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Manon


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I thought I would write and let ya'll know I am alive not well but alive I have a week clean midnight yay!
I am extremly pysically sick have been for awhile this is my second anti biotic doc wants to run some tests if this doesn't work it seems that mt COPD is reaching a crucial point in my life or at l;east that is whta the docs are focusing on atm kinda scared the only reason why I am scared is cause if Idie I am not sure  I would meet my maker except for my judgement Ihave no faith in him psalms 22 not trying to bring religion in it is just one of MY tools the hope at the end of that passage is whereI wanna be but Istill feel forsaken its been rough the things i have been thru my shrink says is beyound norm in fact at times very sureal some of my family just think I am paranoid when I know who he is and the way he talks so when Iposted about calling a spade aspade that is what I was talking about I need a safe place and if I do not feel safe I may have to ask for input towards an intetrvetntion
I am for the first time since all this occured trying to get my life back on track

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Ruthy


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Take care Manon my prayers are with you.......

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Manon ,Know matter what we have done in the past the maker will let us in the gates to heaven.He has let a lot worst people in than all of us addicts.I also have copd and it is no fuh can't do stuff like I used to.Have to use the damm nebulizer if it gets to bad,having sleep apnea doesn't help either.The problem is you ,you have to keep up your willpower,having read your posts as long as I have belonged to this site , I feel for you.You have been through hell and back.You have to be a strong woman deep down inside.Just remember we all love you and care about you.

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sstaceye69


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Manon please know you are in my prayers. I hope you feel better soon. Take care of yourself my friend in recovery.

Stacey

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MIKEF


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Always in my prayers Manon! Stay focused...............peace and serenity!!smile

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Manon


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just not sure how strong I am but a friend needs me so ofg I go

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WHAT COMES TO MIND - HOW CAN ONE HELP ANOTHER - WHEN ONE IS TRULY STRUGGLING TO STAY CLEAN - MY THOUGHT - GET CLEAN, WORK STEPS, HELP OTHERS - THIS SHIT DON'T CHANGE - WE HAVE TO BE WILLING TO WORK ON SELF - SO WE ARE NOT SPREADING THE MESS AND ONLY THE MESSAGE - IT BECOME FUTILE TO THINK IT WORKS ANY OTHER WAY..MY SUGGESTION FOR YOU - GET CLEAN!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! YOU ASK FOR HELP!! AND IN TURN ONE DAY YOU TRULY WILL BE ABLE TO HELP THE ADDICT STILL SUFFERING..HEAR MY HEART WITH THIS

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JoeB


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Thanks for checking in Manon! I like what Terry said! Keep coming back.

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LeeU


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Personally, I like Psalm 91 a whole lot more than 22! Seems more like "the Promises" to me, very uplifting.

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