things have been rough but /Iam parcally a part of that I let fear consume me and instead of facing it and recoverin I ran welll running is getting me no where so I need to take resposibility for my part I did not pput effort into any type of recvory
sure I posted and I can  tell the difference in the days that I don't guess it's like going to meetings I think I found a sponsor and she is not gonna be easy onme but I need a hard a** (J/K) well who knows we'll see
at least now i will have some direction in my life from someone i think can all to relate neway i'll leave updates