I think it's time to get down on my knee's and pray..... I feel better already thanks for being here for me.......
Obsession is the mental aspect of addiction. This can lead me to obsess on things besides drugs, such as resentments. I get into trouble with resentments when I obsess on them. When I do this, I ruin my attitude and outlook on life. I poison my self. I try to give my resentments to my higher power so I can live in the present. I hope you are able to deal with your resentments positively. Hang in there. This too shall pass.
Hear you loud and clear Ruthie!!Sometimes we just got to let the valve open up(share) and then get back with God and continue to seek His will...When my resentments get real funky I look very deep to see what part ,if ,any, I played in any situations and work hard to surrender the feelings.As usual for me,More is usually revealed" Glad you are able to free yourself.In support and prayer.Give them others around you a special hug when you get settled,and God is giving you a specail hug also!! :)
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Thanks Lee, that's exactly what I'm doing. I really want to stay claen this time round and for me change is so important. I will do whatever it takes and if that means a little bit of discomfort along the way then that's ok......
